Well I'm getting close to running out of options and I don't know how to fix this, I really need Holla Forums's help. Now I know that this is all going to seem like a joke and your going to tell me to kill myself and your probably right I should but I might as well try a few things to save myself before I do that.
So lets get down to the heart of the problem I'm a faggot and I'm absolutely disgusted by homosexuals and their promiscuous behavior. I don't want to end up like them and I want to cleanse my body of what ever is plaguing me before it's too late. I'm sheepish to admit this but I have been taking some of Alex Jone's male testosterone shit and thats been helping I think ? I'm not sure maybe its some kind of placebo effect i'm getting and thats whats really helping me but I've always had a problem creating testosterone and have had a messed up dick so I've always been insecure about it for most of my life! After a while I gave up on caring about it and realized that women can like me anyways and I stopped being such an emotional bitch about it. What should I do ? help remove these gay thoughts I'm having ? I wasn't always this way. I don't understand I've never been more muscular and been more successful in my lifetime making 1000$ a week and even hitting on so girls getting them to go out for coffees with me or something I've never been more confident well maybe not confident but I've never taken more chances with women than I have in the past few years and made successes than I have now so why can't I just I don't know not have gay sexual thoughts ? When the only thing I want in my life is to be with a women I love with children who are good christians! Son's that become better men than me and daughters that become sweet feminine wives to a good man. Please help a desperate 20 year old kid who loves the white race, hates Jewish propaganda and wants a American country that he's proud of not what its had become in the past 100 years or so.
I know theres a lot of things I've left out and you guys probably hate my guts as much as I do but I'm all ears for advice.
Is that really my only choice ? I can't stop this ? Well If I do I'll make sure to not use a legal gun so the gun grabbing government doesn't have another case to argue.
Brandon Campbell
i'm all for you trying to act like less of a faggot, user. best of luck with that. but stay the fuck away from the women. leave them to real men who aren't pozzed bug factories
Owen Wright
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Noah James
Can you at least mail me your iPod before you go?
Jack Taylor
I can't be a real man at this point ? What is there no redemption ? Have I really already crossed the line ?
Are you asking me that ?
Adrian Butler
Unnatural urges huh, sounds like you need some holy fire.
Read this entire thing. Maybe that can help. Otherwise, stop watching porn. If you need to jerk it, jerk off asap and don't wank to porn. It's a corrupting force and drives you further into degeneracy
Charles Ross
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Landon Morgan
you fucked another man, right? you don't come back from that in my book
Camden White
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Eli Reyes
No I've never don't anything of the sort ! What a degenerate thing to do ! I'm a christian well not a good one but I'm trying to be a better man as well ! I uh I just want these remove these thoughts.
I think if I stopped master bating it would help a lot.
Holy fire is a great idea should I just kill myself ? I want to give my life for the white race and god though I want to have some good impact I know how had it is to come to most of the realizations you guys come to so as someone who has some sense of a moral compass is it not best to do what I can to help a good cause then just do nothing at all and die ?
Samuel Scott
good. then don't. if that's the case, then you're ok. i don't know what to say about the urges tho. good luck
Nathaniel Hill
should I go for broke and go sterile and work on fixing my community's and the respective business in the areas while trying to "redpill" as you guys put it a generation of millennial's who are just as lost as I am?
Jonathan Hall
Call Pence.
Isaiah Butler
I meant done ! my bad !
Josiah Garcia
You should get mega aids and kill as many degenerates as possible - do something pozitive.
Tyler Long
kek. i read it as "done". didn't realize it was "don't" until you just pointed out the mistake
Lucas Edwards
Come on no jokes ! I'm trying to be serious ! Or are you ? As in punishment for myself ? I know it's good for men to keep up routines as it servers as a guidance or training and shaping your mind. Healthy habits like shaving every day so your not some crude cut hipster faggot or feminist dyke.
Colton Ortiz
Here's what to do faggot. Every time you have a gay thought, shame yourself for it, and physically cause pain when you do. (This can be accomplished with a bigass rubber band around your wrist that you snap when you have fag thoughts.) Do as the poster said above about no gay porn, but I would also say no-fap for a few months until you can fap to pictures of mostly clothed aryan women. Meditate about women at night while you are sexually desperate with high test. If all that doesn't work it's time to eat the barrel of a shotgun.
Charles Anderson
These thoughts are a result of kike conditioning. Discontinue all consumption of jew media. Read books user. Classic literature by the greats. Start with Meditations by Marcus Aurelius and continue from there. Keep lifting hard and working hard. Do not look at porn of any kind. Discontinue masturbation. Find a good woman and make babies. If you do these things, the gay thoughts will at the worst only remain thoughts and are very likely to go away on their own.
Mason Martinez
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Robert Nelson
Fucking Checked this second pic related was a massive redpill, SAVED!
When men don't masturbate for 7 days their testosterone levels increased by 45,7%. In men, testosterone plays a key role in the development of male reproductive tissues such as the testis and prostate as well as promoting secondary sexual characteristics such as increased muscle, bone mass, and the growth of body hair. In addition, testosterone is essential for health and well-being as well as the prevention of osteoporosis.
Kevin Johnson
You should have seen me years ago I have improved a lot but dam tonight I lost it and got real close to killing myself not because I was even close to doing anything gay or even having these thoughts but from just being surrounded by my friends and family who all support bullshit and worship the ground these kikes walk on. It's Lonely up here in the north not knowing any women or men who have like minded ideas about hate for muslims and jews, the importance of family and aversion of homosexuality and race mixing, I'm generalizing Holla Forumss largest points to get the idea across but even before I found this web sight when I was a younger child I had so many like minded ideas, and hated seeing propaganda like "no nationalists welcome !" Ahh! It makes me so mad!
Jaxson Morgan
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Ian Ross
I'll do this ! I don't think I'll agree with master bating again I'm confident I'll stop! One thing I should have mentioned is that I still love women and i'm attracted to them! So thats a plus, I just don't want to fall for the its ok to be bi meme.
Evan Reyes
just kill yourself instead
Joseph Young
I guess? I mean this is my first time posting anything and don't plan on posting again ? Since I know shit like this is cancerous! I just needed help tonight. I could always update in 5 years time on the dot, so I never shit post like this again ?
You already knew it was cancer and yet you did so anyway.
You do not belong here and should consider the correct option instead
Daniel Price
Try kratom. It binds to the opioid receptors without actually being an opioid. It's really good for getting off opioid addiction, but since I've started taking it again I've noticed it's helped be stay away from unwanted sexual urges as well.
Jace Green
Uh huh nice blackpill thread OP.
Sebastian Jenkins
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James Robinson
Ban pron
Do LSD
Love
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John Nelson
Reading now I was only posting to try and get more advice !
Your also right and I'm leaving now no more pictures no more anything the thread is over!
Ryan Watson
What is this virtue signaling shit?
Joshua White
Hi user I'm an oldfag I first started coming to cuckchan for /g/ back in 2005-2006 when Ubuntu Linux got huge. I eventually found /n/ and enjoyed the freedom there (along with Holla Forums) to be able to say whatever I wanted 88NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER** without some soyboy/cunt banning me. The rest is history.
Over the last 10+ years I have grown from blue-pilled democrat to libertarian to red-pilled (sometime around 2011-2012 and the Zimmerman trial) to a mix of reactionary/traditionalist/monarchist/natsoc I know i know strange mix
I believe in the nuclear family and how it is the most stable form of human grouping for an advanced society. I abhor gay culture and think that the degenerates who openly parade around in public should be executed but I also happen to think that about marxists, kikes, niggers, and sjws too
user I am bisexual. For over 20 years I have enjoyed trannies/traps/sissies just as much as I enjoy women. If its girly looking, my cock wants to penetrate.
But I refuse to let my sexuality (or perversion depending on the point of view) define who I am
Liberals and sjws always use their gayness as some kind of virtue signal. Don't be like them.
I keep my fetish/perversion/sexual preferences to myself. And on the off chance some Holla Forumslack (or similar individual) irl found out, I'm not too worried as I can handle myself in any 1 on 1 fight.
Hell I don't think I would even be mad enough to seriously hurt someone with similar political beliefs as myself, even if they were a fag-basher and wanted to take a shot at me.
My point is this. I believe it is a lifestyle choice (but i also believe people can have genetic predispositions towards it)
I believe you can reconcile being gay and a rightist in political beliefs. Who said every gay/bi person had to be a crazy fuck liberal?
Do what you want. But if you choose to be gay KEEP THAT SHIT TO YOURSELF
Liam Sullivan
have you ever tried to cleanse yourself of that degeneracy user? quitting porn and doing some months of nofap does actually work, especially for fags like you that still enjoy women. just do it user, you'll save yourself
Nathan Thomas
I get so aggressive I border on losing control and punching 1 of a few mrons at my job who I've wanted to fuck up for years pent up hostility thru the roof
From what? I have a gf. She knows about my fetish. Other than my gaynes which she likes to tease me about, she says I'm the greatest bf she's ever had. Plus I'm a little too old to be having kids.
Joseph Nguyen
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Evan Garcia
Me too m80. Definitely makes me rather enjoy being relaxed than jerk it and be tense and shameful, kek
Dylan Phillips
Just noporn then. Quit it now nigger. Don't go nofap but jerk it as infrequently as you can. Use that pent up energy to either weightlift, jerk it to normal females (not porn), or fuck your gf.
Sebastian Myers
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Brody Russell
typo Particularly funny because I'm the sicko who jerks to all sorts of gay shit and yet these "morons" are hetero betas who make me look like chad thundercock
Noah Rivera
I heard the alt-right is looking for new members uhuhuh
Nicholas Moore
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Xavier Anderson
Sarah-in-diapers.tumblr.com
Jacob Ortiz
That won't stop them. They'll jusr double think their way around it.
Nicholas Lopez
What is the capital of Assyria?
Kevin Gray
You are not your feelings.
Kayden Brooks
OP SOME ADVICE
You have a deep foundational issue within yourself.
The feels you are having are a result of social programming and social engineering.
My first assumption is that you watch a lot of porn and masturbate a lot.
My second assumption is you have had it drummed into you that you are in service to women.
Make a deal with yourself:
You will find a small thing about your room or house that you will fix, try for once a day.
Watch some peterson, and I mean actually sit down and spend a day listening to maps of meaning. It will be confusing, some of it will sound really dumb, and his ideas are not always his own but it doesnt matter, the content is still solid gold.
Watch all of maps of meaning. Do it. Dont stop until it is all watched.
These are good starts. Your internal psychological structure is weak and you need to start as deep as possible before dealing with your outer edges.
A house is only as strong as its foundation.
Henry Williams
You are eternal
Adrian Reed
I'm not sure if I'm okay with this
Carter Allen
Don't act like a faggot outside of your bedroom and all is well
Ethan Sanchez
This tbh.
Joseph Watson
saging for doubleposting, but use real testosterone you nigger. Fuck it, stick some trenbalone in there while you're at it.
