Is this some kind of autism challenge you're doing, user?
This is the most likely scenario.
user, get a hold of yourself. This isn't the fucking movies, and 9/10 your relationship conquest will only end in failure. You might get some good shit, hugs, kisses and full frontal along the way, but for the most part you're in for a wild ride and this is just the beginning.
Some dudes find love first try, but for most people it's a constant battle of trial and error.
And here's a quote for you to remember - 'Don't put all your eggs in one basket.' Never think to yourself 'She's the one!' unless you fucking *KNOW* it to be true. Trust me, I've been there, and been as soppy and fuckerific as you are, and it got me nothing but *JACK-SHIT.*
So, if she fucks you over - Chin up, and don't let it get you down. Don't let that shit rule your life though user.
If you let her get down on you then crack on, take it while it lasts, JUST USE A FUCKING CONDOM!
And if it all works out it very nearly might then good luck, but always remember - the higher you feel, the further the fall. And there will be one.. Just life mate.
But if it all goes tits up, then you best be ready for it because it's probably gonna happen again, and again, and again, until you find lasting happiness with someone the way you seem to want to.
To summarise:
You're about to find out most women are pretty insane when it comes to feelings
Sound good? Great! Hope she enjoys her flight!