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Good morning and see ya later.
youtube.com/watch?v=muq1Z32HXSA

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Tell them what?

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I love this thing

Make it Divine if you can :D

I assume you have a "filename master" bumper sticker and T-shirt.

nice filename

My phone generated it lol

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Imma have to find some 150+ppi artwork first

Shutup..

What's a ppi?

Boo told me it means Pepe per inch

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Popes per inch.

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FUCK BEING LAZY!

0 DEATHS

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Hello dankness?

its 3am
errybody ded

feeling lonely tonight

That transition between Euro and Murrica.
Where only the nocturnal NA remain and the early bird EU appear.
David Attenborough voice at its zenith.

You are a white male, so really you have kind of beaten billions of other people.
yay for being a winner

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You're going to trigger someone with your sadshaming if you aren't careful.


FABlife?

What would make you believe I'm gay enough to watch that

I DIDNT Ask for these feels

ur mum?

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Top gear?

Oh right
I made that too easy

Biggest Problem in the Universe

im not even halfway thru the first arc man

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Why would you do this to me? Is it because I am currently doxxing 3 posters?
But now I am gonna have to find some uplifting story man.
Man.
MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN.
guess I will have to watch GoT and the new top gear now

BARDFD

And they never even got a chance to feature you as a problem.

BARDFD

I'm a solution.

im gonna die alone

a final one?

goodnight

Wouldn't it be best to just euthanize that abomination?

In all likelihood, yes, you are.


Some solution, you couldn't even keep mommy and daddy from breaking up.

Go on grindr and fnd someone

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What if Eisen was actually an ISIS sleeper agent.

If you want me to be


It was actually my parents' 20th anniversary today.

That is pretty damn kawaiiii

Seriously, I just keep having Gollum's voice play in my head.

I just like sleeping fam

welcome to the divergence friends ~
im glad you could all be here with me

Tokai is an ISIS sleeper. He is like Brody x1000
>just need to utter "Ramadi" in a TC and she will activate.

It's highly possible, he puts me right to sleep every time I see him.


Did they hold hands while eating their TV dinners together?

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Kate Winslet reeeeeee

Sounds like a nightmare.

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No they sit on separate couches watching boner pill commercials

ily scarlet

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have you retained memories?

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More American than a baseball game. God bless.

Yes. marḼaban.

Patriots among pinheads.

Mayaka

embed some good dreams within my mind

Did I come here earlier when I was wasted

Yes

-carries a pillow over to the chair and climbs up onto it. Scooting up tot the table, Sonata smiles brightly at the bowl of pea soup and picks up the oversized spoon-

slumber

Shit
What did I say

oh thats what that was?

-gives sonata a smile, goes back to reading the morning paper-


Calm dreams

Did I do or say something

o.o -hops down and brings you a cup of the pea soup as well, topping it with a scoop of creme fraiche-

Tfw you body Primal Kyogre with a Regice

honestly don't remember. i said hi and think you said hey back, then i left for a shower

Oh ok. As long as it was just that.

just blatant sexual stuff
the typical drunk ramble

:O -takes a spoonful, blowing the hot steam away and noms, its the best pea soup ever!-

some flirty stuff too but that's been regularly latelyit's nice

So it was nothing terrible?

o///o -smiles shyly and sits down beside you, looking at the newspaper curiously-

That's me being a shit. It's normal

Not in my experience anyway
Youre good fam

Ok cool

Tiem for breaking fast.
Ayayayayayayaya

oh pls, it's fine

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you don't even know

F I R E

ty for response scarlet you harlot

SSCARLET THE HARLOT

SCARLET THE HARLOT

i had a reply
however due to some circumstances it had to be erased
i did not know how to reply after that
just remember, you're a good person
thats all i can tell you right now

Is it time for rhyme?

I'm a waste of space

We all are

Holla Forums is like a black hole of space

do you wish to not be?

no words...


no you're not, stop that.

i want to los weight so I can become a smaller waste of space but it's hard!

I need to become a smaller waste of space but it's hard...

yep

No one is a waste of space.
You are unique in your own way.
^^

Go to bed


Who says?

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Get the fuck out of here you pansy BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Always give it a minute, or try to resubmit the same post. Holla Forums won't let the duplicate post thru

You are precious.
Even you.

Disgusting.


Night!

when i said those three words, i meant it.

bye

I wish I was desired, important, that I mattered

as it stands I'm just a loser with no friends that nobody cares about

might as well be dead

what three words

Make
America
Great

Build
A
WALL

i WOULD IF i COULD BUT I CANT

Donald
Trump
2016

I suck cocks

Just cause you're a loser doesn't mean you should be dead. Don't beat yourself up. Everyone seems to be doing that today.


It wasn't a statement, it was an order faggot.

and why don't YOU go to bed then

why doesnt it?

So many mopers.

There are no losers in life. Only winners

it goes from depressing to annoying pretty quickly

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if they all got laid or did some psychadelics theyd be better mate
instead they just mope around all day and feel bad about things

It's not my fault I'm not popular

I guess if being unhappy is your hobby, you haven't much else to talk about.

It must be grating to think Boo's shitposting is real.
If you believe the bootroll you must be silly.

At least he's not as bad as that Bard guy. Yeesh! Now there's a character!

do you think if they got more (you)s it might jump start them out of their depressions

I know where he lives. Fucker. Im gonna go murder his dog.

i HEARD HE'S A REAL PIECE OF SHIT

just having a bad night is all....I'm not normally so down...

More (me)s could soothe just about any woe known to man.


Careful, he might report you like a pussy and get you banned. I hear he's done it before.


I'm just glad he's not here right now, I can hardly stand the stench.


Yes you are.

yes you are

Yeah, he reported TP becuse he is a snitch, and spoilers is a faggot.

yeah He doesnt have any friends LMAO fuckin loser

I hear his butt is so big it looks like a girl butt.


He probably spends all his time taking to "friends" he's never met on the internet lmfao

if that was me i'd probably kill myself haha

I am not privy to such information.

Can you imagine how empty he must feel in the long nights spent awake? lol I certainly can't.


Really? That's surprising, given how often he gives away nude pictures of himself. As if anybody would want to see that, lol, but I bet loser virgins give him attention for it anyway. How sad.

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maaaaan
i been on fire
ever since they made the lighter

Just don't tell bard your lazy, because it drive him crazy.


Probably. I only fuck real girls anyway. So gay shit is disgusting.

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how are ya tonight kaybe?

Drive him crazy~

Woo woo wooka woo

Feeling pretty good. Almost finished with The Civil War, on the end of the ninth part right now.

i woke less than an hour ago!
^_^

see
and
:^)

WHAT IS THE CIVIL WAR?

i had my hair like in this vid today and i got told i had a "Nazi haircut"
???

wew! get something nice.
i gota be ar be

hi luka

okay c u l8r
:)

hello.

-is very frustrated to find there don't appear to be any good free 2A03 chip vst out there that provide full modelling support and huffs. Wanted to make Nintendo songs- v.v

Where did my pop out reply, theme, and refresh button go?

same thing happened on my laptop. no clue why.
only difference between desktop browsing and laptop browsing and the browser and maybe addons
firefox on desktop with greasemonkey
chrome on laptop with EditThisCookie/AdBlock+/ExHentai

sonata real talk hour pls

-squeaks all about watching kitties on the porch during the rain storm- 0.0

Yes this is real slim fish

Chrome has TamperMonkey

please stand up

I was just showering.
Hows the mornyan?

I know it does, I just don't need/use it

The Ken Burns one. Holla Forums if fixed too. Hurrah.

it's chromes version alternative of grease monkey

That's extra strange because that haircut is in style right now.

cozy 2 am watching youtube

it's beutifully pitch black outside

-looks up at the morning moon, waning and nearing the end of its phase. Sonata misses it already and can't wait for it to be waxing again-

Are you not afraid of the night?

Nocturnal

no
i welcome it~


stars are more pretty

than just one ball of flame up in the sky blinding you.

Those early morning beauty feels
I love listening to certain tracks when it's pitch black and silent outside
Maybe go for a loveley 3 a.m walk
It is so peaceful and serenehuh?

puts your mind at ease peace serenity

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-listens to the rain doves' musical cooing and smiles at them- ^.^

what do you think of cockatoos

-is afraid of their crests- ._.

Yeah, if you find getting mugged for beer money serene, I guess.

where's the adult swim cartoons? ._.
that's just some music steal the same name?

it's safer here in canada ^_^

ishygddt


music bump

CLASS WAR CLASS WAR RIOT-CHAN IS HERE!!!!!!!!!


I guess aslong as the evening is pretty warm

Maybe I like getting mugged.

Walking around the bad side of town in the early morningg wwearing a revealing dress turns me on >////<
i hope I don't get m-molested....

Yes, I know


Well they didn't say it was bad, just that I looked like a Nazi(not like I care)

If they don't molest you, it means you're an ugly pig.


Maybe they were coming on to you.

I should just kill myyself tbh

I MAED CLOCK BY SELF

0.0

How are you going to do it? Maybe I can help.

Made me laugh.

OH MY FUCKING GOD IS THAT SCI REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I only own a few Nazi items...

-is terrified by the screaching and hurries under the couch-

Probably gonna have sex to death ;)

-SKREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOONKKKKKKK-

Wow you are disgusting.


Like your spirit and ideals?


I can lock the door behind me as I leave, I guess.

What sort of music do you enjoy kaybE?

y-yeah..

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Folk punk is probably my favorite genre.


I'll even push some oatmeal under the foot of the door so that you don't have to go to the store in the middle of your sexcapades.

it's like you already know i'm uncontrollably laughing

Any artsits you especially enjoy? I dived a little into folk punk a while back. Certainly a tantalizing sound

D: -hides-

Nani?

I know everything, I have eyes in the back of your head.


Pretty standard fare, everything that Patrick Schneeweis has been involved in, and lots of the stuff involving Sean Bonnette and Ben Gallaty.


Just an observation.

fun fact: I'm a horrible person


pls

sdfsdfsdf

Any particular songs to share I can't say I'm all too amiliar with those Punk folks

Same

-grabs sonata-

also really fun and take risks a fuck load more when I'm drunk

It's a good thing, nobody expects anything from you, so everything you do is a pleasant surprise!


I like this one, I can try to think of a few more if you'd like though.

people expect things from me...

I think I would like some more please

o.o -squeaks as he's grabbed-

What sorts of things? Regale us with tales of everyday life in Australia.


Alright, I'll throw them in instead of images for awhile. But remember: you're missing out on lolis.

why are Tesco @ing me about my breakfast like we're bros

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well aren't you miss popular

Oh hot damn


-gibes new hat-

they must be bored

it's not even Tesco food, i ordered it

i bet it's yam, he works in tesco right?

:3 -wears new hat proudly and shows it off-

into any Days n Daze? :3

obviously because i stalk you and work there
hey babe ;)

They're paying for social media people, by Jove they are going to use them.


Yeah, I like 'em.

Uhm.. well.. I have to be brave against snakes and spiders. I have to be mature to be taken seriously. I have to pretend stuff doesn't bother me. I have to be successful. stuff like that.

I like you

how did they even see those tweets

they must have been stalking a search for like "breakfast" or "vegetarian"

Sounds like more than I could do. I'd be caught dead on the snakes and spiders part, so it's a non-starter.


I like me too. We have so much in common.

What other things do you like

HeyErin gonna sell my soul tomorrow

yay

shweet

what all you getting?

Being out on the lake is nice. Most of my adolescence has been spent doing terrible things on the internet though, so I haven't got many hobbies outside of garbage shitposting.

6s+

going for the biggest memory

awesome :3

getting a watch?

also you checked ebay right? you can get stuff way cheaper there than the apple store

hows it feel
being corrupted at such a young age

Hihi Erin~

hey you, you okay?

Getting the phone through my contract. And I havent checked on the watch yet

i see ^^

It's probably more of a symptom than a cause of anything. I don't feel too strongly one way or the other about it in particular, though.

Yeah, doing alright. Accidentally all nighted lol

How are you?

Why'd ya end up here at animus instead of wherever elseyou couldv roamed?

[email protected]/* */, my phone, and my watch are all on point today

when people say my name i'm reading the post on my wrist before it shows up on the computer


i hate the post-all-night feel, lol

yeah, i'm great ty c:

You're a fuckin weirdo erin lol

Definitley gonna see what coolness the watch throwsdown though

no seriously though, i'm fucked, shoot me.

lol why?


it's super neat

only thing i'd recommend, is get the bigger one, the battery seems to be draining fairly quickly on the 38mm

Whats the beef chief?

haha it's like a full body grogginess kinda. I had some soup for breakfast so I think that's helping with the being awake thing this morning.

Now to just wait for my roommate to leave for work for a wake n bake :p

Yeah? Anything new or exciting~?

Mostly because I got banned from 4chan and and honestly just too lazy to write up an appeal. Since I am though, and I know some of the people here, I just did this instead.

lol watch screen shot of that post coming through

And am

Noted and boated.

awesome :3

uh, got some new games i won't play, some new tech, etc.

what about youu?

if you geta notification when someone says your name thats kinda creepy

laughing uncontrollably at other peoples misfortune for over an hour now.
i can't stop.
oh and i'm thinking about war nonstop too
more Asuka

Well uh
what do you think of it in your time here/

New games you won't play? Were they gifted at you or something?

Eh, not really. Being an edgy-fag and looking into tattoo shit again.

or, something that is obvious to do when you have the necessary skills

it's not even remotely creepy

talking about me when i'm not here is way more creepy

Life is war. War is life. The natural order of things.

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no, i bought them, but i'm kinda restless and anhedonic and can't really enjoy playing games, i just like to have the option if i feel like it

i was gonna get a new tattoo kit recently, might do it next monday

Chatting shit behind people's backs is kinda worse.
In comparison of the two.

It's not as fun as gfur, but that's mostly because I can spend way longer looking at fur than anime images without getting bored.

I guess that makes sense. Too bad they're so expensive to just be laying around :/

One of my coworkers has a machine, but I wanna see if he's actually a good artist before I get some free work done.

one of these nights when im drinking with my dad im going to show him b dude
fucking hilarious shit on here m8 this is the best

Everyone close to me has been indoctrinated into 4chan. I have friends now who when they hang auto go to their preferred boards as we hang. Chat shit and lol at boards.

Sounds awkward and terrible.

eh, it's a case of not letting my mental health issues stop me from having nice things, even if i find the nice things difficult to enjoy. at some point, i might really feel like playing one of those games, and if i can afford to buy them, then I deserve to indulge that desire, as opposed to leaving it unindulged just because i'm kinda messed up.

i cherish my bad, self-done tattoos c: they are special

I brought my irl friend into alicechat lol

Ever listen to any sufjan stevens?

i tried to get Del on 4chan but i put him on Holla Forums and now he just thinks it's a pedo paradise and it disgusts him

Thats the shit. then the fam can meme

everyone i know irl who is around my age goes on 4chan all of my friends go on /k/ are imo make up a majority of the posts from my state


you think it'll be a bad idea? i'll just filter a few specific threads and just show him funny shit

who dat

Sure do, Impossible Soul is a killer track.

i had to show 2 of my friends what 4chan was, i was so thankful that there weren't any loli/teen threads up at the time.

I might add /k/ to my opening tabs. I feel like breanching out and lurking moar elsewhere. Been a while since I properly lurked the chins.

I mean, I personally do. Depends what kind of relationship you have with your father, though. If he doesn't care that there's a bunch of weird porn and mean spirited people talking about school shootings, then I guess it's fine to show him. I wouldn't even consider it, though, personally.

lol

Hail

That's a good one.

I dip my fore finger in the watery blood of your impotent mad redeemer, and write over his thorn-torn brow, "the true prince of evil".

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50% of the people there are stupid as fuck
50% of the people are smart as fuck
everyone does hilariously stupid shit with guns


maybe i won't show him b then, just /k/ and /o/
I was actually going to show him 4chan the day that faggot here posted saying he was going to shoot up the place then did, the time before when I was going to show him was when that guy in Washington killed some lady and posted her dead body
maybe i just shouldn't do this because something bad will happen againI don't go to Subway because of shit like this too

it just gets better

HAIL SATAN

I gaze into the glassy eye of your fearsome jehova, i pluck him by the beard, i uplift a broad axe, and split open his worm-eaten skull.

Yeah, the other boards are better, especially the non-adult ones. Still not great though.


Maybe the only thing that does.


HAIL

all this shit about having kids and i read a story about a daughter who shot the father in the back
my laughing just turned into almost crying.. what the fuck..


eh i think it'll be alright. i honestly doubt he'll question any of it, i somewhat suspect he goes there already anyway.

Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit.

Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it, instead of love wasted on ingrates.

Every family is different I guess.

Loving ungrateful people is sinful.

If a man smite you on one cheek, smash him on the other. He who turns the other cheek is a cowardly dog.

something about him being really into video games when he was my age and raising me on unreal tournament/quake/socom


oops

Is this a sex thing? It kind of sounds like a sex thing.


Maybe you'll strike it rich and be closer than ever. I'll probably be chatting on here with your dad in a week's time.

Quote from the satanic bible.

Beware

oh and teaching me not to be a little bitch and hold my breath for fucking ever underwater. swimming far out looking for sharks because obviously they wont bite us cuz real men or some shit


I mean I'd show him 4chan but I don't think I'd show him this place for a long long time if ever, though he can def meet a few from here.


why is Asuka so good

I would go to quite some lengths to keep my parents from ever meeting any of my internet talker-tos.

Let's get highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

mah man

The man churns out a lot of quality stuff.

I find I think her best girl because most relatable to myself. But she is someone who doesn't settle for second best and is willing to destroy everything even herself/her "self" in achieving that goal.
She is admirable because she is determined to be the best, the best and do the best for herself, others and be strong. Even though below the surface she is weak and needy. But she pushes past her weakness for the greater good... And self interest... which is what motivates us at the end of the day.
Satisfying oneself.

you wouldn't introduce me to your parents? :c


and she's like German or something too right? that shit is so sexy, you don't even know

Nope!

German/Japanese/American. But hails from Germany.

heils* from germany

lel

lol


;~;
what will they think of this? wondering who you're with and not getting to meet them!


godly mix. where do i find someone like that irl pls the jap side can't have lived anywhere close to where the bombs were dropped

I sieg what you did there.

I did nazi it

Zingo


I'll tell them I've started volunteering at a homeless shelter. Which would be pretty close to the truth in that situation.

du hast to. It was obvious~

ow

You must begin an epic quest to find your Brynhildr

I am nien-die-nien pr cent sure I have seen this joke befuhrer

imer gonna have to czech on that

You guys are just Poland my leg

Damn. My puns are running on empty.

Sounds like you're Stalin for time at this point.

Yemen, you know it^^


Peter Piper picked a pict of pickled DICKS!

lol I'm just about done too.

there are a few puns left to be made

about 6 million

my whaaa

Not sure if that's a pun though...

Buns

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why is this asshole so big

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INTERIOR
CROCCODILE
ALLIGATOR

it's like man-height

I DRIVE A CHEVROLET MOVIE THEATRE

imagine that cunt running at you

those are like dog legs

he'd be quick :s

Be Sigfried

Rabbits.

This.

sometimes earth, i swear, it's like you don't know how to mass-extinction event.

Crocs got crazy evolutions.

Fake

Time to play Hitman and kill for dollar dollar.


It isnt fake, if you werent reading last weeks news today, you'd know.

no it isn't you fucking scrote

filmed by multiple people, also a fairly reasonable size for an alligator to be

just you don't expect them to be running around that much

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gimme

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The better question, why isn't that alligator half cyborg?


Give what?

Wow fucking triggered. Jesus fucking wept. I am wanting to actually game before work. But these triggers.

It's a wonder how I'm not hard into drugs


o-okay
just keep posting asuka for me

moar

Dino Saur

Deinos Sauros

Terrible Lizard

do you even greek

show me the proof

It's never too late

no, burden of proof does not lie with me

if you wanna call bullshit on something that is clearly not bullshit and has no reason to be, do your own legwork

Geek

Moar of what exactly?

all i can find is the one video of the cgi alligator

Time to kill a Swede in Marrakesh. ♥

HURRRRR FAKE

ALLIGATORS AREN'T REAL

ONLY FOSSILS

have you ever been to florida

cause i'm telling you, that isn't fake, go to florida and see for yourself

the thing is on a fucking walk cycle and looks like something from Evolution

like look at the contrast on it vs the rest of the video

and the fucking slowed down audio over standard speed video

Don't be stupid

a massive alligator isn't even that interesting, just kinda "gosh" worthy

why would anybody go to the trouble of faking it

they would at least make the alligator a little bigger than 15ft

sometimes loco

sometimes...

I'M NOT THE ONE BEING STUPID YOU FLAGRANT RETART

help im bored

happyness?

ky?

Then God is truly good.

show me the other videos

cos u know im right

So
Rome approached me and asked if I would go to war with siam with them
and I said give me 10 turns to prepare
so I attacked sydney
the city state right by the siamesse empire to get a good foothold ciuty
then the entire world turned against me and started denouncing me

nope

you're a thick-as-mince typical youtube commenter

we're done here

Those college fuckers printer scanned the stupid texts for the studypickcheck.

Its so fucking hard to read

he created a universe with more stuff than anyone could do in a single lifetime

i don't want to do any of it

halp

I'm very obviously right

What happened to this avatarfag?

Fake

What did Sydney ever do to you, you fucking dictator psychopath?

He killed himself.

Have you tried playing a game of Monopoly all by yourself?

Zoloft?

They were allied with Siam who was denouncing me before that :3

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almost 5am and ii can think about is how much i want to do shit with someone from here


when do we start?


?

That's a shame. He was an alright guy.

That, whiskey, and shotguns don't mix I guess.

Don't lie to yourself. We all know he was awful.

i took my zoloft today.

that's why i won't be killing myself.

I'm not certain what you mean by that.

Any amount of whiskey would do.


I thought treeko was worst for the attention.

no

and playing with myself doesn't strike my fancy, either.

HA @ the treecko remark

Oh, well, in that case fuck 'em. Death to every man woman and child in Sydney.


"do shit"?
I'll mail you some heroin, so we start in 5 to 7 business days.

rifk brb store

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a week till my broadband is active

fucking yiss come onnnnnn

You could lay back in bed staring at the ceiling and play an audio book or radio drama and kind of zone out and not pay close attention to it.

I want to smile.

They only had 6 citizens anyways :7

Then smile. Nobody is holding the ends of your lips captive.

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What a quick genocide.

YEAH I DIDNT WANT TO SLEEP ANYWAY


nah sadly i can't do heroine, i don't wanna die plus i wanna be a fed

it didn't work.

Just smoke some grass between heroin binges to stimulate your appetite.


Call the hospital. You may be having a stroke.

Feels like I'd be wasting precious energy.

The problem now is that I didn't plan anything ahead.

And I've played too many video games, that I don't want to play more.

Studying is out of the question. Don't wanna do that just now.

And I don't feel depressed at the moment. But I know it's only a matter of time.

Paralyzed by profound indecisiveness. Something will take get my interest, eventually.

Probably nothing good. Again.

Then you should obviously watch something funny.

kanra, go to the doctor about the depression

a deep thinker with depression might make for a smart cookie, but if you aren't content, it's pointless to let it continue

Wasting precious energy? Who fucking cares? You just shitpost and play video games anyway.

the restless indecisiveness is a part of depression

it's called anhedonia

basically you struggle to take any pleasure in the things you have to pass time, so none of them are appealing to you

i uh.. no

nope


why does it feel like effort?

Your loss.

Soto plz.

I don't think there is anyone here who thinks I'm smart.

Most people are quick to tell me otherwise, just in case I accidentally feel good about myself, how I think, or what I think I know.

My reasoning is that what could a doctor possibly say to me, that I couldn't say to myself?

They're pulling from the experience reservoir of their education and previous clients, but it feels like a therapist would just be another voice. Seems fake to have to pay for that sort of thing. I know more people than ever that see doctors, just from the threads, but it also sounds like they're hit-or-miss, and that problems are actually rooted deeper down. Feels like if I ever really wanted to change, I could, and I have friends I could ask for their... help. I just don't know what I'd change, or how.

Seems like I'd just be trying to predict what the doctor would think, from a psychological, biographical data perspective. "Given consistent behaviours in school, work, life, and chosen habits, hobbies etc. This person needs to do X, and the sessions would be built around trying to think and accomplish in X."

So they'd end up just being an additional voice.
Is this self-sabotage? Maybe. I just have no faith that it'd work.

I don't really know, I procrastinate on a lot of things on my free time.
So I don't really have an answer for it.

i didn't mean therapy, i am also resistant to therapy, i meant go get a prescription

it helps.

and the worse your depression is, the more it helps. the worse you have it, the more you stand to gain.

I also program and read and consume media.

Aaand... that's approximately it. Damn.


I mean, there are things I could indulge in.

Honestly, I'm not sure how much to attribute to this weed habit as part of my mood.
Or whether the cost of quitting would result in the benefit of... prolonged sobriety?

I'm definitely depressed. Realized that recently. I figured I'd be the first to recognize it, but it took a while.

my psychologist seemed to think it was a serious problem that i'm unwilling to do cognitive behavioral therapy

but fuck that

learn new coping mechanisms to replace my 23-year-in-development-strong established ones?

no thanks, i like who i am.

pot helps, but can lead to feeling not so hot in the long run, just like any other psych med.

s'all about balance

I forgot how much I loathe studying.

if you say so
post cute girls

dude yeah w eed is the best meddicinefor depression

I self-medicate with weed and exercise.

I know how to make myself work at a better capacity.

If this persists for more than a year, I'm not beyond taking meds for it.

Or even if it lasts half a year. So far it's only been four months.

anything that makes you feel better artificially is going to reduce your capacity for feeling good organically.

awkward situation, but it's up to you if you wanna make the trade off.

I will be on SSRIs for the rest of my life. too dependent, never getting off them.

I've accepted that, and i live a happier life for it.

I wish I could edit html on this site like I can on 4chan, I'd actually have so much fun fucking with shit.

what is .user.js

You should probably try to get an activity that gets you out of the house and interacting with people.


I didn't.


Is there such a thing?

motivate me

Sorry for the 'I's.


It is about balance. I know it is.

It's just hard to keep balance when you don't want to.

Or when you're disconnected from its benefits... I do have the memories of living more balanced. I know it works. For some reason I'm not doing it. Probably the depression. Not like I wanna scapegoat everything on something like that.


It is, but dependency isn't.
Eventually one can transition into the other.


Is there a version where I don't have to meet people outside?

If you don't study hard, you'll end up like Kanra over there.

i can't edit that per thread like i would want to though.


that's one there!

Why, yes, it just so happens there is. You're currently living it.

Good motivator.

...

why can't you?

saves thread number to storage in JSON encoded array, checks the array when you open thread, if thread is new, pop up window with box for script, you add script, saves to storage, and evals when the thread loads

you can do _ANYTHING_

You don't need to visit a prison to be scared straight.

Mhm.

a bit dark

i'll try and find something too

Would you prefer "A job well done is its own reward"?

you could make it even simpler

if(!$.getVal('JS-' . threadnumber)){
openScriptWindow();
}else{
eval($.getVal('JS-' . threadnumber));
}

+*

. is php

aaaaa

Yes

Good luck with it all then.

Master?

Not very motivating, if you ask me.

I take motivation from little things.

I think the term they prefer is "little people."

uytiutu

Erio-sama~?

i have been talking to my stalker for a couple of weeks

he's flirty, and obviously smitten, but he's super polite and always apologizes for it, it's a little cringe worthy

i'm gonna see how long he can tolerate the friend zone

wait so are you telling me i can fuck with the current thread for youu guys right now if my memory of js wasn't so shit? well fuck, i should get onto relearning it

In my experience, somewhere around nine months.

Pride in tiny deeds, happiness from simple things and so on

he is my ex gf's friend's ex, he has been stalking me on social media basically since they broke up like 2 years ago, and i have been ignoring all his adds and stuff

he recently discovered he didn't need to be my friend to send me messages on instagram

and i just kinda started replying, fuck, he is tenacious, he earned it

Except for when the tiny deeds and simple things are studying?

Sounds like the love of a lifetime.

studying is big and a lot.

...

Maybe you should budget your time differently and study in smaller chunks.

I have told it in no uncertain terms that i'm engaged and not interested in him, he says being friends is enough, and tells me things like how when i reply to his messages it brightens up his day and stuff.

he's just torturing himself, poor thing.

we'll see how long he holds on.

uytiutu
dasdsasdf

uytiutu
dasdsasdf
asdfasdf

ban it now

That would be smart, but I'm kinda stressing that they give me a week for all this new stuff, like outta nowhere.

Just suck his ego up into your own.


If you're stressed to the point where you're not being productive, take a break and come back to do a manageable chunk. Banging your head against books for an hour is not an efficient use of your time.

Tokai pls response

i'm trying, the cringey moments make it hard though

They should make it hard, it's not something you should be proud of. But it's your job to be proud of it despite this fact.

Don't wonder where it went wrong when things go the wrong way.

He'll be too busy wondering how you're able to say "I told you so" in so many languages. And your answer will be "I have been preparing for months, because je te l'avais dit."

hmm makes sense..
I'll make like a plan, when I had breakfast

Yeah, I mean, I personally think you should drop out, do heroin, and steal everything you can from your family before they cut you out of their lives. But whatever works.

If I fail this education I'll just full trap and fuck about.

A sight more demeaning than heroin, but whatever floats your boat.

Made me laugh

How's jogging working out for you?

Lmao youre useless tokai

Jesus.

Soto pls responce

yo whats up bby girl

just read a fair amount about cats fighting geese. good shit lol


find me a new jew stock broker bro and i'll get you a new collar+leash
gnight

force touch is scary

certain things require you to really press the fuck out of the screen, it's worrying that it might break

LOL yooooo'

Dude, I think Tokai hates me

Without the study I'm just that, so might as well.


Christ is my nigga

Sleep well Bebop.

like, this is the twitter app

no button to send a tweet

what you do, is push anywhere on the screen really hard, and it opens a tweet box

it feels like potentially pushing my finger right through the screen is a bit much to send a tweet

It's clearly built to withstand such a thing, you're trans now anyway so it's not like you could actually break it.

wat

you're blogging about how you're afraid you'll break the screen, no?
maybe as a developer instead of complaining and obviously just wanting a long-press function, just tell apple about it.?

He pack a TEC-9 plus an AK-47 send a one way ticket to hell or maybe heaven.

i don't want a long press

force touch is neat

i'm merely passing comment on how much force can be used being a little unnerving sometimes

what the fuck is your problem bro

What did you do?

it's a learning curve

not a cause for call to arms

you anonymous asshat

why not prank your future self by wasting your life

Its 6:30am

Judge me

I fucking dare you

I've no problem with you, I was saying things as I saw them go.


Are you okay?

thats a CRAP guitar

Luke?

no

you agitated my jamborees

He gotta upgrade to the Ak-12, none of that cheap stuff.

I know
It looks nice tho so I only really have it for show, yeah I can play but I dont want to play on acoustic tbh
Im more of an electric kind of guy, but I sold my electric guitar, bass, pedals and amp like 2 years ago

feelsbadman


I kinda bullied him a bit
I guess he got super butthurt over it

Nein


Sorry pretty lady, you should calm down a little. Maybe bother Nick if he's up or show off more neat features on that watch of yours.

You gotta feel out bully tolerance more often instead of cranking it up, mang.

NEW

Damn thats a terrible feel

Bard have you ever gotten blazed and learned the bass tab to Legalize it by Peter Tosh then try playing it to Sublime's cover of the song?

So good


Like he seems like the kind of guy who toughs things out even though he looks like a girl

Guess that nigga is a sensitive bitch


I stopped playing for like 2 years but boyught one afterwards and I could still play a couple of songs but forgot like 70% of the songs I knew

See what drugs do to you, Bard?