It's my 20th birthday, I'm alone and feeling sad and burnt out on most shit I play.
Suggest something worth playing that's got enough depth to prevent me from wanting to fucking kill myself, because bland shit like CS:GO just isn't enough to numb me anymore.
Older, because I cannot run anything newer than 2009 on my toaster. Morrowind, for example, managed to hold my attention for a couple hundred hours before the repetitiveness of combat got to me, and was both amazing to play and easy to run.
I kind of like things that make me think and always give me with objectives to do, which made shit like Terraria or Autismcraft provide me with literal thousands of hours of gameplay. These things come to an end, however and I fucking can't stand even looking at either of them anymore.
I just cannot think of any of the games I used to play when I was a wee lad. Those that I do remember, such as Bloodrayne, Painkiller, Oblivion, Thief etc. I already replayed in the very recent time.
It's like a whole library of games (and I played hundreds) are gone from my memory, and I can't remember anything good anymore apart from giants like Morrowind, Hitman, HL1, etc.
I'm developing my own game in the meantime, also, but my frustration and dissatisfaction with the quality of my artistic ability makes me take long, frequent breaks with nothing to fill it.
Here's hoping you guys can fucking help me, because I just don't even know what to do anymore. It's like there's literally nothing to play, even though I know that can't possibly be the case.