How are people decided the best way to live their lives?
I am having trouble enjoying life because my worries leave me hollow inside. The only good things the US has to offer are literally dying. Whites will face ethnic replacement. Not before Canada and Europe which are going to be gone within 30 years. Spic/nigger dem zombie voters will flush this country down the toilet. Debt will be even more unmanageable then it already is. Expect massive government that regulates every aspect of your life. They will put restrictions on cash-they want it all in the jew banks and spent with jew cards so they can know everything about you. Taxes for anyone who produces will be so high it will feel crushing. That tax money will go to feed a pozzed degenerate welfare system that fuels the worst bottom feeders of society. The family unit will continue to collapse. Private land ownership will become harder and harder because estate and property taxes that are sure to come. Owning land and living a simple life will be impossible. Finding a wife that isn't corrupted by our shit society will be very difficult.
My breaking point will be when they take free speech and guns away. Honestly, how far does attachment to our country go. How much of what we take pride in is an illusion. How much is left to fight for anyway? We all know things are way more fucked up then 90% of people realize. Do we ride the tiger?
Do we save money until we can get our white asses into space? Fuck it all.
I had a good job too. I worked at a major hospital. Corporate as fuck. I refuse to work for some shit corporate entity, that at the end of the day doesn't give a shit about you. That does the bear minimum to pretend to themselves that they are great. That they are holy. That they are saving people. - but meanwhile administrators horde their fucking shekels and erroneously boast.
If I don't find some sort of outlet where I feel I am making a difference I think ill go mad or blackpilled. I know I am not alone. I could never just be "normal". I just can't be a normie. It really doesn't feel like its inside of me.
Please give me constructive advice. I know I am not alone in these thoughts.