Hey lad good to see you're exploring my name is Mike Thernovich and do i have just the stuff for you, it's called Gorilla Mind (TM) and it's my own blue pill I'm formulating to make you just like me, it's great, gib shekels plox, I can teach you so much about nootropics.
Okay so shitposting aside, drugs are no fucking joke when you fully understand and appreciate the full ramifications of them. Kids are stupid and treat them like toys, and are not prepared for the shockingly real consequences they can have. A couple years back I took some NBoMe with my brother. After it began to hit 15 minutes after taking it, he said he didn't feel good. He went into the bathroom and crouched over the toilet. My mother happened to be there and she started getting panicky. The he passed out on the floor and she freaked.
I had done psychedelics before so I wasn't tripping badly, but I wasn't thinking straight either. My mom started yelling something about him not breathing, and she started making me freak the fuck out. I thought he was dying, seriously dying, and my mind started racing with all the most dire shit, like all of the stuff he wouldn't be able to do, all of the good things in his life I just ripped away from him, that it would be far too late by the time he got to the hospital, things like that.
I was never so fucking scared in my life.
He came back from unconsciousness a few minutes later, as it stands he and I have a sensitive vagal nerve that makes us pass out when our body detects external intrusion of some kind, our blood vessels constrict and blood to the brain slows tremendously for a few minutes. A sort of defense mechanism some people have, it's genetic. His is far more sensitive than mine, he once passed out simply from having dilation liquid put in his eyes at an optometrist's place. In other words it was mostly harmless and all he should have done is laid down for a bit, but because he passed out on the floor and my mother was losing her fucking mind like the irrational woman she is, I just instantly took her rhetoric as true instead of remaining calm, because I was tripping.
The point is that no one can really fully appreciate the full gravity of what drugs can really do unless you have a rational imagination or undergo some experience like that. Fortunately we live up on a mountain, we went hiking outside, we had a pretty good trip (carlos.png).
apologies for the blogpost, i haven't told anyone this