Views on Adulthood

What a mess.

I can't have a clear mind in this moment, but my problem right now could be just what the fuck am i supposed to do? I'm an "adult" now, i'm supposed to be behaving like an adult, i see people out there shaming others for not behaving like "adults" and instead playing games all day instead of working and getting money to get wasted on alcohol and have sex.

Jesus, what does it all come down to? All i see is people different than me, i know i am more introspective than them, and that others fulfill with responsibilities of theirs, but whenever i look deeply into them i see kids, kids that are doing things the kid that i am doesn't consider fun, and after that they laugh at me, or rather, they're behind a window or something. I don't know.

I feel i'm trapped, but i'm not really bound. I have a bunch of data in my brain that tells me how a person ideally should be, i try my best to be that person and when i look out the window to those other people, so different, they're happy while i'm not. Being like them won't make me happy, them being like me i would like best, but that's not possible.

Just what the hell. Who the fuck am i supposed to be then? Every modern psychology and psychiatry are bullshit, at most a pill or two will give you a pull but the situation doesn't change. The dumbass sites tell me it's all subjective, that you compare too much etc, but if one's supposed to not compare, does one go blindly in this fucking life? Then for what reason does the normal behavior of others keep getting criticized so much? I'm sick of this modern solipsist bullshit.

Do you think leaving internet can help me ?

Being on the internet or not being on the internet isn't going to change the NPC situation.

You may be an autist of some sort.

Do not despair. We must secure the existence of our people and a future for autistic children.

Why everbody said that recently ?

I've been where you are, OP.

In our current zeitgeist, it's easy to fall into cynicism and nihilism when you look around at the shallow masses so easily taking the Jewish poz-bait and willingly allowing themselves be brainwashed and subverted into a primitive, animalistic collective, a shadow of the greatness humankind is capable of achieving.
And it's doubly depressing that the "adults," –the ones who we are supposed to admire, respect, look up to for their great wisdom– are consumerist, brainless boomers who are just as, if not more brainwashed than the younger, current generation.

There is no wisdom left in the world; we are children of spoiled children, all of us aimless orphans left behind to fend for ourselves as the society built by our forefathers crumbles and decays around us.

In times like these, where any earnest display of righteous emotion is mocked and ridiculed for being 'cheesy' or 'gay,' it's hard for people to stand up for what they believe in, since nobody takes genuine values seriously anymore. It always has to be cowardly hidden by layers of irony and satire.
Thankfully, the era of post-modern humor is coming to an end, and with that, I'm really hoping that people will start to feel comfortable being genuine again.
In times like these, we need a hero. We need someone to dust off the hero archetype and pull it back from retirement. Chivalry and heroism (not like (((DC))) and (((Marvel)))
is going to come back, and we need to be at the forefront of it. Let us shed off this blanket of insufferable hipster irony, and become the righteous gladiator we've been hiding inside for fear of being ridiculed by faggots and normies too insecure to display their values in a direct manner.

Live like a hero. Even if it feels cheesy, being genuine casts away A TON of depression/self loathing that accompanies constantly layering yourself in sarcasm and irony.

Sounds like you need to go back to work O.P. you sound like a crying bitch dawg.

>>>/r9k/
or, if you are a virgin
>>>/v9k/

Don’t care. Fuck off.

You should find something greater than yourself to serve as best you can. It doesn't have to be huge.

Ask God to bring something like this to you.

you could serve God instead

Recently? How new are you?

It really doesn't matter. Do something. Do nothing. Your life, your rules. Just don't fuck up somebody else's life by not pulling your own weight.

That's probably the most positive thing I've ever read on this board.

Bravo, sir.

We are not heros, we are the court jesters being the only people saying the truth that sounds like a joke in a crazy word seduced by lies. That's why irony, sardonicism and smug.jpgness are our greatest weapons.

No sacred cow must remained unslaughtered. They laugh at the joker and the joker hysterically laughs back at them harder until they break to tears.

This is our role in this joke of a world, this is what we came here to do. We will be the last place the enemies of truth will come looking for her and we are the catalyst for the improvement of the world but we are not the heroes that will change it.

if you cant find pleasure in the struggle, youre never going to know what to do. most anons here, although we are constantly angry, also do this shit for fun. im not going to tell you to suffer by participating, if all it brings you is despair. if you dont know how to ensure the survival of everything beautiful in the world (the white race), just buy a gun and wait. not everyone is built to struggle every day. find a job, hobby and always be prepared for the day of the rope.

Most people went to the public schools and underwent the effects of Prussian education. One of which is the extension of childhood, causing a long term childish mindset. They are mentally warped, simpleton serfs. Easily controlled and led around by propaganda.

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You and me both. I'm 24 and have little to no idea how to integrate and be a "productive" member of society. And I use the term productive loosely because, even the people who I know that work full time still lead degenerate lifestyles.

But I'm fucking clueless, so my hope is to just work and shitpost. Part of me wanted to marry and form a family, but I don't know how, so it's not going to happen.

Oh well, here's to another several hours of shitposting.

Dont worry Goy, the elegant benevolent highly-trained scientists & satanists, at fine pharmaceutical companies such as Pfizer, GlaxoSmithKline, Merck, and Bayer, are working to ensure all future generations of children will have severe autism.

Who else here is NEET?

The only sane thing to do is withdraw from this shithole society. Go live innawoods like Varg and pump out white babies.

I've considered this very thing. I'm not so sure I want to live in a society that's going to be run by my (the millennial) generation.

I have enough trouble coping with all of the bullshit that's present in today's day and age. Were I to have kids? I would absolutely want to do what Varg did and go somewhere reclusive.

We're all hermits and monks for a reason, not normalfags that want to integrate and continue to prolong this rancid society.

Me, but I did a year of carpentry college on a whim followed by a few months of being a construction laborer, then quit the dead-end job.
Even completing apprenticeship doesn't improve pay much at all. I only did it so I had some training on building my own house.

Now I'm studying meme magick (Hermanticism) on my own and truly enjoying it. It's given me the discipline to do meditation, exercise and positive thinking (most important) routinely.

And it's given me something personal to strive for besides 1488.

Also, that webm music is hauntingly beautiful, damn. The sounds of "gears" reminds me of FNAF.

You don't ever wake up one day and say "okay now I'm officially an adult and will behave as such". That's autistic. It just kind of happens and you don't really start to "feel like an adult" until it's actually happening if that makes any sense. Fundamentally though, I think by the time you're 14 or so you remain more or less the same person mentally. Unless you go on meds or do some intense therapy. You just kinda keep going.

Such a society is bound to collapse. Best thing to do is stay away while it rots, then forge a new better society.

And you should just stay away and go somewhere reclusive as you say, when you're ready to have kids of course. No need in bringing children in this world if you don't know you have the resources or patience to raise properly. It matters tremendously that we do the best we possibly can with our kids. It's the European mating strategy, lots of effort in the children.

Even if you do decide to stay within a reasonable distance to society, do not, do NOT put your kids in public school. When I get my shit figured out and find a qt 3.14 grill I plan on doing the same thing. Going somewhere reclusive, and breeding the shit out of her. No less than 5 sons.

Nice. I also study religions and meme magick. I like the occult and pagan religions, but also study the abrahamic religions since they are the largest. I spend most of my day studying and reading topics I like. Religions, history, politics, languages, mat, science, etc. I also work out, write music, and am trying to research stuff for a fantasy series I hope to one day write in the coming years. I would hate getting a job or going to college since I would take time away from my studies. I don't want to be part of this degenerate world. I just want to be left alone. If it were possible I would love to basically live like Varg. Find a good wife, buy some land in the countryside of a nice place, grow as much of our own food as possible, and raise our children together. Since that lifestyle will likely never be something I can achieve I guess I will do my own version of being a monk.

Lets talk about this for a moment. What do you think the ideal person should be like? Because I'm betting its far more complex and convoluted than it needs to be.

The simple truth is that a person should be strong. Strength doesnt mean being rigid or unmoving though, some of the best swords are actually able to be bent to a great degree and still snap back and retain their original shape, meanwhile some of the most rigid and unmoving swords are the easiest to snap and leave in pieces. Strength instead means being able to deal with the blows life gives you, adapt as necessary, and overcome hardships and trials, and come out a better, more tempered person for it…. but not just for their own sake, for the sake of others around them, so that they might look to your example and become stronger themselves.

The "ideal person" isnt some theoretical construct thats, for example, the master of all their emotions, thats super confident, physically strong and trained well, that passes on all trivial distractions that divert them from "enlightenment," and that looks down on others for being child like and criticizes them, and w/e else you might imagine "ideal" to be. Thats, frankly, absurd and unrealistic. Everyone has weaknesses, flaws, failures, etc, that is a large part of what MAKES us human and makes life enjoyable and unpredictable and exciting. The strong man doesnt try to banish all flaws from himself, for then he wouldnt BE a man anymore, he would be something else and unable to even relate to humans and their flaws (plus being "perfect" is unattainable nonsense).

I think this is where you're failing OP, and its why you're having a hard time relating to others. You mention those acting "like children" squandering their earnings on booze drugs and sex, yet they seem so happy and you arent. Perhaps you should consider then what I am saying. They have accepted more what it means to be a human than you have. You are distancing yourself from others, creating this gulf between you by trying to be more than a man can be or should be. Granted, they are likely going to far in the other direction, taking pride and pleasure in their flaws rather than ever seeking to be more than they are, and yes for that they are weak. But they are also happier because they have more connections to other people who behave as they do, while you are alone striving for something very few ever consider, either because they realize its unreachable or simply wouldnt be enjoyable in anyway to achieve such a state.

My advice is this, stop trying to be what you consider "perfect" and start trying to connect with your fellow man for awhile. I'm not telling you to give up going to the gym or meditating or studying or w/e else it is you do. I'm saying, allot some time to go out, meet new people, create new types of memories with other people. Hell they may drink and you may consider it stupid, but YOU dont have to drink and can still have fun with them, they may get annoying, sure, and being as autistic as you are talking may be hard, but practice at it. You claim to be working at being better, this is one step in that, put in the work needed there as well.

I'm also not telling you to engage in rampant degeneracy or hedonism though, so keep that in mind. Just… let your hair down for awhile and be a person.

I'll assume you're at least a partial weeb, so consider the ending of fullmetal alchemist brotherhood (if you havent seen it, go watch it). Why did the "dwarf in the flask" fail his quest in the end? What did his "truth" tell him at the end about rejecting his humanity? And what DID it tell Edward when he went to the gate afterward? While it may be a cartoon, it had a very real message, something to teach, about those who try to reject their humanity in a quest for "perfection." Theres more to life than that. Which is why you're miserable and confused right now. You should always seek to be greater than you are at this moment, but you SHOULDNT sacrifice what it is that makes you human and makes this life worth living in the process. Even if it were possible, that sacrifice is not worth it.

Stop being such a nihilistic little manchild.

You're overthinking life way too much, typical of someone whose balls just fucking dropped.


Life as an adult can be summed up like this:

Work your fucking ass off so you can do the following:

Eat, sleep, shit, and fuck.

Everything else is drama or entertainment we do to spruce up our dull ass lives.

You will also come to understand by the time you're 25, that you're no longer the target demographic anymore for anything fun.

That's right. all the toys, all the movies, all the games, all the fun shit you enjoy are no longer for you.

What society expects of you at this point is to grow the fuck up, get a girlfriend, fuck her without a condom, don't pull out and have some kids. They want you to pump out some kids that your money will buy their toys, their fun, and their entertainment that society creates.. FOR THEM.

Most of the internet is targeted at 12-24 year olds, movies, cartoons, music, the works.


You know what's targeted towards you once you're no longer the target demographic?

Life insurance, trust funds for your kids, medical devices, health products, cars, house, loans, etc.

As a young adult you're just a kid still finding yourself and your niche in the world, you may go out and party and have fun while you're actually cruising for the prime directive.

aka, someone to fuck and maybe settle down with.

You will continue to be entertained, until you have a family.

After that, you're keeping yourself afloat and alive so you can rear some kids, and live long enough to raise them into adulthood.

By that point you're now part of yet another demographic.

The elderly.

Now you will be targeted for funeral plans, medication, physical aids, and retirement options, also horrible shitty "safe" cars.

You fail at these things?

You're outside the demographics? You're called a failure, and a loser.

Or if you don't have kids?

Holy fuck, there's a demo for that. You're a DINK, double income, no kids. This is where shit like QVC pops in. Sell you worthless expensive garbage to fill the void in your life because either you cant have kids, or you're too chicken to rear one or two.


tl;dr: on a base level, you live to eventually procreate and die. On a social level, you exist to be marketed to, and to grow up to raise the next generation of marketable income.


enjoy.

This "degenerate world" is wiping your ass for you feeding you and putting a roof over your head in exchange for nothing, what do you have to complain about?

The Jews.

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Porn is enjoyed by all ages

Another defeatistic shill.

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Stop formatting your posts like an autist

doesn't do what the normies do. wonders why the normies are different, you need to back up and get some per spective lad. its almost like like doing "un-pop-ular things make you unpopular nutz.

could it be mob mentality like most things. razor that shit goddamn,

also if you feel the need to be accepted by people at work or randoms in general, you may just be a normie playing weird.

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Going Varg is the ONLY way to raise children and the only ideal way to live for ANYONE.
Follow your passions, and the magick stuff I've read bashes you over the head about pursuing purpose relentlessly and providing valuable service through your passion.

Do that, and you'll be absolutely fine with the universe and yourself.
I plan on doing people's Natal charts or tarot readings and small jobs. I have contacts that do exorcisms of people and can read their pasts and offer advice.

I wasn't arguing you for or against it I was just saying you have no reason to be angry at the world if you're a NEET

Need some way to make money still. Varg makes money off his RPG. I can see doing so being rough when you live far away from people, unless you want to code on the computer or some shit.

If they said it to you directly, it's most provably because you're an autist.

I wasn't attempting to provoke an argument either, I was just hoping to direct the user towards making a profit through his passions.

And yea, you can't not be angry when you work. When I did work and got my first pay cheque, I had a massive tantrum in front of my coworkers (I was in charge so they appreciated the drama) about how much of my money went to taxes.
I got $18/hr and they got $12/hr in the city and we practically made the same thing after taxes.
It was obvious there was no escape from poverty for people, regardless of pay raise.

It also feels incredibly dirty knowing you're assisting the government that's working overtime to make your race die the most excruciatingly slow death imaginable.

Congratulations; you've become aware of the metaphysical malaise that lays over the first world like a blanket.

Improve yourself, go outside more and move away from where you live. You sound like you're living in a place full of shitty middle-class and working-class normie plebeians while not being one of them.

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You have to think about life in two ways. 1. Be like a Vulcan, logical: I need food, I need money, I need a job, I need a place to sleep.
2. Be happy, because you can and have the ability to be happy. Treat yourself, buy yourself vidya, a nice meal, something sugary and tasty on the week ends.
Make sure your logical side compliments your emotional side. Make sure your emotional side never gets out of control.
Everything will be 100% easier when you think logically and everything will be 100% more beautiful when you stop for 1 second and appreciate the scene in front of you.

Surely blogposting on Holla Forums will help you.

OP you are right to not accept the ((())) creation of what life is, but it is not about what is pleasant or anything like you imply, it is about living in service of something greater than yourself. Great works in the name of the future.

Life for you and me is eternal, our perception of time makes it endless but it is really only a blink of an eye.

You're goal is nationalist, have healthy white kids and prepare to serve whoever leads us whites.

You're struggle as a white man is eternal, the Jew has collapsed Empires and structures for thousands of years, prepare to fight young man.

God cannot help you, he helps those who help themselves.

Think not, I will work hard tomorrow, but I can work hard today, to secure my future tomorrow

Order vs Choas

Create order out of choas in every chance you get. From your room, to your finances, to your education, to your life plan and even to the discussion you bring here.

Life long victory awaits us brothers, in Valhalla!

This is your problem right here. You get money to pay your own rent and utilities so others don't have to pay your share, buy your own food so others don't have to feed you, to buy and insure your own car so others don't have to drive you around. You work to make money to SUPPORT YOURSELF rather than expecting others to do it for you.

Only children are fed, housed, clothed, and transported on another person's money, OP. When I say this, I include all of the non-adults who are on the government teat with welfare, ebt, and housing vouchers. An adult, a man, needs none of these things.

As a result, a grownup makes his own rules in his own house, eats what he wants, spends his free time the way he wants, even if he does choose to waste his limited free time on games, drink, and whores. Since he is independent, paying his own way, and meeting his responsibilities, NOBODY CAN GAINSAY THESE CHOICES. The only time anyone is going to give you a large amount of shit about playing video games is if you're playing video games instead of working and living an independent life. In that case, you deserve it, since the person giving you shit about it is most likely the person paying your bills.

You can physically age all you want and still never be an adult. You're not an adult until you're paying your own bills, end of story. Until you are paying your own bills, the person who is paying your bills for you reserves the right to give you shit about the way you spend your time. After all, they're the one paying for you, so they have that right. They own you, you'd be homeless and starving without them. You have to buy your way free from the slavery of childhood, and you do that by getting a job, moving out, and paying your own bills. Until you do, you will remain a manchild, a child trapped in an adult body, scorned by everyone, given shit by everyone, and not in control of your own life.

>>>/polblog/

Correct. People don't charge that much, but circumstances do.

You.

Create.

Your own circumstances

This is fundamental. I have quit smoking, I'm jerking off less, not on no-fap retard level but working out. Saving up money and going for my plans.

The mistake is to plan forever and not do, when you should mostly do and then plan step by step of the way.

Correct.

However, home schooled kids are weird as fuck and not properly socialized. Remember that.

Correct, we are the anti-dote. The new SS, the new NKVD. We will be the elite, the tip of the spear that does the paper work to mass execute thousands of undesirables.

We cannot afford to do so. We are in the precipice of the dark ages. With the collapse of the US, technology will stagnate as will the progress of our species. This is the most critical moment for whites, ever.

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NOT FOR LONG

get taxed for doing scrap to much
get taxed for selling shit electronically to much
get taxed for picking up cans
get taxed for rolling your own real cigarettes
get taxed for owning a home on your own land
get taxed for having a kid on your own land
get taxed for other nations using to much power
get taxed for other nations using to much oil
get taxed on every purchase for food
get taxed on insurance which by now would be about 2 brand new vehicles and counting


get sent to jail for being poor.


i can smell pedal bike taxes coming.
and air condition unit taxes, buying to much of one bulk item tax.

just fucking tax how many breathes i can take a day>>8725142

i do wanna make MY life better thing is everytime i do, someone wants a piece of what i don't yet have. im supposed to make my own circumstances but circumstances are shit.

My friend. Happiness is a pattern of repeated behavior. They work, constantly and save and spend.

The average person also exudes confidence in life when in reality, most people are doing even worse than you. Imagine the nightmare that rages inside while at least you confront your problems and do not wear a mask.

Depression is unavoidable. It means not enough people are supporting you. This is impossible to gain. It is hard not to be sad at the direction society is going and how people are willingly sinning and fall off the cliff into despair.

The key, is to forget everything around you and focus on the details, then step back and re-asses and repeat this process until you find a purpose in life.

A woman will certainly help, but won't cure it. Work will certainly help, but not cure it. Money will help but will not cure it. I stay busy all the time and play video games so I don't have time to really feel depressed. My life is as busy as it can afford to be. Only thing I really miss is smoking.

Remember, as a nationalist, if you commit suicide or lead one of your people astray, you have lost. In the choas of collapse, I have found happiness because I can see how fucking strong I am. Want to test yourself? Work construction or a factory job and once you get ahold of it, you'll feel strong as fuck. Work on a difficult technical project and once you succeed, you'll realize you're smarter than the rest.

You're simply better my friend.

You're smarter. You're faster. You're stronger. You're more sexually attractive. And you are one of us, the elite monks.

Do not drag down to their level. Rise above, by working today and not thinking of such questions until they must be asked. This is how God or whatever the fuck created us, as beings to look up into the sky while we make tools with rocks and then go about our business.

It is the wonder and curiosity that sets you apart, but its the strength inside and the work you do today, which will carry you brother.

Stay strong, Hail the Emperor and Shaliday Brother!

This. You must find faith in something greater, user. I cannot decide for you what, but there exist many forces which you can contribute toward. Find something to be a part of.

Is there a tax on reddit spacing?

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Well, actually they seem to be happy, but more often than not they aren't.
I live in a shitty 3rd world country in which there's a saying: "rir é bom, mas rir por tudo é desespero" - something in the lines of "it's nice having a laugh, but too much laughter shows desperation".
Those people are probably professional escapists, they work just so that they can earn enough to escape reality through any substance usage or over-enjoying any other sort of addictive entertainment like vidya or movies.
In places like my country those are many, and they often declares themselves to be happy. But they are always dissatisfied with their lives but won't do anything to change it, satisfied with any excuse to blame their stagnation upon destiny, lack of luck, some other party. Or they simply believe they already have it all and are conformed in living as they do, while thinking more ambitious people are morally inferior to them and harmful to society.
True happiness, imo, is to be truly in search of your personal goals, believing in yourself and not half assing your efforts, and dedicating time to your family and friends. Of course hobbies are necessary, even vidya can be enjoyed, but must not be abused.
Those are people who lack this kind of self-control, and are in many ways childlike as you mentioned.
So, back to your question: what does it mean to be an adult? It means to take control of your life. If anything is taking that control away from you, anything that you can personally deal with (stuff that's in your capability to resolve), making you go in a different direction than you wished you were at least heading towards, than you are not mature yet to be called an adult.

And this is Brennen Fraiser today

This is the lamest fucking excuse for not even trying to be a man that I've ever heard.

who /neet/ fapmaster here?

I only fap 1 - 3 times per week.

Same. Was off porn for a while and went back to it. Now I'm off it again.

you sound hollow

Yep. Even in the rural, wooded, snowy communities, there's a bit of resilience against the creeping menace. People are slower to open up and be friendly until you've earned their trust. Out in the woods, things move much more slowly but it's not a bad thing. You're separated from all the pointless static. It's there, you see how much static you generate and shut those pieces down. Outside of researching things on the internet, I think 8ch is one of the last places I actually visit. It's the bar at the end of the world that I always hoped existed in real life but never seemed to take form. The bars around here are all seething with hungry niggers looking to sell heroin to the fresh-faced 21-year-olds who suffer from many of the feelings OP describes. I call them the "feeders". They can spot someone's unrest from a mile away and, if you let them, they'll saddle right up beside you and try to sell you on a magic potion that will take away all your pain.
Part of adulthood is realizing pain is inevitable. If anything, pain refines us and clarifies priorities.
Extreme loneliness is uncomfortable but being surrounded by people I do not empathize with is even more lonely. When you find someone irl that you actually want to hear speak, it's a cool thing.
The only thing I miss about busy life is the number of bitches. In the rural areas, there are not that many to choose from and most that are worth fucking are married. But fucking a new bitch every week gets old. Dealing with bitch problems gets old. Pretending there's a future with a bitch when there clearly isn't… Old. So, we make do or go without.
Stay strunk, OP.

Don't compare yourself to others before you really understand who you are yourself. You need to balance your rationality and emotion or you will have a hard time finding your purpose. If you want a vague idea I guess as an adult you try your best to create order. As a child you have your parents or other adults keeping you safe from everything and providing for you. When you are able to do those things yourself then you can call yourself an adult partially. You are correct though, there are some people who are older but still hold infantile values and perceptions, don't try to absorb everything, nobody can, red pills hit hard because of information overload, we were never meant to hear of the misery of people outside our immediate vicinity, but thanks to the wonders of (((globalism))) we can feel bad for things that happen outside of our environment and influence. Bring order to your mind, and your emotions and you will know what it really feels like to be an adult. I don't consider those who hold protected/infantile beliefs/perceptions to be fully human, it was like they aged, but they didn't grow wiser, they didn't make the mistakes or were protected from them so they never personal an epiphany that made them say "so that is why, I wasn't supposed to do that." Adulthood is something that affects more than just your physical appearance, you can be physically developed but you can still have the thoughts/emotions of a child if you never took the time to make mistakes or had genuine introspection. If you lack belief or values it means you are being distracted, and I don't mean that necessarily involves faith. Separation and division are necessary steps in growing, it is painful, but if you keep looking you will find what you are looking for. You won't get your answers from a physician; if you genuinely want to figure out what is going on go and fuck up a bunch of times until you have an aha moment. Only you can find your demons and cast them out. The doctors, shrinks, and psychologists will only see what they find in their books, none of them will know you as much as you know yourself.

You're a master of nothing but being a degenerate loser who can't even master himself. Don't care if you're a NEET, the least you can do is conquer your baseness rather than try and laud it as some great virtue you humongous faggot.

I don't know. I enjoy being an adult. I just play irl like it's a roguelike.
I'm doing pretty damn well.

You sound like an INTP or INTJ.

If that's the case then I can promise you, you will feel like an autistic outsider for the rest of your life and there is nothing you can do about that. I can also promise you that 99% of people will not go out of their way to accommodate you or even put in an inch of effort to see things the way you see them.

With that being said is good advice. If you can't into god then make it about family (waifu and babbies), money or country. Having a moral framework and resolve really does help with day to day choices.

How about learning to capitalize "I"s first.

Very well said my friend.

ironically being surrounded by people is more lonely for me than being completely alone. 99% of them are hollow on the inside, and function more like NPCs than actual human beings. Not only that, but it's intellectually isolating, if I told people in the real world what I'm interested in doing I'd be laughed at and belittled. So you have to act stupid to be seen as someone interesting, and say uninteresting things to appear so. Everything so so ass backwards now-a-days. And true it is that many people who have this hollowness inside of them try and fill it with drugs. People do many things to try and fill the void, many escape from reality, artificially by use of drugs, these people usually have high IQ's, because they recognize and see the world for what it really is. They try to escape because they don't have the moral fortitude to cope with it. Most aren't even able to see through the charade. In fact almost all people buy into the panem et circensus act, and there are many groups who buy into it in different ways, and many of these people believe they see truth. (Aforementioned group, for example would be someone like a Hipster or Antifa member.)

To learn about society at large simply, read into Calhoun's Rat Experiment. Everything we're experiencing is what happened during the breakdown of the societal collapse in the rat's society. And this is what we can see happened in previous collapse of societies throughout time. Just look at Rome.

I say almost all people buy into it, but there are still many, many people who don't. And more and more realize everyday. Sorry if it sounded blackpillish. I believe things will get better.

Good post. What's even better, there's a place where you can practice that. If you can tolerate the admin, that is. manhood101.com

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I'm in the same boat as you. Personally it's helped a lot for me to dehumanize normalfags to a certain extent. I don't mean being a dick, but instead of succumbing to social isolation when normies at work or wherever are talking about soulrendingly trivial shit, I like to imagine myself as an ayylmao disguised as a human, and when they ask me if I've heard the hit song by the big pop singer or saw the score from the big game, I ask a ton of questions and let them enjoy themselves talking about it. Like wow, THE HIT POP SONG? Why do you like it? What's your favorite part of it? I like to probe how deep I can penetrate the normie mind. You can get genuinely interesting responses because a lot of them basically are pretending to be retarded. It's a genuinely interesting experience, and you can project alpha waves instead of avoiding everyone and feeling like a dejected hermit.

Not to worry OP, eventually your brain will adapt to the new situation and things will seem less bleak (even if they are, this is a reality of the way our brains work).

That said, what the fuck are we supposed to do as adults when the next rung on the "ladder of life" has been cut away from us? Getting married and having kids in the little boxes they call city condos is a terrible idea and so many of us in STEM fields cannot function outside of a city.

Having been homeschooled all the way up until college, take this as a cautionary tale: never, ever subject your children to it. Public education is fucking terrible in terms of the brainwashing, shitty demographics, etc. but homeschooling stunted me socially in so many ways it's incredible. Hell, I'm 26 and still awkward as fuck around people. It's been especially hard when trying to land a professional job in the real world.

Private or charter school is clearly the way to go.

You probably didn't have any siblings. I plan on raising no less than 6 kids. They will have eachother for social development.

There is nothing shameful about having a touch of the 'tiste, newfriend.

Not always, I went to a private school and it was even more pozzed than any public school. Private schools are usually filled with the children of kikes, limousine liberals, etc. and all of the problems that ivory tower socialists and LA liberals would advocate are concentrated in a lot of private schools. Some private schools might be an improvement, but you have to scrutinize them very carefully. In general military schools/academies are a good option because they teach discipline.

Homeschooling or private schools are not always strictly necessary, instead, take some time out of your day to interact with your kids and ask them specifically about what they learned in school and if it is bluepilled try to counter it. As long as you take time to unteach the pozz public schools are not that bad. A good idea is to give them redpilled books for every christmas and birthday and they will come around on their own.

Homeschooling doesn't have to result in social maladjustment. It just means you can pick and choose the type of children yours will hang around. There are plenty of groups and associations involving children that can benefit them.

Just don't over do it, met a kid like that while I was in college. He was a real awkward fuck, and it came across as disingenuous. Almost like he read a self help book on how to talk with people.

Sage for off-topic.

Has anyone else had to end a relationship because your woman decided she had to have a tattoo?

Not yet but I'd be aghast if a girl lowered herself to that level.

Well, I feel a little less shit about it now. Still though, tfw your fiancee decides to get a tattoo and you have to end it. No Pepe properly describes the feeling.

Stop living for yourself. You'll never be happy that way. Go find a woman and have children. Put yourself to work for their sake. That will make you happy.

that's what i think
it's stupid to have kids in this time and age.
previous eons were scourged by plagues and wars
but this age is different
we're at a critical split in the road
either humans live as slaves or they don't.

i sure as hell won't bring up kids in these shit ass times
they don't deserve this bullshit.

Yes actually, in my case she had to get a belly piercing, about 15 years ago! Ancient history.

Damn that's heavy. How big and tasteless was the tattoo?

This might come close.

Holy shit what a bunch of insufferable motivational-talker tier posts, jesus christ.

"You know that part, BWOOOOOOOmmmmpfh… dat pussy DAT PUSSAY PUSSAYPUSSAY BMOOOoompffh" totally sicc

Kill yourself.

She was going to get some kind of animal thing on her thigh with her sisters. I just explained that it was unattractive and undesirable, but she just had to be "independent."

Anons have already covered many other bases, additionally on a spiritual level to find your path of interaction and cocreation with the forces of nature.

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Childhood is for fun and learning. Adulthood is for making children and giving them good childhoods. This requires you to be a pragmatic amoral familist, which these days mainly involves ignoring superstimuli, developing skills, and keeping a good wife. Get on it.

Where can I find some more ambient music like this?

The first one is sanctimonious SJW bullshit.

How can americans not comprehend your vs you're. They are actually two different words mate.

Which parts? It seems pretty good to me. The only ones I don't totally agree with are the "knows limits" ones may be twisted into platueism a la the Bruce Lee quote.

They aren't. They just hide their misery. Behind closed doors they're downing xanax and antidepressants like tic tacs. And people like us are the only ones with the power to change that situation, because they run on click-whirr mechanics, never seeing beyond the veil.

Stop envying them and embrace what you are. You are awake instead of drowning in misery never knowing why.

It is your job to restore the tradition of your people. It has to be constantly revived each generation or else its a dead tradition that gets easily replaced by jewish artificial culture.

That was a nice read.

Also pic3: These are some sick boots.

This is the thing I am afraid of. I am not sure if I will be able to handle that thought. That almost half of my pay will be used to destroy the very things I cherish.

Oy vey hate your race goy

It's too bad you didn't grow up with male figures who described the horrors of war and watching their friends die. It puts things into perspective. You could have done amazing things in your adult life and still meet the same fate as all of man in death.

Have you looked a man in the eye who is literally carrying the souls of his dead brothers in arms pushing forward for them. My dad may have been a hard ass but he always instilled that as an adult it's about something bigger than you. Peacetime really has made people soft honestly.

This. Just do whatever you do well and people can't help but respect you, no matter how grudging it is

First, check out the Last Psychiatrist if you haven't already.

Next, Being an adult is differnet for emn and for women. Girls naturally grow up into women whether they want to or not. Boys must become men. That means you must have something that is a sharp distinction between you as a boy and you as a man, and to be integrated into the society of other men.

For this I would suggest taking up a masculine sport or past time like boxing or shooting, trying to make friends with men of all ages who are doing the same thing, and sticking with it through thick and thin. There will be challenges you will overcome them and you will become a man.

Good luck, user.


Having a job is a good start. Now you need to find a woman who you could marry. 24 is still pretty young, aim to marry at/before your early 30's, which means you have about 10 years to find a woman to marry. This may sound like a lot but it's NOT. Get involved with a local traditional Church, make friends, go to camps etc and try to find a girl. Also, STOP MASTURBATING and stop having casual sex. That will give you a HUGE amount of motivation to get a girl so you can have sex.