Who /wantstokillthemselves/ here?

Exterminism is inevitable, capitalism has won already. My life is terrible and it always will be.

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Don't do it OP!

Thank you, that's sweet of you, but I've felt like this for years, little chance of me deciding to actually do it now. I just wish I was dead (or in a world better than this).

Anyway, thought this could be a useful topic since it seems like a lot of us feel this way.

Sometimes, but I was depressed before I was class conscious, so the connection's a bit indirect. I'm sad about my condition, but part of me thinks if I had a solid standard of living as part of a workers' cooperative I'd still be suicidal.

I think that's partly true, I would still have issues in a non-dystopian society but at least my feelings of hopelessness wouldn't be based in reality, help wouldn't be so hard to get, I wouldn't have to worry about work and rent while I try to get better, and so on.

Wait untill you are 30, if your life is still shit then don't feel bad about doing it.

Or you can join rojava.

I'm 23 already and all I've achieved in my life is a load of debt, doesn't seem like things are gonna get better.

If it wasn't for family and the fact that if I killed myself I'd be letting the elites win I would've done it already.

Also, I don't think Rojava is even recruiting anymore, or at least not people with no military experience, and someone who doesn't want to get out of bed half the time probably won't be very helpful fighting ISIS

Counselor + meds?

This may sound like a bootstraps meme but this helped me with depression


Hope you get better and find a way to be happy in this shitty universe

Meds don't help that much and the waitlist to see anyone is months long, with appointments once a month. And then I've missed the last few appointments anyway by oversleeping etc. It's like the government wants us to kill ourselves, less surplus labour

Set up alarm clock?

I've been on 3 meds which accomplished nothing, and 1 which has as least changed me from "about to kill myself" to just "depressed". Hang in there and if you must off yourself at least try every type of med used to treat depression first.

Sad!

I find it amusing that although I wish i were never born, I'm not all on board with antinatalism.

YOU CAN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO DAD

ha, same

I think my mother should have never had kids considering she knew the issues she had herself and should have considered they'd be passed down… But I think living might be okay if I were someone else


To be honest I know it's kind of attention seeking but I don't intend this to be just for me, I thought maybe it could be bumped so there wouldn't be a need to make topics every time someone feels down (I've seen plenty of those before)


I guess so. I don't think I'm gonna kill myself, I just wish I could die for some good reason, like for the revolution or saving someone else or something. It seems so unfair that some people have cancer and I'm reasonably healthy (physically).

I unironicly believe this. I'd love to have untreatable cancer. I'd just do whatever the fuck I want for a couple months and not be judged for it, and then wouldn't be afraid to blow my brains out.

quads confirm

It would just be another meaningless act in a life of meaningless acts

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Please please PLEASE don't kill yourself, unless you do it publicly with others.

The world needs more politicized violence, and public mass suicide would be a powerful statement indeed. Individual suicides and murders are invisible. But a group of young, nihilistic people all taking cyanide in a public park or to protest cultural capitalism? I'd like to see the politicians and media talking heads spin THAT story.

N-no. That would be twisted *very* easily by the media, dude. "communism causes young adults to commit suicide in cult-like ritual". Just no.

Live for the hope of a revolution, friend. Your comrades are here, and we need all we can get, just as you need all you can get. Pull through, man.

I decided that if clinton wins 9/11 was a good thing and the only thing that will save humanity is a disease or nuclear destruction
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I want to die, but I don't want to kill myself. Wut do?

You know what to do.

You know what to do……

I am not depressed. Maybe it was luck but I managed to avoid falling down that hard. Or maybe I'm too chicken shit to get assessed because I won't like the answer. Either way, just live.

You gain nothing by dying. It's over. You're done. Thanks for nothing. If you're so fucked in the head that sounds great, just do it. The whole temporary problem, permanent solution crap is for people who think they can carve a niche for themselves under capitalism if they just take their meds and accept the world as it presents itself.

Life is struggle; the left understands this, not as something to be celebrated, as the right think, but as something to be overcome.

The left is negation; the left is change; and the only way to survive when you're fighting through a dark, unjust world, is through ceaseless change. It gives the struggle meaning. Things little and small accumulate and suddenly you're in a different place than you were yesterday, figuratively. That helps.

Read left theory. Understand your social conditions, strategize your life around that understanding; learn more; strategize further, and so on. Maybe you'll end up like Debord but you might accomplish something first.

You don't need hope, you need negation. Of capitalism, preferably, but yourself short of that.

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Tell that to the Foxconn workers who committed suicide.

You wouldn't mention the c-word, that'd be retarded. The point would be to make visible the very real underclass of hopeless, helpless people that goes unseen in mainstream society.

Think of the hundreds of people who die alone every week due to drug overdoses or self-inflicted gunshots. Now imagine their deaths together, in a public place. The point would be to FORCE society to confront the alienation and despair of the masses, and prompt some kind of reform or political movement from there.

Do it

No suprise coming from a christian

Why anhero when there's still theory to read and anime to watch?

very sad

It passes the time until revolution. Some of it is even inspiring.

just humor fam

Doesn't look like there's much hope for communism though is there.

I'm just smoking myself to death with a couple packs a day, might as well have something to enjoy, and it has the bonus of ending my life just that much faster if I'm lucky

This 100%

So what happened?

Well I'm still alive if that's what you mean

Capitalism is giving it's last desperate fight.
That's why it's so strong no. It gives all it has into this last Great War.

But it is, fellow commedian!

That's the point. There is no point.
And since it's meaningless.. Why not live it to it's fullest? Why are we to toil and spend it working for no reason?

When you gonna do it?

Is this how the world ends?

I've thought about this quite a bit, the Arab Spring was kicked off by a Tunisian shopkeep setting himself on fire in protest. If you were to do that in front of a large number of people or even on Pennsylvania ave. it would leave some sort of impact. And given that it isn't just another shooting or terrorist attack it might actually stand out. Of course it would be forgotten about within a few days but it might 'start a conversation'. Some might even read an associated manifesto if it were short and to the point.

Some other kind of method might be preferable, something particularly bizarre or shocking, but I can't think of anything.

I don't know, not any time soon I suppose, I'm coming back from my dismal failures at university to see the family, that will be nice I guess (until they drive me crazy of course).

In a few months I might go live with my boyfriend, I don't know, depends how I feel. That might cheer me up. Hopefully then I can get some help maybe. I'll try go through the miserably slow state mental health system I suppose


I certainly don't think liberal capitalism is sustainable but it seems like dystopian corporato-fascism or exterminism is much more likely than socialism don't you think? I'm really just resigned at this point


Well ignorance is bliss, you know


I have thought about ending my life in a blaze of revolutionary terror pretty often but I have no idea how I would achieve that, I don't think I'd be much more successful than the clown who tried to steal that cop's gun to kill Trump and got arrested immediately.

Another listless evening. Got to move out of my student place and I can't summon the energy to go through and make sure everything's in showroom condition. My dad's come up to pick me up and we don't really get along, I didn't pack up everything before he got here so he was mad and I felt guilty. Can't even lie in bed because he's trying to sleep there and I'm not tired because I got up at 12. And the internet got turned off too so I'm stuck on my mobile data on my busted ass phone that only charges when I sit there holding the lead in.

Even of it wouldn't fix anything I wish I could sit on my pc alone and play video games to distract myself.

Meds + Counselor?

Their sacrifice and labor helped their socialist fatherland, you should be glad for them, comrade.

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