Loyalty is all I ask

I used to think that life was about making friends, meeting that special girl to start a family with and dying gracefully after watching your grandkids grow up a bit. I used to think life was that simple…I was naive. life is nothing but endless disappointments: your "friends" backstab you, your girlfriends cheat on or leech off you, and finally you realize that it's better to be alone. it's too painful to care and you're ostracized for not caring, so what are you to do? bite the bullet and get hurt time and time again until one day you trust the wrong person and end up dead or be a real nigga and do what's right for you're own safety and future?

you're choice

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nice blog m8 10/10 would listen to linkin park and re-read

Women only care about themselves, their happiness and how you make them feel.I was going though a bad time, dad was very ill which messed me up a little and I was on the verge of losing my well paid job. My Ex dumped me at the first sign of trouble.

She spread rumours of me being an alcoholic to excuse her for dumping me. I now live alone, don't socialise or go out and I live off my savings. I'm more happier than I've ever been.

i had one of the fucking parasites get pregnant by another guy when i was a freshman in high school and try to pin it on me because I had a little money to my name. she tried to fuck my "friend" on numerous occasions (he finally did and I fucked his gf as revenge). I knew she was a whore but let it slide because I never really liked her a whole lot and just kept her around for appearances until I caught her blowing one of my teammates in the boy's bathroom, 6 months pregnant then I broke up with her on the spot

t. emo MGTOW

you mean realist mgtow

Nice little story there faggot

no, I mean whiny (((MGTOW))) who's blaming others for his failures

so it's somehow my fault everyone I used to call friends turned on me? it's somehow my fault that I've been nothing but a saint to people and had my kindness mistaken for weakness and was bullied because of it? it's somehow my fault that every girlfriend I had turned out to be a gold digging bitch? yea, it's totally my fault fucking moron.

You're on Holla Forums faggot. Which means you've already passed the point of no return. You're fucked. It only gets worse. Might as well grow a beard & start beating off to hentai now nigger, these are the golden years and you're at the peak.

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people I consider my friends. The same loyalty I show to them, I expect the same in return and that used to go doubly for my gfs but I'm mgtow now so I don't even get involved in relationships anymore

that was your mistake. Never expect others do for you, what you do for them.

bitter much?

How about you, OP? Are you loyal? Can you be trusted?

yes I am very bitter. I was fucking shot at by people I used to call friends how could I not be? they fucking stole from my house when I gave them a place to lay their heads because their parents kicked them out. they all shit talk me like I was the bad guy when the only thing I've ever done for anyone was treat them as well as I would treat a favorite toy as a kid. I only ever gave without even the thought of receiving anything in return because doing something good, even when no one is watching, feels great, yet they treat me as a two faced villain whom they all hated. I used to be a movie friend: always there when you need me, never a word of mockery towards anyone I considered a real friend and always made sure they knew I would lay down my life for them to show that I valued our friendship more than my own life. I grew up with these values like a fucking moron and only came to find out niggas can't be trusted and hoes will forever remain hoes

I would take a bullet for someone I considered a real friend. words don't mean much to me so I decided I would rather show people my virtues. every time a friend was in need of anything or was in trouble, I always rushed to their aid without a second thought and no one I knew can deny that

> every time a friend was in need of anything or was in trouble, I always rushed to their aid without a second thought and no one I knew can deny that

Same. I did that all the time until I finally got sick of their bullshit. When my old cat went missing, none of them would help me look. I thought it was such a simple request after all the bullshit I did for them. Whenever I need a favor, even if it was the littlest thing, they suddenly were busy. But when their life is mess, I am the first one they called to cheer them up, to take them out drinking. I don't even drink.

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the most i asked for once from a "friend" was a dollar to get on the bus or an extra pass and they said they didnt have it. i had my own money and a brand new bus pass but i wanted to see if they'd repay me for anything I've done for them in the past. from that point on, i trusted people less and less and was more reluctant to help them

accidental space. chill

ok, we cool then

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Jesus christ. They're aren't your friends. It's hard to find good people. Honestly, I'm sick of looking. I'm tired of being used, and I'm tired of being the joke. They act all friendly to your face, but talk trash about you. It's exhausting.

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How do I get a GF? I've never even had one and I'm utterly miserable and can't sleep and constant anxiety and going insane. I need a GF to relieve me of this tension and misery, even if she's going to burn me, I need to escape the all encompassing loneliness long enough to start thinking "I'd rather be alone". Right now I need a fucking GF or I'm going to die like a monkey in a cage just being given food by a machine and never any hugs.

So you have a qualifier on children? Does that mean there are children we do accept if they above a certain age?

In my case people outright trash talk me. It's pretty humiliating. They also all seem to have a very good sense of when to vanish too because all the people I want to kill just disappear before I get the chance.

yes that is the harsh reality. this one kid i knew since 4th grade i thought was my friend, recently started sbit talking me on facebook. i was nothing but nice to the kid: I gave him money for cookies at lunch almost all the time even though I wanted some, I decided to be a good friend and give him the opportunity instead, I loaned him a few of my movies and games hoping to one day get them back but never seeing them again, I defended him whenever he got into fights and never once said anything bad about him. people are just so fucking fake, it's pathetic. I can't deal with the nonsense anymore so I chose to live for me myself and I

you may think it's worth having a gf right now but after you've had a few and notice the same pattern with how they treat you if you treat them like anything besides a pics of trash on the street, you will see just how cold these bitches really are. I used to think it was because my choice in women was always the super stuck up princess type was the problem then I started branching out to nerds, emos, plain janes and everything in between and it always was the same. they didnt love me for me, they only loved what i could do for them financially and status-wise; they only use for personal gain and it is nothing like what the fairy tales and our parents told us

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Topjej m8. The best thing to do is find a girl with interests that are about about half to three quarter similar to yours. Also go in planning on failing; that way you don't get leveled if they say no up front, and they probably will.
That's not the end-game though. One of my friends is being drained by his girl, not in a good way, because she basically is a kid. She refuses to contribute independently to any bills, and her meager check goes to buying toys for her before-him kids. He was love-blinded before they sekksed and now they have two kids, so he's in the shit for either the long haul or until he snaps. It's going to be fun either way. Just hit up the hotel or entertainment district of whatever city you live in.

Oh. You're an asshole then, an honest, effective, logical asshole without brakes. Good luck finding someone who takes relationships as seriously as you and aren't afraid of you.

the fact that I'm considered an asshole because I don't like to bullshit, really goes to show how weak people are mentally. a friendship (or any relationship) without honesty is a friendship built on lies and facades and I'm not about that. If you want to be around me, I prefer you being honest with me about everything than lying to me about anything. I know how intimidating my personality can be so as a way to combat that as a kid, I developed a overly friendly personality to let people know that I'm not just some snarky asshole who looks tough. I never went out of my way to offend people I've never met or had any prior experience with and made sure I treaded carefully (i don't talk about a lot of things I enjoy talking about because I know that people either won't understand it or get offended), which is why I enjoy venting like this with the power of anonymity; I don't give a fuck who I offend and I can say what I feel

Don't care. I'm literally convinced I'm dying due to my body shutting down from the extreme effects of isolation. Would rather have a month of connection with a woman who then burns me and I end up hating her immensely than die here. I'm going through some really extreme isolation and don't have a strong enough imagination for an imaginary friend.

I can't be drained when I have no money though and nothing to lose.

My interests are linux and hacking and philosophy. All fields women are clueless about.

oh dear. have you been watching Fight Club again?

You are basically me except you've had a GF. I think we would be good friends and I would bring a lot of happiness into your life as long as you don't mind I'm very fond of memes, Eris, and I larp out a personality for most of the boards on Holla Forums.

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no money no pussy. I get how you feel but once you've sex as a repayment for being yelled at and hit, you kinda become numb to it and don't crave sex as much if at all. If it's solely sex you want, a hooker or a sex doll can do the same job without the extra bullshit. If it's companionship you crave, get a boyfriend or a dog because you won't ever feel like you have a companion with a woman; I'm telling you this for your own safety

I don't care what kind of person you are as long as you are honesty with yourself as well as others. If you can say with confidence that you don't need that Louis vuitton belt or robin jeans, and instead wear what you like, you prove to me that you are honest

that's probably the main reason people don't like Trump. because he's honest and says stuff other presidents have been to pc to say themselves, he gets shit at every corner. not saying he's an outstanding president and am completely confident in him, just saying I appreciate his honesty and bluntness

well, thinking 3DPD can be loyal is your mistake, but at least you learned, and that is more then most
and good male friends are about 1 in 100,000

My honest plan is to get a glimpse of the feeling of love and having a companion just long enough to make a good impression in my mind and then use that impression to create a self-sustaining fantasy or tulpa that will remain my companion for the rest of my life. As I am right now I have trouble imagining what it's like to actually live with a woman, cuddle with them, have sex with them, etc.

I think if I can maintain a romance with one for about a month at least maybe a few months or even a year if I'm lucky then I'll will have got enough impressions of the experience assimilated into my mind that I can build with my imagination the rest. Then I will be free of women. To me getting a gf for awhile is a necessary step in this plan.

Put another way, I plan on getting with a woman, just to cheat on her with a literal succubus / spirit girl, so that when the relationship falls apart like all relations do in 2018, it will be no problem because I will never experience loneliness again anyways! ha!

someone told me to post this in every thread.

well besides love, you can get a gf and have all those things but remember that all of your me time, will become we/she time and you will hate every second of it if you aren't fucking. growing up in the heart of Chicago surrounded by arrogant bitches with irritating attitudes (yes I'm black) , it kinda burned me out a lot quicker than if I was stationed anywhere else

As far as honestly is concerned I don't even know what those fashion things you're talking about are I just dress in clothing from value village and goodwill or the army surplus store and I deny the holocaust in a country where it's illegal to do so and I could go to jail for it. I have a suicidal level of honesty where I don't care how people are going to react or what they are going to do because I love the idea of becoming a martyr.

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This would be a good waifu for any black man who wants to be a good husband to have love and not just degeneracy.

I never liked Obama because all he did was make shit more expensive for men with money and subsequently made shit free for people without it; he was a freeloader's enabler and I hated him for it. he gave black people more of a reason to be lazy, good for nothing hoodlums. black lives matter and black history month are just the most egregious examples of "black empowerment " but overall do nothing but counteract anything they talk about achieving and being underlying reasons to be racist fucks. I've had the mindset I do now since I was in middle school because I saw the fuckery firsthand every day. whenever I saw a group of kids harassing a white person (happened quite frequently) it just made me think "and you all wonder why no one likes us". see niggas and all I feel is pure disgust and contempt because their ignorance is just rage inducing. when I used to see thread after thread of "nigger hate", I got mad since black people were the topic and it was all negative. now I see a nigger hate thread and join in

*I see

she's been proven to be full of shit

Link? I only found out about her through Molyneux and listening to her I felt something was off and my most immediate thoughts were "this is useful propaganda but she probably not sincere" just because I noticed a little inconsistencies that made me wonder about her.

I was happy Obongo won because I was sick of the cuckservatives and my reasoning was something like this "I hate ZOG, I hate all the ZOG politicians, at least lets have a worthless nigger be the symbol of ZOG and not what is perceived to be a white man". It's the same way I feel about the cuckservatives in Canada, I'd rather have a flaming faggot like Trudeau, than some cuckservative who lulls idiots to sleep while otherwise absolutely fucking the nation and being conservative only in name. I've only ever voted for libertarian and green party btw. The moment someone like Trump shows up on the scene though and we have a real choice for once where we aren't just pickling the lesser of evils but instead picking a legitimately good choice for once, holy fuck, that are a paradigm shift. I think Trump winning made me drop the "evil demiurge prison theory" to some extent and see that although there is a lot of evil in the World permits some good things to happen for once.

I can't remember the exact video because it was years ago but I think it was done by one of the mgtow youtubers. even though I didn't vote, I would've voted for Trump over Hilary because 1: he's a man, 2: he's honest and blunt, and 3: because hilary is a fucking snake who was waiting to send us into oblivion just like Australia, Brazil and the UK

ok and what do i do if i can't grow a beard? i almost alreadyknow what's next

I know far too many of the feels in this thread.

I ditched the parasites, and crazymakers, some called me trying to find my new place, I tried to explain why I'm a hermit now, and they told me I'm selfish, hahahaahahahahahahheheheheeh :D

I see a couple videos about her and am going through them now.

That's their go-to insult for when you won't submit to them.

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women first and foremost like themselves. they are complete narcissists and only do shit for attention. have you ever noticed that in every movie or tv show, women are always seen and depicted as selfless, smart heroes just like men? in horror movies when there's a random couple who encounter the antagonist, the guy will sometimes try to run away by himself and the girl just sits there holding onto him, trying to keep him there? it's like they will never show a woman being realistic and selfish unless she's a super cunt character or a villain herself

the only way a woman will be loyal is if her community forces her to be. a random modern woman being loyal is one in a million at best

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Jackasses. You should never let anyone talk down to you. Not your boss. Not your family. Not your friends "jokingly". No one.

Even if you're just shit. Shit is important too! It makes flowers grow. You got hold your head up, and be confident, act like their insults don't even faze you. It will silence them.

Gets kinda lonely though. Sometimes I dream about it you know, being in love, being with someone. I had real nice one recently. Painful to wake up.

I disagree. I can list more. The "perfect/ strong woman" archetype has been shoved down our throats very recently thanks to isms.

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I was really talking about movies from the 80's and 90's but you're not wrong. The trailer for the upcoming movie "the female brain" is so fucking blatant about the man bashing it's ridiculous and pisses me off so much

I just realized a possible reason why one of my old "friends" was shit talking me on facebook: his gf sucked me off during a camping trip we took back in 7th grade and I told him a year later. he became more and more distant from me after I did because at first he thought I was joking along with the other 3 guys who were there but I guess he realized that I'm not one to bullshit, especially about something so serious. but in all honesty I think that's a shitty reason to blow off your friends. my favourite lyric from a song I listen to is "never get mad at the nigga, always get mad at the missus" and it is so true

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Being traditionally minded is not being a moron user. You can still do that and be wise as a serpent and harmless as a dove at the same time.

Why are niggers so ugly?

That's rightfully deserved, user. You sound like a dick.

it's a rather difficult thing to defend but hear me out. I was the type to not be too "in-the-know" about a lot of things in my class because I wasn't one too keen on drama. I didn't know they were dating until a year later when he was telling us about all the shit they did together and telling us about the type of sex they had (we were kind of a bragging bunch of kids). he also said that they were together for almost 2 years at that point. as I said before, i prefer to be honest about everything so I told him that she sucked me off in one of the cabins when we were alone. he took it as a joke because that is also kinda how we joke but he saw that I wasn't laughing and decided to believe me. I never willingly go out and try to fuck my friends' gfs because that's not the type of person I am; I just thought a random thot wanted some dick and I obliged

Oh, then she's just a whore. Yeah misplaced anger. He should have listened to you, if she cheats once, she'll do it again. Bros before hoes and whatnot.

I've had thoughts like that but I am paralyzed with anxiety and I have no safe home or people to back me up or anything. I've been working on things but I've always had this attitude with people where I'm like "please just end my life, just fucking hang me right here and now". Twice in a parking lot people have tried to beat me and stuff but they ended up pitying me because I wanted them to beat me and it just mindfucked them and they stopped the aggression and getting up all close and stuff and we're just kind of like wtf.

Also second time someone else saw it happening and came up to the guy and asked what was going on and I said he was just playing and I defended him and the whole thing stopped also not long after that I started carrying a weapon with me everywhere anyways openly and people don't try anything. It wasn't because of that incident though, I had been planning to get a fixed blade for some time, and I used it regularly for everything.

I have never ascribed to the idea of friends. Everyone calls me their friend and likes me but I don't ever think about people coming and going or having to like try and cultivate friendship. People don't bother me as such I don't expect anything out of anyone and I don't cling to anyone.

Did he know it was his friend's girl though at the time? Maybe he didn't know.

I could answer you with "the features that are required for a warm hot jungle climate are not attractive but necessary to survival in that region" as a kind of non-answer I guess.

Maybe a better answer would be caucasoid traits are more attractive… but it still begs the question, why?

Maybe it's proportions. That doesn't quite fully explain it though.

Nobody likes darker women. All human cultures universally prefer lighter women. Also nobody likes body hair, aside a few weird fetishists. Also there is a general trend toward neoteny in humans, and that is linked also to intelligence and all the traits that make for an advanced civilization.

Niggers are basically degenerate subhumans, evolution in the wrong direction, like abbos. They seem to be on a trajectory towards becoming a species that loses sentience. White humans on the other hand are better at wearing clothes, living indoors, going to space… even in Africa whites do better because of their technology and intelligence.

Niggers themselves know they're basically a mistake and are angry about it all the time, except well, when they aren't because low intelligence and easily happy.

God I am glad I'm not a nigger.

I don't think I have super nigger traits and am considered attractive to most guys and girls (met a lot of gay guys who made passes at me but I don't fuck with that gay shit)

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Stop acting like a weak willed, limp wristed, pussy faggot. Yeah, shit's fucked, that's no reason acting like a faggot about it. Be the change you want to see, but stop talking like a fucking chuunifag.

So be it. Take your shit back and cut ties with them.
Why? They don't matter anymore. They're not your friends anymore.

She might, but she can't help you if you don't help yourself first.

Wait what are we talking about right now? Are you telling me you're a nigger but ahead of the bell curve, a 1% of niggers? Why we having this conversation right now?

Bro I just need more bros to show me the way. There aren't enough men in my life.

There aren't enough anything in my life lol.

I live in the fucking forest alone.

That's no excuse btw.

I just… have to work though things… and it's going to take a lot time. I have to integrate into society.

I think I'm talking about getting a woman lol.

I get that feel user, but you can't expect anyone to take you seriously when you type like a 11 year old listening to Linkin Park.

A good woman is a sign from god.

OP this is a message to you from the internet. We don't have the fucking answers to your existential problems. All we have are distractions.

Shhh… only god now. There is no injustice.

I love god and don't need no humanity except as a medium for god's words to come to me.

All is well.

…and I will be found.

Today is February 9th of 2018. I have lived long enough.

It is ok to live longer though.

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It is a blessing what we forget so we may experience eternity without ever reaching a final state/

I want to sleep.

What about waking up?

you were talking with another guy about the unattractiveness of niggers and I chimed in saying that I was black and didn't have typical nigger traits

Oh that just means you're Somali then / some kind of nigger with Caucasoid admixture.

grandpa on my dad's side is korean but that's about it

What is your African side though what parts of Africa did they come from?

Tired of this thread and waiting for a response, /thread

dunno

it matters because it is another example of bow hard real friends are to come by. and also a reason to break them physically and mentally when I see them next

No you dont, you need money and some nice ray ben sunglasses.

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