Do you guys also get those dreams that are so perfect and beautiful you fell like crying for days after you wake up...

Do you guys also get those dreams that are so perfect and beautiful you fell like crying for days after you wake up from them?
I guess I'm asking because I have to vent myself.
As someone who's been pulled down by the chans and mental illnesses (not self-diagnosed, had a psychotherapist) I'm about as cold and emotionless as I can be without being a complete outcast. Few months ago I moved out from my parents to go the uni, haven't made any friends, even my housemates joke about how they see me once a week due to how rarely I go out my room (they don't mean it as an insult, just making an observation).
Last night I had this dream about having a soulmate, and boy it was the best experience of my life so far. The most soul-crusing moment of it all was:
(I'm aware that I'm dreaming, have a bit of experience with lucid dreaming)
It may not sound like much, but that "person" only wanted to make the most of the limited time we had, with no worry of what comes afterwards. Waking up made me understand I'll never be able to find anyone that will care about "us" as much. Ideas like focusing on lucid dreaming and sleeping away my days with "her" have come through my head but I know I can't let myself fall so low. Guys, it's hell. I'm losing hope.

A general Feels/Vent/Romantic music thread I guess?

Yes and it's wonderful. So rare, but when it happens you realize you are capable of feeling that way. 100% exquisite

Take it for what it's worth. Some people may go through entire life without experiencing that at all; whether in a dream or awake. If you want to feel sad, pity those poor souls.

All my dreams have been lucid since I was a kid.
I'm sad that dreams can't "happen" to me. The closest to dreaming is when I'm forced into a concept and it feels more like a museum or a haunted hause where I'm observing the dream.
The way I used to do it was say to myself right before falling asleep what I wanted to dream about. That way I could decide the setting/world.
I don't remember my dreams anymore.

Same here. Less dreaming as I got older. Take 5-10mg of melatonin before bed if you want to bring back vivid dreaming. It restores your melatonin to child levels.

., caution , there are traitor indians amungst the natives , that is to reiterate for the technological inclined that native dream catchers wielded by indians are soul catchers and that extends to other spiritual healing items , the indians are sealing souls away in material items which is wrong to do , but water cleanses the souls along with pray , be very cautious , and be peaceful virtuous as guided from Θε Δελτα-Διφινιτυ , The Divine Infinite Unity , The Difinity , Θε Δελτα-Διφινιτυ , ανΔ ΘανΧσ βε φορ ανυ ψεαχεφυλ φιρτυουσ ψροτεχτιον το Θε Δελτα-Διφινιτυ , ΘανΧσ Δελτα-Διφινιτυ φορ ανυ ψροτεχτιον θατ ισ αλσο ψεαχεφυλ φιρτυουσ , αγαιν ανΔ αγαιν , ΘανΧσ Δελτα-Διφινιτυ ,.

Yes, it is wonderful, so far I had 4 dreams like this throughout my life. The problem I have is that they are just so good it hurts…

I see, I'm nearly 20 and started to enjoy episodes of lucid dreaming for the past 2 years, they started as I've read into them and was curing my depression. The problem is I've noticed that I also suffer from chronic nightmares. They usually consist of inevitable death and me trying to get away from it. It takes on all different shapes but the basic principle stays the same - it will get to me given enough time. The most extreme ones were when I was about 6, there was a room in which my granddad (which I don't even know, never met one, they all died before i was born) was sleeping in an armchair. There was a demon that flooded the room slowly until it wall fully flooded and my grandpa drowned because I couldn't wake him up. My turn was next. Prolonged nightmares like this really scarred my mind. Most of my dreams are nightmares but on the positive note because of those extreme ones back in the days they aren't really scary anymore. Just tiring. I guess that's why the good ones are so good, because the jump from terrible to godlike is much bigger than from average to godlike.

I wish I could lucid dream. I have a few times, and when I become aware that I am dreaming is when I begin to wake up. So I only have a brief moment to control the dream before it's over.

As for the content… I too was pursued by unstoppable forces and would always flee in the grip of unslakable fear. At one point in my life, things changed. Instead of running, I actually fought back against the attackers. Once destroying it with a laser gun, and another time was a fist fight against Chuck Norris. After that I never ran again, and the ominous attackers stopped coming visiting my dreams.

That makes sense, the difference is, when I did try to fight in one of the dreams, for example the demon just grabbed whatever I tried to hit it with, broke it with a flick of the wrist, laughed and kept on coming. As I mentioned, the inevitability is what gets to me. In the real life I ended up in a fight of 5 vs 20, we got fucked up, barely but still, but the point I'm making is I'm not scared of fighting back, hell, I try to fight even when I know it's likely I will lose. What destroys me is when there is nothing you can do. Like trying to fight a tsunami with a spoon, or trying to put out the sun with a cup of water. (Not that my dreams were anything like those examples, just stating the formula). I've had some less terrible dreams like crocodile-like monster in the attic. Fucker got smashed so I don't really know what to make out of this.

The best one was the other night, when I was fucking a boy in the ass, and his whole class came alongside us to watch, and started jerking off and cumming all over his face.
What does that mean?

That you're gay af nigga.

If I was to seriously think about it I'd say you're either being bullied or feel like people treat you with less respect than you deserve and you repress that by humiliating someone by mixing in a bit of sexual frustration you have in you and fucking him. If it was a specific person you may feel special hatred towards this person. Maybe he's annoying fuck, maybe he's a chad that pissing you off, and you want to feel approved by the people around you so you project that by the fapping to your action ergo highly approving of it. Them cumming on the guy is reassuring yourself that what you did that that annoying fuck was right because other people did the same.