No one here is more pathetic than me. I might be the most depressed sack of shit who has ever been on here...

No one here is more pathetic than me. I might be the most depressed sack of shit who has ever been on here. I don't remember a day when I didn't think of killing myself. I'm too pathetic to even commit suicide. I dropped out of college, I have no skills. I'm ugly. I can't stand being around people. I feel like shit all the time. I have the body and mind of a 70 year old in my mid 20s. I spend all my time playing games and I'm bad at them too. I don't have any money, my parents who feed me are poor and work their ass off in their shitty jobs. I don't have any reasonable dreams. You are all fucking casual normies. Humiliate me, make fun of me, tell me to kill myself.

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all of that shit applies to me too. who cares tbh, you're gonna die anyway.

you're the one that's the normalfag here

You're exaggerating, you have it much better

no u
what makes me a normalfag?

post photos of your room

I don't even have a fucking room, it's a 2 room commieblock, my parents and grandmother live here.

attention whoring comes in all shapes and forms. fuck off.

I'm at the same situation as you, OP.
(Except one of my parents is kill already but I'm living off the heritage he left me)
Wanna be friends?

That's what I like to see
counter sage

I don't even know how that works
How much did they leave you? How long will it last?

is this you?

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Flu.

I have tired to kill myself over not being able to go into to world of fetish story

What does autism have to do with not being able to provide money for your family? And don't act like people won't hire you for having autism. I have very mild autism and I can get jobs just fine. It just takes a bit of work and not only that, there are ways to make money online if you look around.

Same, money might not make me happy, whatever that even means, but I'd be free of stress.

I'm skinny, I barely eat

w-what?

oh I get it. What did you try?

Go out and kill some gays

What's in it for me?

how did you guys get into these ruts?
and how come you all wash up on jimchan?
did you lurk before becoming bags of shit or only when already full-on shitbags?
i'm curious about the remains of the userbase

post pics of commie block

tried*
whoops

balloon time

what's the average monthly wage where you live? how much money do you need, now, to make looking mom in the eyes a thing?

like going outside and talking to strangers? impossible for me. making money online with surveys is like 5c/h. selling things might work but that involves going outside too, for delivery.
yes, not happy, but not a burden at least. happiness isn't something i expect to reach. i have accepted this part.

i very rarely post. been lurking places like this for about 6 years. i was like this long before then. rut is the right word. feels more like the bottom of a canyon at this point.

Don't know if you're serious but here it is. It's absolute fucking hell. Loud unbelievably dumb retards blasting shitty music from every side.

Like 500 eurocuckdollars. If I could make 300 with little effort I'd be content and wouldn't whine here.

What went wrong?

don't know
I passed out, then woke up
I think the AP wasn't high enough to push out all the air, or maybe the seal wasn't good
didn't have any money to get another nor the nerve, but by the time I worked up the balls again, and had the money, they started putting O2 in the tanks

I'm in same situation, but I'm gathering last bits of courage to off myself.

I have a feeling not even death will let me escape this nightmare

nah, it will
I really hope so, and have no reason to believe otherwise

Reason and logic doesn't work with things like that. Existence is some insanely paradoxical mindfuck.

you just pissed on a donation

How?

Oh you meant passed? I mean I'd need to make that every month to solve my problem and I'm not willing to do a 8-17 5 days a week of some shitty labor for that.

THIS LASTS FOREVER.

Those are some pretty big words. None of us can comprehend 'forever'.

not with that attitude.

we can understand it though

not really

forever can only exist in our minds

maybe not just in our minds

Clearly you have not met our board owner.

forever.

I know some people like that. I guess reading books which raise some skills is too much for you? Hint: Hit the library.

t-thanks

If you like video games treat your life like a game. Grind for skills at a library, park or junkyard. Uhh just be careful about your health bar cause there is no such thing yet

the human is the most powerful being yet the bottleneck is motivation.

I don't even enjoy the fucking video games. It's like alcohol or drugs, just escapism.

Maybe you should to masturbate for some shamales and things like "sissyporn", the only way you can fix your life is to become a little "gurl".

Hey, I just change my idea. This thing is very destructive, dont go on this way.

Sorry.

Dear op,I believe i understand u better than all others,because i was in the same condition,what you gotta do is understand the purpose of ur life,that is to be happy,and second how to be happy,that happens not trough direct pleasurable things like masturbating,eating junk food,wasting time watching stupid tv shows and so forth.It is through good stuff,doing stuff that u consider good,not christian bullshit.try to be a good person.

TO ALL DEPRESSIVE FAGZ FROM THHEEEEEEE OLLLLDDDTRRASH.

Of course, I thought you weren't serious anyway.

I know I sound edgy but I will never be happy, I don't even want to be happy and even if I wanted to I'm not capable of it. I can't stand this shitty reality and people. I need money to live, my parents will throw me out. I don't want a shitty dead end job. I'm not capable of anything better and I'm not underestimating myself here. There is no way out. I need to push myself to suicide.

Well,if you want to try one day,you now know how at least.

If u live u have chance to be happy,feel good that is the most desirable thing.
I hope u make the right decision,bro,if u do,u probably will live more satisfied than others with ur experience of seeing the deep mud.
in life.
If u die,that's it,its over ,no getting happiness or good feeling,so its retarded.

you live on a panelak? you must be czech or slovack

even worse, baltics.

Maybe this will cheer up some of you guys. Who wants a copy of Nier on PC?

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I was like you in my twenties, there is need to worry about anything. You just need to create your own purpose. Set goals and follow them through. My advice: start small. And if you can't find a purpose: start with getting rid of all the things that aren't helping you and your path should become more clear.

I'm now nearing 30, I have had 10 different jobs since I was your age, no education, still living with my parents. But I'm doing pretty ok now. I have a few friends I hang out with sometimes. And some of my colleagues are actually fun to work with.

And if it all doesn't work out, you could always an hero anyway.

You sound like someone from a decent country where it's possible to earn some money. Here, even with a degree the cap is like 600 a month. My pretty hardworking parents have been working for 30 years and we're all poor as shit living in my grandmother's apartment. Going abroad is more complicated than it seems, I did it before and it was fucking shit. It all comes down to money and there is no way for me to make it. Suicide sounds good in my mind but when I'm standing there facing it, I pussy out every time.

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I'll take you up on that.

Think of how you can improve your country, your people and simultaneously disrupt, demotivate and destroy your enemies. You have a role to play and every man who contributes matters.

FUCK YOU! IM HIGHLY SUCCESSFUL AND I SAY FUCK YOU FOR THINKING THE WAY YOU ARE

What's wrong with you user? I fucking believe in you. Sorry but you need tough love. You need to pull your shit together. You need to love yourself. Nobody else will give you love in this world… But I am doing so right now. Stop worrying about what others think. Start living for YOURSELF today. Join a gym, or go for a run outside. DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT OTHER THINK OF YOU. Trust me on this user. Just fucking go for it. Go for life. I know life is sad and I get everything you're saying. I grew up fucking poor myself… but you know what? You're their with them. Go give them a hug and enjoy them while you can. Tell them you love them… Fucking tell them you LOVE THEM!!!! Just do it. They work their asses off. Make them proud. Love yourself the way they loved you. Don't measure success by wealth, but rather state of mind. You can do it OP. Don't be a faggot. You're a real man! Do your folks proud and get off your ass and make your life better. Spend time with your folks and enjoy them while you can.

Godspeed.

I want to fuck android girls.

Most people here are shit, unbelievably dumb and selfish lowlife scum. I don't want anything to do with them. If you lived here you'd probably think the same, things are different here.

None of this matters. In best case scenario I'm stuck in a dead end job for the rest of my pathetic life. There is no way around it. I can't delude myself into believing such life is great.

haha, kiddo. you either should have already killed yourself or have realized that we were born to suffer and enjoy what little time we have.

fucks sake
I just got back into Holla Forums going to halfchan, then realised how shit it was
then come back to here and the first fucking thing I see is this bullshit

I'm not going to humiliate you, make fun of you or tell you to kill yourself
just because I'm sick of these fucking threads and I won't do what you say

no shit

waaah waaaaah
faggot

if you're at least 6/10 there's always a chance for a gf, if below consider becoming an hero

I'm a child who can't take care of himself, I don't need another one. Still it has nothing to do with my main unsolvable issue, lack of money.

i feel you there, just look around for anything that pays, you should also go back to school if you haven't finished it, or if you failed, you're still young and you can fix your life

I've been hearing and telling myself this for years, yet I'm just sinking deeper and deeper. I'm too dumb to learn anything new, it sounds like an exaggeration but that's how it is. My brain is fucked up already.

how did you fuck up your brain?

Since I was 15 or something I got into video games and stopped caring about real life, I'd play these braindead games all the time. Also I sound like an edgy attention whore but depression does that. I can't focus on anything. My short term memory is sometimes failing, I'm thinking of something and then suddenly I completely forget what was I thinking about. Can't remember even any dreams in the morning. I don't feel conscious, everything is a blur.

bunch of spoiled faggots. jesus fucking christ i really hope you fuckers get hardships in your life. grow the fuck up.

OP what I would do in your situation is just say fuck it and join the Army. They'll take anyone that isn't morbidly obese or has major health problems. You'll get free housing, food and healthcare. Depending on the demand, you might even be given a four or five figure bonus for enlisting. Maybe after serving out your contract you use the GI bill and go back to college.

Anyway I hope you work through your problems mate, don't give up on yourself.

We have mandatory conscription here, I was rejected because of health. I couldn't bear doing something like that anyway.

Nobody here is more pathetic than I am.

after you understand the meaningless of life that comes from living life devoid of hardship, finding meaning in pain doesn't really happen.
humans need to suffer all their lives to think life is worth living

The army is a reddit meme and not a place for social rejects but chads and their normalfaggot slaves.

How is your financial situation? Do you live in a 50sqm box with 3 other people? What's the minimum wage where you live?

...

I'm
I am 20 and live with my mother.

I am also 20 and I live in my mothers apartment, but she lives somewhere else. Its like living with your mom without her doing everything for you.

I just landed a turd that smelt so revoltingly horrific, that even Satan himself would be disgusted. My wife called an ambulance. Being constipated for 4 days didn't help… it had all that time to brew, ferment and ripen. The neighbours called the Fire Dept. Even my dog fled, and is hiding under the house, refusing to come out.

pics or it didn't happen

Satanic trips checked for ultimate truth.
If you are not Dysnomia, then there is hope for you. OP!

Keep telling yourself that and things will never look up. It's me, replying to you. I've been on Holla Forums since moot became man of the year days. If that faggot is anything to go, how much better are you? Stop your self loathing you little cunt and learn to love yourself. You're fucking awesome but you tell yourself otherwise.

I'm awesome and there is sunshine and rainbows everywhere around me. I still have to slave away in some shit place surrounded by human garbage for the rest of my life just to survive. Yay for me.

so you're both manchilds who live with their mothers. exactly what i had in mind. you both think like teenagers. it always amazes me how a person can be so lost after going through childhood/puberty. you had all the time to think, read, explore, imagine…but no, you choose to dive head-first into a pond. i'm starting to think that not all humans have souls.

I did think and explore
Found a world I didn't really like, didn't want to be part of, and could imagine a better world that I would like to take part in, but I am in this world and not that one.

Fuck it I'll give out games too. Add me.

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Also the sauce for my pic is Baka and Test

t. self hating narcissist

They are such a plague

not really

kill me

You're 'stuck' in a dead-end job? Bullshit.

I'm an old fart but have learned some lessons. I give no shits about your opinion of me but hope half of one of you pays attention to this.

If you have your health, and live in a decent country, you have no excuses for a crap future.

1. Don't ever bitch about your employer paying you crap, taking advantage of you, being greedy capitalists pigs, etc. You are worth what you can offer. If you know nothing about your profession or do but are lazy, you're not going to get paid the big bucks.

2. If you fall into the lazy bucket above, fuck off. You're a gibme who thinks that you should paid more than you're worth. Get off your ass and produce value and you'll be valued. If you're a millenial - stand by.. For some reason you believe you can take massive loans and someone else needs to pay it, you think working like starts in your 40's, etc.. There are consequences to deferring adulthood to the extreme. Pay attention because the Gen Z'ers are entering the workforce and these folks very much have a work ethic. Fuck you asshats for coming into my company and whining that we don't have enough internal social media platforms where coworkers can play upvote/downvote on each others opinions all day. Do something worth your paycheck - produce and stop with the consume all day shit. If I ask you for 5 bucks so I could read 8ch you'd think I was nuts. Fuck fuck.

3. If you aren't an expert in your profession you're either not really motivated by it, are lazy, or are actually on your way to being one. In any event, an average skill in your profession gets pretty average treatment. Get excited by it, learn it, or do something else.

4. If you kick ass and know your shit versus your peers and STILL aren't advancing, you clearly aren't being given what you're worth and need to leave. If you can't leave, it's only because there is a benefit to staying. If thats the case, stop looking at your paycheck as your only benefit and consider the value of the other things that are keeping you there.

5. All of the above only apply if you're motivated by security and stability. If you want to work for a single employer for a long period you'll likely see lower wages as a result. Stop looking at your paycheck and bitching because you personally want consistency. There is a huge amount of value to you in this scenario that doesn't appear on your paycheck. You don't have gaps in your paycheck for random job-hopping windows. You want this.

6. All the above apply to risk averse people. The decision to work for someone else is a safe one. You show up, get paid some money and enjoy it or not, and lose some hours in the day. No-accountability types groan about corporations, blah blah. Reward has a risk multiplier attached. No real risk in you going to work for someone, so no multiplier. Starting your own business is a huge risk with a potentially large risk multiplier. There have to be large potential rewards for people to that the large personal risk. If there weren't, why the fuck would anyone risk it all for nothing? Moral is if you want to bitch about working for the man, you're a coward. The man risked his ass and it paid off.

Enough of this.. Call me a moron now.

Fuck off with your normie bullshit, I don't care. I'm not blaming anything but myself, I'm not looking for your shitty advice, I'm just whining and asking to be insulted and humiliated.

I accommodated you. Said fuck off and called you a complacent, lazy, unskilled, all-take and no-give gibme. Good luck with that.

You're right.

TFW you are Z and look up to the melennial stack to see only morons.
Why and How did this happen?

That might be insulting to a normie, not me, but thanks for the effort.

Fuck off my life is the same but I didn't even get to college and I'VE GOT THE MIND OF AN AUTISTIC ADHD 13 YEAR OLD WHO OVER ACTS FOR NO REASON SOMETIMES!

you all need a strong leader and a cause to die for, even if you think you're worthless you could give your life for something bigger than yourself.

i am fucking with everyone who saged this thread

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