This is a weird place to ask, but you guys are the realest niggers out there.
I am about to turn 20 in five days, and I feel like I am done with life. As in I don't wanna live the rest of it, I just want it to be over.
I have a girlfriend who is pretty much the only thing keeping me going. If I lost her I would honestly off myself. Me losing her isn't that unrealistic, I love her, and she loves me, but I sometimes get really pissed and start kicking/throwing things and just generally being upset. I am just so fucking confused and angry with myself.
So tell me Holla Forums. What the fuck keeps you going?
I don't know, even when I feel stressed I never feel like offing myself.
Austin Phillips
Nothing tbh
I'm just waiting for High school to end and see if I find something I want in life. Otherwise I'll end myself or maybe opt out of society but I wouldn't know why and how
Keep holding on to your gf as long as possible. Not having someone in life to care about when you hate yourself / life is utter shit Advise from someone who is a lonely kissless virgin with no ambitions or joy in life
Ryan Sullivan
take some inderal
Brayden King
you're in high school, you still have a few years to somewhat fix yourself.
Justin Lee
LARPing as a neetsoc
Noah Thompson
Initiative?
When I was unemployed for about a year, I put together a custom PC w/ some savings. If I hadn't had that little diversion it would have been completely empty time.
I try to center myself with structure for achieving goals. Recently I lost 50lbs because I had gotten fat. I'm currently working on moving. I just have worthwhile projects and milestones I reach and anyone I have in my life is simply keeping me company on the ride. I don't overthink it.
family problems?
That being said, if I didn't have good parents or a family, I'd be in a world of chaos. It can't be overstated. If you don't have at least one solid parent in your life you're going to be flapping in the wind for a long time. Eventually you might be able to pull out of your tailspin with sheer force of will.
You make the decision first, then you simply do it.
Andrew Jackson
Maybe just get your girlfriend to suck the pain out of the eye of your dick.
Austin White
tylenol overdose, painless
Elijah Butler
Not enough info.
Tell us about yourself.
Justin Williams
tfw
Camden Ward
Get a purpose. It doesn't have to be something useful or great or good, although any combination of those will help justify it. What's important is that you will never give up on it and just let it fill in the void when you think you have nothing.
Nothing to do, feeling bored? Wrong, you could be doing something to fulfil your purpose, any small thing. Feeling stuck? That's okay, your purpose becomes an inevitability if you work through anything that slows you down. After all, giving up is the same as not truly accepting your purpose.
Making your purpose a part of you that nobody can ever truly take from you binds you to this world and builds a foundation to base the rest of your decisions on.
I know it's pretty stupid, but at least I don't have your shitty problem.
Jack Brown
You know, just because its Holla Forums, doesn't mean it has to be a worthless post.
Jason Sanchez
without much info it sound like you lack purpose in your life, what is your profession?
Jack Lewis
Try 26 and no gf. Derp.
Jayden Perez
Perhaps you should visit a professional OP? Ever tried cognitive behavioral therapy? I've heard some good things about it.
Matthew Flores
I don't have one, but I am working towards becoming a welder.
Grayson Long
OP
I don't give a fuck what anyone else in this thread says. they try to fix you. they want to find out what is WRONG with YOU. I'm here to tell you that there is nothing wrong with you.
I understand you.
incomming metaphores
you are not the problem, the world is the problem. people like you and me are sick and tired of being sick and tired. we are a healthy reaction to an unhealthy world. there is no wonder why we feel this way. we want to be cut out of the cancer that is this world. the world is a disease and we are the only pieces that are not sick.
Andrew Miller
Learn to control your anger. You are too old to be kicking and throwing things. All it will take is for the cops to show up and for your gf to say your behavior made her afraid and it's off to share an enclosed space with Tyrone and Pablo for a few nights.
Think you want life over now wait until you have a Domestic Violence conviction on your record.
Jacob Kelly
focus on that, being good at something and proud of what you do does wonders for your mental wellbeing.
Mason Russell
I live in Norway tho, that bullshit would never be enough for a conviction.
Ethan Murphy
Suddenly you realize why some cultures don't see "raping the wife" as a real thing.
Ian Garcia
It might not be domestic violence but throwing a temper tantrum like that is still a cause for arrest in most civilized countries because you are acting violent.
Nicholas Brown
You can act as violent as you like, they can't arrest you for not actually hurting anyone…
Luis Reed
I put off suicide because I know it would crush the people who love me if I killed myself. That's a shitty reason though. You need a reason for yourself.
Good luck OP. Keep going.
Thomas Miller
No destruction of property or vandalism laws in Norway?
Henry Diaz
Not if it's your own damn property.
Camden Sanchez
I mean, you are allowed to break YOUR OWN STUFF.
Caleb Allen
do it faggot, please. Be the first one to not disappoint me!
Zachary Torres
*disappoints you*
Carson Morris
Here we have "communal property" For example you buy a TV with your paycheck but your gf lives with you and uses it too. You can still get arrested for breaking it because you shared it with another person you live with.
Austin Martin
How can you be depressed in NORWAY. You're surrounded be beautiful women 24/7, you have a cradle to grave socialist economy and you're white.
what more do you want?
Noah King
You could be me. I just turned 20 last week in a Mental facility. People here talk to themselves scream at random ass times and throw shit around. Alot of them scare me. Enjoy your life on the outside user.
Angel Gray
I want to be happy.
Ayden Cook
Implying the top 1% of all males aren't getting 98% of all women.