Tfw feel

What user,

What is it?

it's this thread.

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Awful feel

faggot

everyone's got something to say, me:


ever had the feeling that someone else should have had your life because they would actually have a use for the lessons you get from having such a shitty life?

i'm planning to drink myself to death before year end too. got poisoning before, feels acceptable.

describe it, I've been looking for a good way to kill myself for awhile.

lol

Same story here except I'm turning 21 in a few days

you feel nothing; nothing at all. i threw up a lot but couldn't feel a thing. couldn't feel the liquid from my stomach coming up, couldn't feel the sensation of retching. even when i cleaned myself up afterwards i couldn't feel the temperature of the water. hot water just felt a little like pins and needles but that's it. no real temperature sensation. you'd probably feel sick after your body purges it all but if you drink enough i'm sure you'll be long gone by then.

thats a pretty poetic way to go too

got the song from that webm actually.

kek, condolences you had one more year of shit than me, user.

I'm the same guy as op

tfw cant grasp image tracer induced lucid dreams induction

similar story except i'm almost 20 and it's been around 6 years since i became a shut in after i couldn't take my parents feeding me solely on bread, milk and weekend meat

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I'm fucking analmad because AshleyJones isn't going to come back.

what is the objectively best place to shoot for suicide? head could involve desfiguration which wouldn't be so cool if someone bothered with a funeral.
I'm thinking about heart because even if i wanted to i wouldn't be able to be saved and so the chances of pain making me give up and a failed suicide are 0, and save for a hole in my chest my body will be palpitable (but who would bury a shirtless body?). It would also probably be a last second learning experience since i never experienced as much pain as it could probably inflict

if you want to be sure you're dead, one to the brain.
shooting yourself in the heart is very hard and is the leading case of failed suicides.
the head is the best.
if you're that concerned about looking good for the funeral and leaving your family with less trauma i would suggest some other way of suicide.
im sorry you feel this way.

normally i try to do everything as best as possible and as my plan is to die effort or motivation isn't an issue. If i can't buy my own gun to do it i'll go to the nearest police station and use a policeman's gun, it should be fairly easy to find someone busy and with their gun just dangling there since every time i went there they were dragging someone in. for now i masturbate to the most degenerate things i can find and dump retarded amounts of money in video games

got stuck on blogposting for too long
my idea is to take the time to properly locate my heart and shoot it with a shotgun but if that doesn't work it'll just be to the head with whatever the cops got which should be a low price pistol

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what kind of degenerate stuff?
what video games u play?
getting a policeman gun's is probably fairly easy if you're describing it right.
ill see you in Valhalla, brother.

rape, cp, the "normal but not normal" fetishes like piss, face sitting, anal fisting etc. I also let the fag go and looked into trap porn but i cant stomach anything other than bailey jay nothing special. I also got some special snowflake prostitute that charges extra for using the word escort and not being a crackhead
I like racing vidya a lot and so i just went all out on getting some shlomo-approved wheel/pedal/computer/etc setup and everything i liked, i also took a look at new shit games like nfs 2015, plus i took the time with doing things i havent bothered with before like warcraft, starcraft and elona.
it should be easy indeed since most cops here wear some tucked shirt with a slightly restrictive bulletproof vest on top and a huge holster to right or left of their waists that they carry openly