Hi Holla Forums, Britbong here.
I used to browse back on halfchan a few years ago, and recently started lurking here after visiting on a whim.
I've been drifting further right for a few months now, and if you'll indulge me, I'd like to explain why.
I've been living in England my entire life. The village I grew up in had one black family who moved there when I was in my teens. From secondary school onwards, there were a small number of ethnic minorities, some pleasant and some nasty. People vary. I bought into the multiculturalist ideology that was promoted from every direction; the Harry Potter books were a huge influence for that.
I became a communist in Sixth Form after reading Marx, then an ancap during university after reading Rand. Despite what I thought at the time, my base beliefs hadn't changed, only the methodology. "Everyone is equal and we'll all get along so long as everyone is equal." As a communist, I believed in actively making everyone equal (redistribution of wealth etc.) As an ancap I believed that the free market would put everyone on an equal footing to make the best of their life.
In both instances, I did not believe that there was a fundamental difference between ethnic groups or cultures, although I think that deep down I did know but chose to ignore it as it did not fit with my world picture that had been built over 20 or so years. I argued against borders as an evil and outdated concept, and then I argued that immigration is a good thing because it can improve the economy (free movement of labour). I pretended not to notice as the languages spoken in public became more and more diverse, to a point where it's just likely to hear Arabic or Polish spoken as English.
Let that just sink in for a moment.
I live in a very small town in the heart of England, yet I'm just as likely to hear foreign languages spoken in public as I am my own language.
Not a day goes past when I don't hear about an attack by Muslim people, although you'll rarely hear them identified as such. It's always "A British man" or "a Brit of Pakistani/Arabic/Afghanistani/ect. heritage."
Everything that has been happening in Britain and on mainland Europe this past year has really shaken me up and made me realise what a fucking retard I've been. I've accepted the truths that I denied for so long. Differences between ethnicities exist. Differences between cultures exist and some cultures are better than others. Immigration is dangerous and borders are a good idea, but well guarded borders are better. Our leaders have opened the floodgates and now I fear that it's too late to change things peacefully. The mob is already here and it's well into its mission to take over.
I do not want to become a minority in my own country. Especially not with what kind of culture I know will take over.
I don't know what to do, Holla Forums, and I'm fucking terrified.