It's not fine, it just caused by capitalism and culture which are intertwined but with capitalism being predominate.
Now that I know that it's a big relief, I can be myself instead of blaming myself, which ironically makes me a better more personal man able to get pussy on a semi regular basis for once.
I'm not fat, Marxism and to a lesser degree Anarchism has given me something to work for, namely the end of capitalism.
I was fat though, and it was because I was alienated. I was on this hamster wheel, I was intelligent enough to realize it, just not intelligent enough to understand how I got on it or how it works.
The superstructure aka culture conditions you to blame yourself for all the oppression you suffer under capitalism. Which I did, which put me in this self reinforcing destructive cycle. I'd blame myself and get depressed for failing to meet my needs and wants, that depression would make me less effective in presuing opportunities and alternative solutions to my problems, which made my problems worse, which made me more depressed etc.
I'm not saying everything wrong in my life is because of capitalism, but a great majority of it is. For me that was a huge weight off my shoulders, and again ironically am a better worker at work and made me workout because I'm aware of how my exploitation works and I want to mitigate it as much as possible.
I literally used to think like this before I learned about Marxism. But I just play the game now, I seduce girls that are poor and where I represent a material improvement to their conditions.
All you need is a girl that's not over weight, everything else about women that men find attractive is litterally just hair and makeup. I pay for them to get fixed up, and then I fuck my self made waifu.
This won't work on white girls though, so your going to have to let go of your racist spooks if this is going to work.
I'd tell you to get a sex worker to start you off so you'll calm the fuck down about your sexual frustration, but I still occasionally indulge in the hobby and I don't want people like you to ruin it.