Are there any games/vns that have made you feel truly loved/cared about? I'm going through a rough time right now and considering suicide. I want a game that makes me feel like there's someone who cares about me and/or loves me. A vn is acceptable also I guess, if it's good.
Alternatively: What's the best way to kill yourself in a country where it's hard to get a gun? Exit bag?
Play any mmo or team shooter and you will long for the sweet comfy blanket of solitude
I'll love you, user
/thread
I've been playing WoW and it is pushing me more towards the suicide option as I feel like what I'm doing has no meaning.
No you won't, user, no-one will.
Any MMORPG with decent community like FF14 will do.
let's fuck
>No you won't, user, no-one will
user, I truly understand how you feel. I'm a wheelchair bound loner, I what that "nobody loves me" feeling is like.
*I know what
I'm tired, sorry for the typos.
Quit playing MMO and do some exercise
Read up stuff on space and realize being upset about videogame is itself meaningless.
Did you know there are planets made entirely of diamond, or lightning bolts that are hundreds of lightyears long?
People like you make me feel bad. You have actual problems. I just whinge about how lonely I am on the internet. I feel like an angsty teenager
I go to the gym 3 times a week. I was also jogging 3 times a week until recently when it started to annoy me. I'm not upset about video games, I'm upset because no-one will love me and I have no friends. I just play video games to pass the time from cradle to grave. Yes I know lots of interesting things. It is no comfort to me that the universe is interesting.
Hot wheels?
No.
HW is in a wheelchair due to a disease, I'm in one due to being hit by a car.
God OP you're such a pussy
Saya no Uta.
Got a link for that? Been wanting to play it and not sure where to get it.
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I honestly wish I'd been born ugly sometimes so that people would stop fucking talking to me.
The only thing I have anymore is my vidya and desire to one day write a comic. Turns out I have facial blindness though so learning to draw is even more of a fucking bitch than it would be normally.
erogedownload.com
This should work. If not I can get you a mega link if this thread is up tomorrow.
Try google. There's a site that has all the vns. Pretty sure it has a dark blue background and a really shit layout.
>I'm in one due to being hit by a car.
Holy cow, that's tarrible. Was it at least your fault?
Checked that out and either I'm too retarded to figure out how to download from that site or it's not available for free
I guess.
I was very young and wandered onto the road.
Don't listen to any of these fags OP
MMOs and multiplayer sjhit will only leave you with a shallow feeling.
Dedicate your time with a good singleplayer release or a VN
Persona 5, most fun I've had playing a game in years. Improved on the formula that Persona 3&4 and nearly perfected it imo.
Jump in front of a train, or put your neck on the rail when it gets close for easy decapitation. Either way you'll die super fast. Might want to drug yourself up before doing it so you don't chicken out at the last second.
Well, even tho I can walk, I sit on a chair anyway. I guess if you're on a chan, you would have done the same. You probably haven't lost anything important.
Then you just have to do it again to end your suffering user :^)
Persona 5 is fucking trash
Neck yourself
Sure thing user :^)
Ar Nosurge. Also Ciel Nosurge if you know moon.
>>>/trash/
Spinal injury or amputation?
You're right, those picture books you like do belong in the trash.
Amputation.
I lost most of my right leg and some of my left leg.
Go back to your containmment thread
After you stop reading kiddie picture books I will.
How much do you weigh?
Persona kiddies, everyone.
Would be great if you can, seems like the files are corrupted. If the thread is not up could you go over the the share thread and post it there?
Around 85-90 pounds, why?
I'll stop reading kiddie books when you stop playing shit games.
Go grind some more
After hearing how good the music was in 3 and DDS I get even angrier at how shitty the SNES's sound was and how fucking nintendo in general constantly skimps on audio processors and good licensed codecs.
go die in a corner
SMT kiddies, everyone.
Yeah playing games is boring. I should just read a generic picture book, with generic looking characters and plot instead. At last I see the light.
Because I can bench press over 200 pounds, I'd easily be able to use you as a deluxe sex toy.
This is some nice shitposting going on.
Hey no bully the smt kiddies. I'd be upset if my game got killed off and replaced by it's superior spin off series too. :^)
We have I.Ds here, moeshit dumbass. You're the only one derailing, kiddo.
I'll drop it in there when I get a chance tomorrow.
Fucking lewd
D-do you happen to live near Alaska?
SMT is dead
And you fags killed it
Considering how shallow the JRPG mechanics and the characters are in Persona 5, thats literally all you're doing faggot while pretending not do so.
Press up and aim at yourself faggot
We all know you started playing the series with either 3 or 4 due to all the shilling and dumbing down with waifufaggotry.
Kill yourself
I need more Nitroplus in my life
wew
WEW enjoy SMT 5 on the 4DS :^)
I think your going about this the wrong way you want a game that lets you take care of someone else. That or something like a total war game where you can just sort of loose yourself for hours.
he ain't the one who got triggered by mentioning a series.
This, except I was going to mention Xbox Live.
i guess that might also work. The taking care of someone thing, not the total war thing.
1. Helium mask
2. Cutting a vein (arm, leg, throat, armpit)
3. Jumping off a very high cliff, head first, into concrete
4. Attaching a heavy weight to yourself and drowning
5. Buy cyanide or other and poison yourself
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Try one of those porn games like princess trainer.
It won :^)
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The jews always win
OP has probably killed himself by now.
Seems I got you a bit riled up with that, eh?
And no, I live several thousand miles away from Alaska.
They should have all been gassed tbh
Probably for the best tbh, since this threads been ruined by me and the smt autist.
True.
if you got a wii or can emulate it there is pandora's tower there is also nier or teaching feeling if you're ok with a hentai game.
look at yourself
Every day on the mirror lad
I'm right there with him. It's irritating to see this happen to Atlus. Why don't these persona dipshits stay in their containment thread. It's bad enough that series has contaminated other devs and now it contaminates other threads. Those games don't help you with being lonely nor did his recommendation.
No one should ever kill themselves
https:// pastebin.com/79frDv20
Goddamn you, when you say things like that I expect you to own up to them.
At this rate I'll always be a virgin
Yeah man, how dare people mention games I don't like. This needs to be banned, where's that kike Mark when I need him?
Don't worry user, I'm sure one day someone will use your mutilated body as an onahole
first, it's not a game, second it's actually gonna make you feel more lonely and depressed
I don't mind that. Been looking for something to make me depress for a while now.
Anything designed to cure loneliness will only make you feel more alone.
The only remedy to loneliness is to talk to someone. And in saying that, know that there are people out there that truly do care about you.
persona game (3 onwards) are pretty good for pretending you have friends that actually give a fuck about you
I doubt that.
What I really want is somebody who I could wrap my arms around and say, with complete sincerity, "I love you", but I have to be more realistic than that.
Yeah work on that human onahole thing, better chances of it happening. Someone's more likely to lift your torso up and down on their dick then saying they love you.
Hey, it's not nice to lie to the poor user.
Wait until (non-shit) VR comes along and you can simulate human contact
I remember you user. Still hunting that boipussy huh?
If you want I can sit on your cock and then we ride to the sunset.
Just love yourself fag.
I'll be your imouto user kun! You can wrap your arms around me and say 'i love you'!
No such thing
because each game will only remind you from time to time
that everyone else you know is out there being normal
and you don't know anyone else you can relate to
or you've alienated those who do
that's why you're here user
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Just keep looking around until you can find somebody to look past your problems.
Is he a regular here? I've never seen him post before.
He told his story in another thread a couple months or so back. Forget what thread it was though.
he seems nice so don't bully
Thank you. I try to be a nice person to the people around here, they're hardworking and kind. There's a shopkeeper around here who always helps me into his store, it has a little stairway leading up to the entrance so I can't get in otherwise
At least you got railed.
Give natural selection another chance.
If you want a social simulator then get Persona 5
It has a waifu for all tastes and you even get friends
...
The company of another human.
Artificial Academy 2.
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While drowning yourself in fiction, no matter if anime, light novels or videogames, or even real life shit like mindlessly partying and screwing stupid women every weekend, it's only a temporary rush of feeling alright. If you really want to keep going, i advise you to find something or someone to live for, anything that gives actual reason to live. I've hit rock bottom some years ago, but then ironically found reason in something that i previously thought to be the most boring thing in the world. And once i found live to be alright again, i even found someone to live it with.
I won't tell you to not kill yourself, but if you do, you'll miss out on one of the the best things possible, a live to enjoy. It could be closer than you think, but you need to go and get it yourself, because no else one will and the world owes you nothing.
t. user who was just one inch to sudoku himself.
How do you know we dont ascend into 5th dimensional energy beings and laugh at lesser dimensions, the same way we laugh at twitter?
>>>/r9k/
dubs
Anything by Obsidian is a good enough RPG experience that I can pretend I have friends for a while.
Get a waifu user
We have threads every wednesday
The second one sounds like an Earthbound song. Summers theme, maybe.
These threads are full of avatarfags. They call themselves by the names of their waifus, that's terrible. They aren't even pretending to be anonymous anymore.
they don't have to, they're under Mark's direct protection
The idea of a 4 am thread is fine, to me. Though currently its a circlejerk and unbearable.
At the very least, at least the avatarfags have the decency to stay in their containment thread
well 4am used to be fun to be in
then came along the avatarfags and claimed it as their and mark sided with them, despite banning them multiple times
There's waifu wednesday crossposters and that spider faggot used to be on the same level as Marco/Makoto autist in the draw threads.
Try some squad based games.
Baldur's gate
Wasteland 2
Kenshi
they all have the comfy community feel without actually retards getting in the way.
Tyranny. Tyranny is good.
This. I have like thirty LN tabs open in another browser window, and follow at MINIMUM, one hundred separate manga series (many of which are also LNs) to keep myself distracted. I haven't eaten for a full day, nor drunk more than a sip of tea in that time, and I don't feel any worse for it. Just came off of a week of being sick with pneumonia, and all the previous elation I had felt before being sick has now apparently been coughed up and spit out.
4AM is a trap. It just lets you reiterate and reinforce the ideas that your existence is complete hell, until any change is horribly uncomfortable. The phrase "stuck in a rut" exists for a reason. You strengthen certain pathways by focusing on them, making it harder to deviate from them, even if they're headed toward a ravine.
If you're dead set on killing yourself, look up "four winds shotgun". Chemical options are inconsistent and fail in the worst possible ways. No matter what you do, fire should be used to cover everything.
It used to be a gathering place for insomniacs and those with stories to tell. Grab a coffee and have a talk with someone from another walk of life.
Now it's "XDD I'm so depressed, no really I'm so depressed!" and it breaks my heart.
You're always told that everybody has their own troubles to carry, but that means fuck all to you when you're down in the gutter all alone. Meeting others who are stuck with you at the bottom can be a good thing.
The problem is the two extremes.
or
Misery loves company, but for the wrong reasons. Even then, being told to "cheer up", like it's so simple, ever has a positive effect on anyone's mood or overall outlook.
The only thing that I've found that works is a complete change of pace. Get the fuck away from the things that wear you down, be they work, investigating corruption, or just certain online communities. Unplug for a while, and even if you can only have a stay-cation, a minimum break of two full weeks should be enough to start a change for feeling better. Problem is, this is not a permanent fix, only a means of letting one see that things can be different. By cutting off all of the negative stimuli, you are changing your brain chemistry day-by-day, but since you're made of meat, that is not permanent unless you make it permanent.
in that case i recommend not reading the entire 4 am threads. just saying what you feel at the moment. someone may respond and you can go from there, you neednt get the entire picture on the thread.
Alo sage for your shitty blog/req thread
If you're gonna encourage an user to play a shit game just for the community, you're not doing him any good. There are plenty of good games with good communities. Try RO private servers. At least that game is fast paced and has a lot of customization on builds and actually enjoyable guild vs guild pvp.
well that is a given
you gotta have the will to keep on living in you, nobody can give you that, especially over the internet
but usually coming here means that you're keeping the spark from fading away completely in hopes to find shelter and let the fire rekindle properly so you can sit around it with others one day who seek to do the same and share your stories with them
I see where you're coming from with this, but not everyone lives the same way. There's people who go out of their ways to help others, there's people who need to be needed.
It's a great feeling when you make someone smile genuinely.
I found that simple things as being someone other can rely on can flush away many a bad thoughts and pain.
I'd say that unwinding and taking breaks is a necessity every now and then, but one should definitely not run away day by day.
being selective about these will only turn you into a weenie
you can't shelter yourself from all bad things, instead you gotta grab them by the balls and get rid of them
Grabbing (((bad things))) by the balls and "getting rid of them" doesn't facilitate a long and happy life, though.
4u
Those bad things will never leave, you can shut your eyes and ears all you want but you'll always know they're there.
To me that's even worse than tackling the issues, knowing they are there and that I am running from them day in day out.
why would i waste my time with something i dont care about? the threads are what you make of them.
just a reminder if you're gonna commit suicide remember to take out some people who trully deserve it with you.
not kids, you faggot.
more like, public defenders, prosecutors, cops or any kind of politician.
Fuck off Antifa.
Well, when everyone worth talking to is driven out you'll start caring.
Granted, it's not much fun taking out the trash but if you don't do it you'll find yourself in a bad spot in the long run.
like i said it doesnt concern me, so how would it drive all the people out who i think are worth talking to?
VN and dating sims are your best bet. There is a bunch of good ones. I even played some alright fan-made ones too.
It's not even that anymore. It's just a sad circle-jerk.
This is true love looks like.
That it is. To them the thread dying is because everyone else was mean to them and not them driving out anons en masse by coming into a place where nobody wanted them.
That's pretty much how they lead their lives.
Saya is their best game in my opinion. The writing isn't exactly Planescape but it FEELS like comfy hell. If you're a depressive sad sack who feels abandoned by others the game will fill a certain niche no other can.
I don't even know what you're on about but you have good taste in GG mains.
Where are you from OP? Gotta confirm something
I just play Doom 2. It usually cheers me up a little. I've played it an awful lot now, though.
If you're going to go with hanging make sure to lock the door. Somebody found me before I was dead but I have brain damage now.
Didn't Ritsu-fag also reveal his waifu to his mom and dad? Fucking faggot runs both the waifu threads AND 4am now. 4am used to be the chillest shit until those moe-fags came along.
He's worse than Val IMO. Speaking of which, where the fuck did Val go; did he finally fuck off?
I don't have the balls to do it on my own. When I go out it'll be by cop; Mark or Trudeau, everyone? Your choice.
everyone in the thread pls add me lets be friends
steamcommunity.com
why haven't you tried again?
Holy shit fuck off 4chan newfag. Lurk more you dumbass.
Can confirm: This game makes you feel like you've had the best friends anyone could ever ask for for years.
Warning: The game takes them away in the true ending.
Suggesting:
Metal Gear Solid V
When you return to base, all the soldiers there are friendly and treat you like their best buddy.
You even get a cutscene on your birthday that's probably one of the most heartwarning scenes I've ever seen in a video game because it's so cheesy but perfectly captures the charm of the director saying "Let's give the player a birthday party".
I have to live with my parents now, I have no door on my room, and I'm just burnt out. At this point I'd rather lay down in bed and not get up. I'm only awake now because I had to pee.
sorry, but I hate niggers
Acquire a helium tank and a gas mask. It's not expensive (100$ for both at most. Masks are like 15$.) and the lungs physically cannot tell the difference between air and helium.
Go home, fourchan.
It'll have to wait. I drank away my last disability check pretty quickly. I don't really want to try again right now anyway. I would be content to just lay down and die quietly. As is I just play Doom 2, drink, and listen to Nujabes all day.
I'm just suggesting is all. If you may kill yourself on the next check though how about trying to get a hobby like map making for games, modelling, coding, art, or music? Might as well see if you like anything before you die.
Getting into dev helped me through hard times.
Also the masks really are cheap if you get a Russian one. Oversize it and tape it to your face for a tight yet comfortable feel.
You fucking bet he did.
I don't think he makes the waifu thread OP.
It's usually this Xion nigger.
speaking of which, waifu threads are now LOL threads, so please come by next wednesday and help shitpost them to hell
hardly
as far as we know he isn't french and doesn't diddle kids
he's just a loner who ruined the fun for everyone else in a thread that didn't want him in it and now it's everyone else's fault
to hell I hope
Shit nigga, how does that brain damage affect you?
Buy me a game as a sign of goodwill and i will :^)
I can link you some resources for these things. At the least you'll die a little less pathetically if you make a masterpiece. Your parents also probably consider you a failure with a very low bar so even doing something like learning kindergartener–tier art would give them some happiness.
You should find some more chillhop music to listen to.
There's a ton of it out there and it's a real good feeling to find a dozen new albums to listen to.
what kinda brain damage do you have if you don't mind me asking? you seem capable of proper speech and whatnot.
I just can't or don't want to do most of my old hobbies anymore. I miss riding my bike around.
Trouble moving properly and thinking in general, mostly. Get confused a lot and have to use gestures or other words to express what I mean because my brain will kind of hitch and get stuck trying to remember a word. The problems getting around are at least partly physical injuries though. I'm clumsy and fall a lot and stuff. Messed up my ankle and knee and stuff over the years.
The sad part is 2 years ago they were proud of me.
I'm not sure what would hit the exact spot this stuff does. It's mostly Luv(sic) that I listen to. I have all 6 parts in one file.
>waifu threads are now LOL threads, so please come by next wednesday and help shitpost them to hell
this one time I'm gonna be your personal army because I hate them too
/thread forever
I've got one OP. It's called "Accept Christ as your Lord and Savior." After I played this, I never felt lonely again.
games, user
I don't know, sounds like CIA to me
It's for the greater good!
and to fuck with autists :^)
This kind of shit is why you have no friends, faggot.
Fuck off.
Download some Nomak albums.
Muziq & Foto immediately comes to mind.
There are a lot of Nomak compilation albums, too. I think most of them are worth a listen. Delete the ones that don't gel with you and keep the ones you do.
There's a compilation group that basically makes best-of-chillhop albums quarterly, and they show off newcomers to the genre.
chillhop.bandcamp.com
Download the Chillhop Essentials albums and the Essenchills albums. Take the songs you like and look up the artist.
If you like Luv(sic), then you might be interested in other rap/hip hop groups.
They're usually a bit more up-tempo than chillhop and the faster beats might actually perk you up pretty well.
He died years ago. The site is run by jews now.
Play Pathologic, see what happens when people care about eachother.
No, really, I find slightly dark games help cope better with depression than cheery ones.
I'll look into it all later today, thanks. I'm playing Doom 2 right now. I mostly like Luv(sic) for the lyrics, I think. Themes of love and stuff. The instrumentals on part 2 hit me pretty hard though.
Even if the gun is incredibly cheap, it doesn't cover shells. Keep in mind in some blueballed states, you need a standard license to even buy ammo - otherwise, people could just assemble an Uzi/AK-47 kit for ~$200 and be done with it. The closest solution is using the Darknet to have someone else buy your ammo or stealing from your gun nut neighbor a couple rounds, but I don't think even /k/ has anything to say about that.
Also, anybody who says Helium exit bag hasn't been paying attention recently. Helium shortages since 2012 have started companies like Balloon time to mix air with Helium, causing the brain to be less starved over time to where you're more likely to be found alive than dead. I've heard butane being a good replacement for it, but last time I asked for it they thought I meant propane. I managed to find Butane, but they required welding torches to work. However, they make carbon monoxide when lit, so you can die if you had a closed environment where you couldn't burn anything.
Meanwhile, you can mix bleach and alcohol to make chloroform, which not only knocks you out, but doesn't cause rusting and other property damage unlike chlorine. If there's a way to make it more portable than mixing it in a bucket, you can mix it with a bunch of other methods to still the nerves as you die.
So, best ways I can devise so far:
1. Make your bathroom a DIY gas chamber with tape, tarp/plastic sheets, and torches. Find a way to stand the torches up and stay up, tape up the room and torches for a constant gas flow, light them up and wait. Feel free to strike a buddhist pose. If the torches go out, there's enough CO to kill you in the room.
2. Make a DIY gas chamber out of your car with tape, bleach, and alcohol. Tape up all doors, window cracks, and vents; mix the chemicals in the bucket (make sure to do half and half), and wait. If you survive and a cop's tapping on your door, you don't have enough chemicals or your spot isn't remote enough.
3. Lay your head on the tracks before the crack of dawn so the train can hardly see you. Helps to have chloroform, booze, and/or meds so you have slow reaction. Try to go up the track as far as you can so the train will reach top speed and no witnesses.
4. Just get a rope and head to the forest preserve/highway forest. If you do this at night, most parking lots will be closed and be crawling with cops, forcing you to walk. Use your rope to climb the tree. Try making your rope as short as possible, but if you make it long enough and have a tall enough tree, your neck will snap instantly.
That's what I have so far. Thoughts?
Dont you fucking die, user! we need your UIP
aw man, a tribe called quest is dope af. great band
If you end up looking for rap music, I'd suggest MF Doom (and the dozen other names he's gone by).
Generally considered to have some of the most intelligent lyrics in rap history. Sometimes a bit overrated but I'd be a lair if I didn't say he's one of the best.
Plus it might help to listen to songs like this that are just stupid fun instead of focusing on any particularly deep themes.
It's been years and I still struggle to keep up with all the double and triple meanings in this song, and he still manages to rhyme almost every other word in parts.
All things are for your good, you know? Romans 8:28
Guess I'll check that out too. I kind of have trouble focusing on a lot of music, I get distracted and the next thing I know it's all over. At least with this I don't miss any of it. Does usually upset me, though. I should probably take a break from it.
You can also install windows 10.
I got the same feeling after that.
yeah, CIA says the same thing
God isn't a person though.
No.
JUST LIKE GET GF
Oh shit that really sounds so bad, i feel sorry for you.
Go away you fucking asshole.
okay weakling
OP wanted someone that makes him feel truly loved and cared, hence why i said that.
Rope is very common.
I don't really like social simulation parts of games since they're really shallow and I never actually feel anything for the characters. They also get really repetitive and get boring after some time.
So go for multiplayer games, but most are also shallow. People want to compete, not socialize while playing something like a shooter or something.
You could go for mmos, but they are so dull.
Spacestation13 can get pretty fun depending on the community, I haven't played it recently nor seen a thread on Holla Forums.
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Waited to do this on my birthday a few months ago and it sure as hell made me all warm inside.
Just wished Quiet was there to celebrate too.
SMT mainline is dead
DEAD
NuATLUS MURDERED IT
The last mainline title was Strange Journey on the DS and that was terrible because it made Lucifer a third-party woman, gave us the useless "muh michevious angel" Mastema, and turned the Law route into a Lady Gaga concert.
- though everything else about SJ was great.
Then comes SMTIV and SMTIV-2 which SAVAGE the lore, SAVAGE the protagonists of the other games (and gives them voices too), RUINS the archangels, Lucifer (who is now just a regular highschool girl, not even carrying the trait of being blond and blue-eyed he had the WHOLE SERIES I know he had two colored eyes in older games but you know what I mean ), Masakado is a swamp monster hero, the main characters are wimpy power rangers, oh OH AND DID I MENTION THAT
SOME RANDOM MANLET FRUIT WITH A PUNK HAIRCUT IS THE NEW YHVH I FORGOT THAT HUH
NO. NO SMT IS DEAD. I want as little mainline SMT as possible now; it would just be NuAtlus bludgeoning a dead horse that they themselves murdered.
I dare a single one of you dolts to come out and say "no but its good tho because its not persona"
I will take an eternity of personas over another single beating of my favorite series just because YOU want more mainline SMT from the group that utterly destroyed it.
Oh and DON'T even get me started on what they did to YHVH!
This is putrid and purile. If you want more mainline SMT from these people then you probably liked this game, and if you did then
YOU are the problem
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It's more frustrating than anything. So frustrating I cry sometimes.
had to clean up cat poop and got distracted. My cat is very old and poops in stupid spots now
Doesn't help when Persona becomes the main Shin Megami series. I'm getting tired of high school kids and their faggotry.
I can understand that, mate. I feel the same. It's part of why I'm interested in Caligula since its written by the writer for Persona 2 and Digital Devil Saga. The plot is about high school kids who are not all kids, and all of them are trapped in false world repeating a cycle of highschool days endlessly.
I think it might be his personal jab at what Persona has become.
Just a shame the combat plays at a silky smooth 5fps.
I blame vidya
I blame those sick digits.
undertale :^)
When you're a failure but you know you dindu nuffin it feels kind of good in a way. Like when you don't try but you know you never had a chance anyway. It's a relief of sorts.
It seems like it would be nice because it would alleviate the guilt of letting them down.
Your lucky, user. As stated on my previous post my mother fucked me up. The way she fucked me up resulted in me doing a lot of bad shit and this allowed her leverage over me.
She used to tell me to kill myself and now denies ever doing anything like that.
* you're
Well, nothing much can be done about the fps if it's on a handheld. Maybe in a decade or 2 we can get it in English fansubbed
Can you live with that? I would've killed myself if that happens to me.
Naw nigga, if you're here you must have a mental illness or disability of some sort, if you're not and still a hopeless sperg, i fucking hate you, faggot.
Sick digits though.
As much as this post is a meme, the goatmom thing might make OP feel loved/cared about
Reported.
Just rape your mom, it will make you fell better, user.
Trying to kill myself is what got me here in the first place. I'll probably try again eventually.
I am many things; a rapist is not one of them.
You fucking retard where is the source?
Wait, are you saying that you would bang your mom if it was consentual?
I was wondering the same thing and found it. Tagged as incomplete though.
exhentai.org
Danke familia
Hahaha you fucking primitive, enjoy your disgusting unshapely (((women))) as she steal your money and fuck other men.
Well shit, i won't stop you, i feel that it's better to just end it all than keep suffering.
Cmon nigga, retribution time, do it and pretend you never do shit the next day.
It'll probably be a while. Apathy is pretty powerful.
You wouldn't?
Which has no connection to the mainline story, unless you find Metatron in NG+. Clearly meant to be a spinoff title.
Lucifer has sat on the sidelines in SMT1, letting the Chaos Hero do the dirty work while acting as a prometheus of sorts. SMT3 originally didn't have his path in the first release, so it's more of a bonus ending. So that makes roughly half the time, Lucifer doesn't really care, much like Stephen in SMT4. As for him showing up as a girl, SJ was testing the waters to how much Lucifer can hide his identity. The only hints that SMT4's Louie was in drag was school uniform in which none exist, red eyes, and a Japanese, gender-neutral name for light.
The Japs are too goody-two-shoes with these games, Mastema was a good compromise so that a single angel going rogue is more dangerous than a parliament of angels deeming good to be too whack for this world.
It's very clearly an alternate universe, the only common tie with SMT1 is Stephen.
Only in one DLC where it's a dream sequence calling back to SMT1. That's not to be taken as literal canon, just fanservice.
Although half the designs are complete shit and half are salvageable with a touch up (Gabriel and Raphael), angels were originally described as incomprehensible. Kaneko's designs were too safe for the art style and tone of the game, so a touch up was needed for the shock value. There was no single artist though, so half of the designs were stinkers.
Despite him being turned into a golem of Tokyo and warped into the plot's needs, it doesn't really break the character - Masakado was always a fencesitter since SMT1, but he'd give anyone his sword for conquest if he deemed them worthy. Having him pushed into the limelight of the plot was nice for a change.
They're the byproducts of the millenial kingdom that is Mikado, so of course they're teenagers with attitude. That doesn't make them stick together, as Flynn decides midgame which one he can call his one true friend (assuming Navarre is the 4A route). Also, just because their character is subtle doesn't mean it doesn't exist - Flynn's a bored fisherman, Johnathan would've been a rich furfag in the modern day, Walter is a Holla Forumslack, and Isabeau is a simple-minded fujoshit. Navarre's growth in 4A just shows how much characterization was constrained and took a backseat to the general plot, and how the lack of developing character during the fetch quest moments screwed people's perception of them.
That's just one route, you could say the same for Flynn being an emo faggot and saying the white were right. The bonds ending was written for the people who like Persona and needed the happiest ending possible, and if you can't handle that, take the neutral anarchy route and fuck over your friends. Sure, the choice could've been more organic, such as a sacrifice alter locking Krishna & Flynn away and requires a demon or party sacrifice to pass through the gateway, but 4A was meant to be an expansion ending in the first place where you just punch [VAPORWAVE NOISES] in the face.
Anyways, the biggest mark on Apocalypse was that it emulated Persona too much, and although the game wasn't wholly bad, the plot could've been done a lot better. Still think that SMT5 can get it right, if they stop with the bogus DLC add-ons.
So if Odin's theorized as the new Law route, who wants to bet Kek will be the new Chaos route?
Play some Katamari Damacy and just kick back and take it easy.
go be a part of some online community
bam, now you have real friends. Alternatively you could suffocate yourself in some big fantasy, but that tends to massively deteriorate your social skills as you forget how to talk to people.
i can relate.
I'm just a loser who dropped out of college and still lives with his parents. It hurts because they had a lot of hope in me, and they were proud of me, and i just let them down time and time again. When I got a job a year ago they were really proud of me. I wonder if I even have the capacity to make it on my own at this point. I'd love to move out and have my own neetbox or something, but on top of $10k for student loans, I don't even have a car of my own (yet).
Drowning myself in videogames eases the pain though. Same for porn, since I don't drink or smoke. But the porn is a double-edged sword. Because afterwards when I go to sleep, i just feel even lonelier, knowing i'll never get any or have any sort of meaningful relationship with a cute girl What kills me is that whenever I have a nice bit of small talk to a girl, or she starts being just friendly in general, i have to sort of pull myself aside and remember that this is what NORMAL people do all the time with people they don't hate; they have a nice chat, they smile, nod their heads, and are cordial. There's nothing special about it in the end. (there was a webcomic I saw that was sort of like this, the self-insert guy in the comic was at a party drinking "Reality" while his waifu laughed at him for thinking the positive social interaction with a woman was anything special.)
sage for blogposting
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Are you saying that doing actual sodoku puzzles took you out of depression?
>No you won't, user, no-one will.
>plz no bully
bitch I say what I want when I want nigger…
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The only game that solves that problem is Russian Roulette
Oh shit I remember you. I take it you never got to do gay stuff with that slutty nigger then?
Go on
Do you still have that comic?
Just get a dog.
yeah, found it after a bit of digging through my folders
Do you really not see the difference?
You're practically me to the T, man. Except I've learned to cope with the help of cheap bourbon.
Get a doggo with a big knot >:3
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I get that a lot
Give source now.
Yay depression game time.
Pokemon Channel, help me after my pet iguana died. WOOOOOOO YAY FUCKING FUN TOO COME BACK TO THIS TOPIC!
hahaha…I don't feel so well anymore.
got anymore of this artist?
Don't worry. You'll meet your maker someday.
Morality is non-existent, and if it does exist then it is subjective and has no real worth.
I doubt our god would care for one person out of his many creations.
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Fuck off, leftist.
yeah
am not a leftist.
Your 9th grade interpretation of cause and effect won't stop me from breaking your skull when you fuck with me, idiot.
I'm not surprised.
dude what.
all am saying morality doesn't exist.
and if it does exist, then it's subjective.
am not saying that a person isn't responsible for their actions, retard.
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i don't, unfortunately.
Here you go. Take your pick:
Oh user
Being cared for won't relieve the feeling of existential crisis. Having goals does
I know it sounds like the faggiest shit ever but P3 helped me through one of the darkest periods in my life. I enjoyed stuff like Nocturne and DDS later but there was something special about it at the time.
Games are escapism. They won't address any of your actual problems.
get really drunk then take a bunch of benadryl 20 gets you high, try to x2 that and you'll be hallucinating and body will be shutting down. go for it!