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Ui a pedo
grim if i said i were going to live behind your home where would that place be/what would it look like?
Also there is no such thing as psychopathy or sociopathy. Those are not real clinical terms, they were made up by Hollywood.
ASPD covers those two terms, but the terms have no meaning in psychology, and the DSM does not use them.
It was lit for a second, but now it's just being dragged out
"i read wikipedia and am now an expert" - ui and the trap brigade
aspects of globalism is the only way the human race continues.
humans exist on a tiny, flimsy layer on a rock hurdling through space.
"Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot."
nationalism is pathetic.
Fuckin weeb pos
I can believe you being psychotic - you're clearly delusional as fuck. But if you really had ASPD you'd be doing everything in your power to avoid doctors and avoid telling anyone about it.
You're an edgy kid who needs the attention.
Remember: a six to eight foot drop is optimal for hanging yourself <3
Ui get fucked you scumbag.
Drink some fucking nleach and drain away that excessive grease you've accumulated from your pedo adventures in the park.
I'd ditch a lot of weeb stuff.
but this calms you down way too good
a bare backyard
you're not living behind my house
when you wake up at 5:15pm
hello everyone ^^
drinking bleach doing anything other than being unpleasant
I mean he's already miserable and we already know he's a tard so what use is adding bleach going to do?
Help, I'm brain dead and this drama wall is like... stumped me in my tracks.
What do I do? Shit is so retarded that it makes me feel a little smarter.
Allisin, scarlet, ui do us a favour and fucking kill yourselves
I'm not having a stake in this argument. But I can tell you for a fact he has ASPD. I've taken the same courses as you.
Don't be a killjoy for my sake
ui started out so well ;_ ; why did he have to drop "im a psychopath" and ruin it
What's this drama about?
Good evening to you
how you fail at life
IT'S TOO STRONG
I CAN'T TAKE IT
Fish told ui "no" to their grubby hands and shits spiraled
why not?? cant i just live there until i find bc?
Crazy people being crazy people
I don't know
i don't believe you, you're like 12.
Shalom ally koom
Why must you be so sour?
Well not the exact same ones
Psychology of Interpersonal Relationships
I wonder if that dipshit honestly believes he'll convince anyone of this shit...
because you're here
but i want tooooooooooo
i wont bother u ill just be out there in a tent
I have done everything to avoid going to the Dr. Ever since they helped me realize what I was like 6 years ago
ah god damnit I thought we were done with this.
taking idea from france
we really fucked up there.
I miss weed
I miss xanny
dream team together makes me go from crazy fucker to happy little girl.
I'm 20 silly
But Inside Out was cute
since they helped me realize what I was
Autism is a Hell of a drug, isn't it?
i'm also a member of the BACP.
kinda neat tbh.
no means no
im also an edgy kid that needs attention
And I'm not?
Look at Amy and scoots attacking in a team like vicious dogs. Lay the fuck down you bitches
How's it going Diablo user?
holy shit shut the fuck up Erin
the first coupe of times it was funny but if you legit think you can help people professionally, you're dead wrong
jelly of my mad creds
eh. I won't bore you, but that's not how you determine who is a psychopath. when ui says 36/40, she means out of the PPI; the inventory of psychopathic traits.
screwing people over, taking advantage, lying etc. are all traits, but it needs context, since we all do those things to different degrees.
Psychopaths don't lack a moral compass. Morality itself is an invention. They're just less bothered by bad things, where normal people experience hesitation and stress.
a theory with backing behind it are linked to the size and/or connectivity to the amygdala, the brain structure that determines our arousal/stress/fear.
SOME psychopaths have been proven to anatomically weaker connections, or smaller amydalas.
thus, they feel less stress, less social compulsion, and less fear. which also gives them a reputation for being reckless and wayward.
;_ ; okay then
btw if u see a tent out there it's not me but dont go near it
swedish fish you can crash on my couch for free and you can have unlimited ravioli
Psych classes are fun. Only lectures I've ever enjoyed.
Wish I had all my reading material still but it's all at home in a different state ;_;
If I slash my wrists do I get attention too?
weed + xanax + music makes me feel like I'll truly be able to pierce the heavens some day.
I aint doin shit mayne
did it again.
okay my name is victoria now.
Throw me a slow ball and I have to swing, darling.
I'm going to burn it
or do I need antidepressants and more drugs
Ui fucking die you scumbag theiving pedo
Psychopathy is NOT a fucking medical disorder, it's a made up term. There's no clinical basis for it.
Why do you guys act like that word means anything?
Bend over and we'll find out
Titan Quest wasn't as fun as I thought it would...too linear. And the skill tree is crap too.
did I get this right?
Because someone asked me about the empathy which I literally have zero
3 hours til thrones time
All these fucking traps going on about shit I don't even care about
Can't we just all talk about how good this fucking coffee is?
Hi, new Amy. How're things?
Just become a loli
I have calmed
dude just stop. i tried so hard to damage control for you.
I liked it better when Amy was depressed/suicidal
So he steals kids or steals from kids?
Ah shit son, you wanna talk about hot drinks?
I've been going around towns like Willy Wonka for the best teas and coffees.
I got some of this Red Date Tea stuff that's absolutely lush.
Because it's fun.
who even makes these
Ah that sucks sorry to hear that buddy
I just picked up all the Witchers and DLC
Never played them before, but a friend talked me into it
nah hes all conservative now
You're dumb, old man.
If lack of empathy is all that makes a psychopath then people with BPD, BPD(depending on severity), ASPD, and ASD(case by case, but more often than not) would all be psychopaths.
He stole from fish to fund his urge to splurge on underage
how are you user? :3
hello new guy~
because it does.
it's exact definition is sketchy, grated, some use it as a synonym for ASPD, some as a term describing ASPD as a genetic trait rather than ASPD acquired through influence, and others define it as a condition overlapping yet distinct from ASPD.
whichever model you follow, it means something.
Oh shit I might be a psychopath :^)
Tokai get fucked
it's a related set of long term, consistent traits and behaviours, that tend to correlate together. like a sound board with dials set to different amounts, for different people. it does mean something.
When will sci drop that shtick? It's been months.
Scarlet, Swedish Fish, and Ui are all the same people tbh
Nobody preferred that, you boob.
You're the one that's new, if you assume that.
nobody cares about your illusions of grandeur, carefully built institutions are of more value that half assed ones built by people who will likely die before they realize their grand plan
I developed mine when my mother tried to kidnap me at 6 and my aunt murdered someone. Watching my grandpa die and then going to 4chan at age 12
Oh, that's fucking gold.
This is why you don't talk about money to anyone because everyone is an idiot with either sticky fingers or butter fingers.
I've been robbed too many times to deal with people with money.
I picked the wrong game! I should've gotten Zoombinis...you remember Zoombinis, right? That old 90s puzzle game they made me and several other kids play back in 3rd grade?
Just dandy. Thinking about buying that new Fallout 4 dlc that adds elevators and shit. How about you?
so is muu being a slut still a thing?
Lolinvest in bitcoins
Post more rad science, pls Grim
thread moving too fast to reply to people in a timely fasion
I'm a white bitch and take my coffee with 3 sugars and 1 cream with a dash of cinamon on top.
I have 3 general moods: Depressed/suicidal, okay, and "I hate everyone"
I tend to fly through them quickly.
Not in the DSM it's not. There's no diagnosis for psychopathy.
That's all I mean.
I'm aware of the academic idea that psychopaths are born and sociopaths are made. But clinically speaking, no such thing.
I have to wait until she gets home
but he gone
im gonna see that profile
then through the genetic/acquired definitions, you have sociopathy, not psychopathy.
but yeah, the term is flexible and means different things to different authorities.
oh are you the Izaya guy? sorry didn't recognize you :x
gonna go to dinner with family in a minute and then SLAM on that homework when I get back
just wasting some time for now
I've never been able to get into fallout, there's so much walking around and dialogue, it got boring so fast :(
'Sup with you?
Should I be surprised? I'll be surprised. Hold on.
clinically speaking there is no such thing as the tummy bug
but you sure as fuck get them
Oh please tell me it was in bitcoins.
I need my weekly dose of idiocy.
Errr... I dunno, I think the title of 'slut of thread' gets passed on to the newest person who uses emoticons.
it still breathes
Never played it lol
I did fuck around with number crunchers, some paint program with weird noises, and a something with a purple ape
Another day. Getting drunk. You?
hey there qt ^^
nice creepy image o.o
edit: lmao that's nyanners fan art? wtf
lets go texas hunting then
kinda miss when it was kuus tbh...
can you just tell me who you are please? ^^
ichigo and toshiro join isis
I mean me being in a good mood is a rare thing and I've somehow sustained it for days with only minor pauses.
neat... why not
I just miss Kuus
You can claim genetics are psychopathic but you also can't claim it isn't something that is developed at an early age. It didn't stem from abuse and I never found these things quite that traumatic. I believe I was born with it from my mothers side of the family considering they all are psychopathics
bottom line is all these damn mentally deranged traps leeching off society need to get some damn jobs #RealTalk
eh. I won't bore you
I've chosen to believe this was an honest mistake.
I suppose, I just think using the terms without a clear definition is stupid. The most accepted academic usage is what you said, psychopaths are born, sociopaths are made.
I just think one should avoid using such terms as it means different things to different people. No clear definition.
But that's part of the fun! Going out, getting lost, and stumbling upon things that horribly maul you.
Aw...none of my other friends don't know what Zoombinis is either.
The only purple ape I know of is Bonzi Buddy.
i miss alot of kuus things... dat skunkchan
user really fukken hater her... so that was fun
What if depression isn't actually a disorder but just a lie that people make up to run away from their problems and are too lazy to actually fix them
Then again Ive never been depressed so I wouldn't know what it's like
They make it sound like its the worst thing in this world lmao
Maybe Clinical Depression is just code word for being a huge babby bitch irl lmao
depression is a chemical inbalance in the brain that prevents you from producing seratonin
that's all true
It's overdiagnosed and means nothing anymore, so you're partially right.
I am surprised. Look how surprised I am. This is my surprised face.
How'd I do?
shut THE FUCK UP
Brb getting food
it's just a slippery slope pattern of being sad-> not doing anything cuz you're sad -> being sad cuz you're not doing anything
You depressed yourself without alcohol blackouts plenty
You didn't give me greeting back. Bad times
it was pepes
what would you know
I went through a phase of it
you take jeb, I need george
Do they let you go to work drunk on Monday mornings at Disney Land Paris?
No it's not. Bipolar Disorder is chemical, depression is psychological as are all personality disorders, and anxiety.
depression is a chemical inbalance in the brain that prevents you from producing seratonin
BIGGEST PSYCHIATRIC LIE EVER
we have no real idea what causes depression, what we observe is that it causes atrophy of the hippocampus, and that serotonergic drugs tend to ablate it to a degree, and reverse said atrophy.
the idea that you had a serotonin deficit to begin with though is horseshit
I don't work at Disney.
sorry lad, kinda hard to see everything through retard posting
Yeah basically lol
Bipolar Disorder and Schizophrenia are chemical. Basically everything else is psychological.
If you suffer from depression you're a bitch
huh. thanks for droppin a truth bomb on me
people at the ward seemed to think i had both bipolar and borderline somehow
Glad the fun stuff happens when I'm not home.
Guys, he's a psychopath. he knows his shit.
who are you?
good, just gotta make sure I finish all my homework tonight and I'll be great!
I never made it to the mauling stage, I wandered in the desert or whatever for like 15 minutes and found nothing so I quit playing
Example A of people that have never been depressed
Apologies accepted fam
Bants are going thick and fast
you're just a bitch
Being depressed is one thing, suffering from it is nobody's fault but your own.
Most people legit don't care about getting better though.
Says the alcoholic trap fucking criminal
Oh Grim, I found that there is a website called 'Badass of the Week' and has an article of the dude you posted!
Interesting fact I learnt, it is why MDMA hangovers are shit. Because that shit saps your seratonin.
when you forgot your computer was on 50% volume and you turn it back up to 100%
what happened to "AX in 4 days, got my badge, everything paid off, I'm in such a good mood I don't think I'll bully anyone today"
Think back to the absolute worst boredom you have ever felt. Now imagine that but even worse. Now think about the last time you were struggling to stay awake, or didn't want to get out of bed because you just don't feel up to it, and make that worse, too. Everything is grey. Everything is shit. It's your worst day on repeat without the events that make it feel so shit.
And you can't ignore the fact it's all in your head.
I am the 1%
whered kamuu go?
I don't want to see this
this song reminded me of you
true that, feels great when you're not in it amirite
yeah, you can get rid of them by taking 5-HTP, which is converted into 5-HT, serotonin.
Because you do and I said you did before I even met you IRL.
Your BPD is extremely unhinged, due to your age it should be relatively easy to undo it with DBT, but you actually have to want to and consciously make a huge effort.
After last nights battle of the bulge lol
i have yet to actually do anything productive today
yet you must
I don't know who gave you that misconception.
It's blatant lies, babe.
Those giggles though.
knowing something is all in your head does absolutely nothing for mental illness and will only make it worse if used as a coping mechanism.
I never heard you say bipolar but it started to make sense to me as I sat in that room which felt like it was literally a week. I had to throw a fit just to talk to my doctor so i could be discharged. nobody even payed attention to me enough to notice i was having panic attacks until i banged my head against the wall.
Erin do you know what I'm actually diagnosed with?
Psychoanalyse me or diagnose me or whatever
I'm bored and like hearing what educated people have to say
that's okay, it's sunday anyway :u
see ya, headed to dinner ^^
Who even is that?
I don't have my hands on that.
I just eat a shitload of spicy food and bananas till I stop vomiting.
Much like I do with every hangover.
ive got like 3 months to write a computer vision system :/
and will only make it worse if used as a coping mechanism
That was implied.
He's on steam, enjoying his own company.
we dont know. just ignore him until he explains himself or goes away.
I really hope that reference dies
im hiding them
you did, and do.
are you a liar?
i have no idea, you said once it was schizophrenia.
you really can't tell that shit over the internet unless it's fucking in-your-face blatant though.
Why wouldn't you do something about it though? If its as bad as you say it is wouldn't someone want to do something about it?
a-am i blatant?
chill fam, ill stop
Knowing something is in your head is the first step to overcoming it. Think of the bad thoughts as a passerby, and not you. You just have to learn to detach yourself.
Also I suspected bipolar strongly, but since it's chemical, there's no reason to tell someone they have it. All you can do for that is meds.
Anyway if ui really does have ASPD then he's an idiot as well as fucked.
they call trying to diagnose people without face-to-face contact a "gross misuse of psychiatry" because it's generally accepted as impossible, and reckless to try.
Ui, Scarlet, and Fish were roommates with Scarlet's gf/mom: Alison. Fish had a reputation for being unstable at times, leading to a few messy emotional episodes, which stressed the others out. It was so much that by the end, Scarlet was the only one that really had Fish's back, where Alison and Ui figured they had helped all they could (or should) and began to resent.
Fish aired out some of the drama in the threads, and Ui, Scarlet, and Alison all chimed in and talked about how they did try to be more accommodating, but that they felt right in losing their patience.
They also expressed displeasure at Fish blogging about it publicly.
Ui then mentioned her lack of empathy was a product of her high scoring psychopathy, and determined in the first days of Fish arriving that the roommate arrangement was not going to work out.
Out of nowhere Erin (with a background in psychological learnings) contested Ui's framing of psychology, which appeared off to her.
Ui made fun of Erin.
Erin made fun of Ui.
Throughout the thread, people commented on whether psychopathy was real, and if it is, what it is.
Many uninformed people interjected with their hasty judgements and their reactions to the "drama and stupidity".
Amy called Fish the 'new Amy' because Amy is/was notoriously neurotic.
Scarlet went about and brought up politics, which did not help.
I don't know.
I don't think so though.
you disgust me
I wish the Dr would give me that so I could take more LSD and mda/mdma
CAN WE NOT
Yeah but we're just having fun
I don't care if it's stupid
And idk I maybe a schizo, but I'm not entirely sure. I don't think I am.
ali > scarlet > ui >>>>>>>> swedish freak
post ur trap rankings
tbh yes. i'd say you're histrionic.
okay, lemme try then.
mild autism, mild borderline, and mild dependent stemming from a related paraphilia.
ALL HAIL THE NEW SCRIBE
Ally best ^_^
Hohoho we have a winner
nah, that can stay.
always up for that
Then it's all true~
how was the session?
Erin=Scarlet -> ui -> amy(swedish)
idunno scarlets gf
You'd think so, but it's trickier than that. It fills you with hopelessness and oftentimes guilt for having "no real problems". It drains you heavily. And, just when you think you're ready to move forward and get help, it pulls you back in. It's safe. It's what you know. It becomes so normal that anything else will scare you.
Hell, I still actively miss it some days.
idunno scarlets gf
neither do i lmao
You think everyone is borderline, don't you?
Allison is a nuthob
she seems like an awesome gal
I got clubbed on the head by a Forest Giant.
His goal was to knock me out.
Due to a retardedly high Con it failed
And due to my being a face, he thought it worked.
So we got away.
What do you mean? Everything he summarized was spot on
You know what we do with hobnobs.
WE DUNK THEM
That sounds like a healthy approach.
My point was to clarify. People are quick to call edgy to any talk about psychopaths/sociopaths. It frustratingly closes the door on any actual discussion.
ERIN DIAGNOSIS MEPLS
Except me being a "her"
You miss being in such a miserable state?
kinda hope she'll be back
i have actually said in thread that i think it's extremely over-diagnosed.
scarlet possibly shows traces, for want of a better fitting description.
nobody else here does imo.
I think was is more accurate..
I fancy acquiring a norfolk accent
Tbh, I don't want Erin to psychoanalyze me.
Not even as a joke.
I do want her opinion as to whether it'd be worth to tell my doctor I want a psych eval, though.
Just that part kind of looks like he's saying her gf is her actual mom.
this was is definitely more was is accurate
I actually agree with your own guess of bipolar
type 2, i don't think you can be said to get full-blown manic. hypomanic maybe.
Like honestly guise, I would invest in buying a kinda shitty house with decent internet and supply it with somewhat decent food and set up cameras throughout the house and house all the mentally unstable traps (Erin, Fish, Scarlet, Ui, Tokai, Mordin, Subtle, etc) and record their everyday lives and make a Reality TV show from all that drama
I'd honestly think it'd be popular and at least get 2 seasons
Maybe if you want a more action packed show instead of drama I hide weapons/blunt objects around the house when tensions get high
Yes. I'm not even going to try to explain it because it's fucking retarded.
not her biological mommy. her psychological one. with a strong Oedipus vibe.
Yeah I'm an aspie, diagnosed once I was an adult, so I didn't grow up with that defeatist complex most Aspies have from being told "it's okay you're autistic :)" their entire lives
I used to be an unrelenting BPD, but tried my hardest for two years to get better doing everything I could, because I realised I'd be alone forever if I didn't get help. I'm with my niinii right now and he's really impressed and proud at how much better I've gotten
Idk about dependent, haven't been diagnosed. What paraphilia though? I'm confused what you mean by this, but I do have extreme dependency issue, but my personality also splits sometimes and I want no help from anyone and to be perfect and do everything myself.
DID has been suggested to me before, but never diagnosed.
What do you say now with the extra info?
As long as you realize it, I see no need to bring it up further.
I'm not a fucking trap
somehow since figuring out I have bipolar my devere depressive episodes aren't as frequent.
Ui isn't a trap?
sateh ajam leftovers
lol that's fun.
you'd think a giant would have it easy.
I'm just enjoying a drink and building courage.
youre not bipolar
Oh yeah, you're part of the tv show too
I recall you saying I show traces also. I think we both know I'm actually just a shitty person.
But really drinking on a Sunday?
wait why subtle?
yes. i won't say why, as per request.
a mood not quite manic, but still elevated above norms
i say dependent stemming from related paraphilia, because you have a mommy fetish, that seems pervasive outside of the bedroom. it may be solely paraphilia tho.
as for dissociative, idk, i'd need to meet you in person, you always seem pretty on point in threads.
CD = trap you moron
If I can drink, then I shall.
I'd never leave my room for anything other than food and bathroom.
CD =/= VHS
I see. Makes sense. ^^
i suppose, you do the value/devalue thing.
that could also be narcissistic though
and you would LOVE that ;)
That was it I'm pretty sure
What's your steam?
She was actually pretty cool imo
Everyone shares 1 huge bedroom
When there is no privacy that's when you brake a mentally unstable trap
Trust me Ive read enough doujins
I know my shit
Why is it that I'd be told it's a problem but when you do it, it's fine?
grim whats the best thing to do when threads become a mess like today
Bonzi was best computer destroyer
make fun of everyone
I spent 3 months in the livingroom, I know how it affects me i'd probably be the first to break
Because I'm a mature responsible adult.
u mean in general or individually?
He really should have, to be honest.
Since I'm a mental/stealth hybrid.
DM:[Rin] what's your health?
DM: What? 99? Really?
20 Con at level 11 means 55, Psionic Body with 4 other Psionic feats is 10 more (2 per feat).
Which means I rolled 34 across 6d4 and 5d6.
It seems cool, and that it'd be fun for a while, but I'll pass.
I'll bring it up next time I have an appointment.
I still have narcissistic paranoia. It's a real struggle.
I am at least two of those things!
Traps take hormone therapy doofus. I wouldn't touch that shit ever
Need all three.
ur bald lmao loser
ur avatar sucks
ur not as interesting as you think
something something curry
i dont even know wtf is wrong with u
I was lucky enough to play some vidya games with her
Not 100% sure why she left, but I don't blame her
Wish she made me some boba lol
I desperately hoped you'd call me a maple nigger when I saw what was going on.
if there isn't anything of concern to you, then don't bother. if you go looking for problems, you're guaranteed to find some. If you're happy, not overly bother by stuff, just leave it alone, save yourself opening the can of worms.
I can probably make that happen.
Once you're able to just think of the bad thoughts and feelings as nothing more than invasive thoughts who don't belong, you can start to form healthy cognitive patterns.
This doesn't mean bottle it up though, BAD idea.
Yeah I've been diagnosed with BPD by 3 different psychologists, Ive gotten over most of it though.
And the mommy stuff isn't a fetish for me at all, I mean I won't lie yeah it turns me on but, it's done wonders for my psyche. I got mommy issues cus neglectful mother.
And for DID idk. I just know I have like two personality states I only recently have been able to control, to put it simply; what i think I should be(extroverted , confident, dominant, go getter, mature, not relying on anyone) vs who I actually am (introverted, submissive, shy, dependent)
I've just heard it thrown around by one of my psychs, not sure if it stands. I haven't disassociated for at least 8 months though, before that i don't really remember the past 2 years that well.
Now what do you say
But all mentally unstable failtraps have to go
You can have a soda if you're good.
bored im leaving
ty ty [takes a bow]
shaved dome is sexy dome
cap of why kuus quitting
Why didn't you bantz me
dissociation in and of itself does not suggest dissociative identity disorder.
i used to dissociate because depression, before i started processing emotions better, then instead of getting numb and hollow, i got miserable.
and having two states of personality can be a normal thing, real you and the game face, if you will.
depends how it affects your life.
I appreciate the advice, really.
I just get easily bothered by curiosities.
Besides, I'm bad for looking for problems.
sci I really want to just slap your bald dome sometimes
u wat now?
Can it be a diet coke? Trying to watch my figure.
Try thinking about others. You like people that think about others, right?
People will like you more if you do. The people that are constantly tuned to others emotions and needs, tend to be the most loved.
I guess stealth made you surprise things more.
Split it open
make an omelette
So you'll still look good in the "kilt"?
I was calling him kuus2
tfw you got script for your bipolar but you can't fill it yet because you're waiting on medicaid and it costs fucking 290 for literally 10 pills.
and that's generic.
Ah thank you Sama
Yeah I'm taking so many breaks from thread with how boring it can get
Might send her an email tonight
they do these experiments, where they send an actor in to 20 different psychiatrists, complaining of a perfectly normal emotional state everyone gets, and they tend to come out with like 15 different diagnoses and prescriptions out of the 20 psychs.
if you cope with life okay, just take that at face value, you're fine ^^
taking any medicine that is meant to fuck with your brain
Get etizolam legally in place of benzos/Valium
you will regret taking aripiprazole.
Not even that. I'm just an anxious mess.
Phone ringing? It's either for me or about me, and that's fucking terrifying. Police sirens? I've done something and forgotten about it and now they want to talk about it or I've said something that's going to get me sectioned. My parents are talking to any other authority figure in my life? Well shit they think I'm coping badly and want me to see the shrink again.
I'm kind of a loser.
Says the fucker who carries s knife
Do it for her.
premium box opening
And you nitpick others. Smfh
its cool man... she sent me a folder of all the user hate posts she got, scrolling through those now.
also "erin" turned up a positive in an archive query so im trying to determine why for a sticky in 2011. results hopefully to follow
Yeah that's why I thought that I don't have it. If I let my "game me" take over it becomes almost impossible flip back to being myself though, it really fucks with my head too.
It's just projection, just treating other people the way I wish I was treated.
I remember a few times when I was mommying Alison and I felt absolutely nothing but jealous rage on the inside.
I'm really good the past 3 months though, I gave Alison full control and that she could do anything me if I snap into that mindset again, and she's basically mindbroken me enough that I don't think I'll ever go back :x
What do you think about the theory that one of the only ways to undo PTSD properly is to regress? I haven't ever read anything to this effect, but after being in a mdlg relationship for so long, and feeling unconditional motherly love for the first time in my life, I barely have PTSD anymore. I haven't been suicidal or depressed in months.
I'm even able to apart from here and self-soothe which is not something I was capable of doing a year ago.
do not commit sudoku
place i went to was a real sticler about benzos and has it plastered all over the place that they don't prescribe benzos.
hopefully the psych that i go to will write me a script
they gave it to me one day with an ativan but I didn't really notice any changes. i only took the one pill though.
why would i regret?
teachings of yoga, meditation, and modern day therapy practices seem to have that in common. they're all still practiced because so far that seems to work.
also pills, I suppose.
If I put the time in, absolutely.
What? I don't get it...
It's even better because I'm one of the least armoured people, and not even wearing a helmet.
I literally face tanked an attack that, if we played with massive damage, would have killed me if he were looking to do that.
And then layed there and played dead.
That feels like one of those tidbits that sounds too outlandish to be false.
Though, I guess that's expected, in a way.
Sometimes it's hard to tell if I even know what coping with life is.
I think I'm getting better though.
There you go again not listening to me
Pills only help some people.
But yeah, I thought all that shit was bs when I was a kid but, meditating is really fucking good for the mind.
Someone POINT ME in the DIRECTION of the DRAMA
I want to SEE it
I found meditation useful after the use of LSD /mushrooms
The drama is all around us
can you feel it
4 or 5 threads ago
Also yeah, listen to ui. Just buy etizolam.
I'm on it right now.
so blizzard changed dva's age from 16 to 19 cuz there was so much porn of her
Deleting my dva folder now, no point
why 19 tho?
Huh that's interesting
hope she never let it get to her
18 is too yonug
one of the things that i find relative to PTSD treatment is phantom pains
you know, pretty sure it was on some big ass show recently like breaking bad or something, someone had their arm blown off while their fist was in a tight grip, and they forever felt the strain of gripping a fist that was no longer there?
they treat that, by placing a mirror in front of you, so in the mirror it appears as if the other arm is there, but it's the reflection of the other. they have you make a fist, then let it go, and the pain disappears, because your brain has now seen the arm it never saw release the fist let it go.
i feel like PTSD could be treated similarly, bringing back the situation that caused it, then relaxing it.
if that's what you mean by regression, sure
antipsychotics do horrible things. i can't be bothered listing them, it's bed time.
18 is too young
18 is too young
I cannot but I can feel this erection that I got
Aight I'll check
What are key words? Sociopath? Drugs? Meme?
most reactions were pretty lulsy... i can load the folder if you like
that doesn't look good
think of it from a PR standpoint
what da fug, i speificially told them i didn't want anti-psychotics and they just told me "it's a mood stabilizer"
fucking hell that place just could not stop fucking up with me.
I prefer prime 16yo pussy
Mm my PTSD is from abuse and neglect though, so I'm talking in that regard.
i dont understand
i mean, 16 is legal here, so that might have something to do with it
replace ui with U
but in porn im p sure its 18 worldwide
hah, I wonder if you can sneak attack tanks.
is that a thing?
you're suppressing my drinking, hope you're proud
One. Its the legal age herr and two its s prank bro
By regression I mean
My mother being extremely abusive and neglectful has been soothed by mdlg
yeah, it isn't, it's an atypical antipsychotic.
a novel one, the only antipsychotic that is a weak dopamine partial agonist instead of silent antagonist, but a potent antipsychotic nonetheless, pretty much every other binding it makes is silent antagonism.
Pretty sure child porn is legal in russia
Those sound like moments of stress you can deal with; not who you are. You've probably learned all the tricks over the last few years to dealing with those crucial moments: where you decide between rationalizing your paranoid/depressive/negative thoughts, or taking another route. You're a human being, with a silly brain that sometimes thinks silly, illogical thoughts.
You can overcome the moment. Maybe you have memories of times you have, and felt better for it.
Please, keep choosing the route that leads you to happiness and living without fear.
yeah, i'm sure it's helping you. better late than never.
*key word is 'keep'
some days will be harder than others
i feel like PTSD could be treated similarly, bringing back the situation that caused it, then relaxing it.
The Vietnam War left his father 100 percent mentally disabled with post-traumatic stress disorder. After getting treatment at a V.A. hospital for several years, his father was discharged. Unable to work, he spent the days and evenings watching sci-fi thriller Aliens over and over again until he actually had to buy a new VHS tape. "Aliens is a thinly veiled kind of Vietnam veteran kind of story," Roush explains, "and watching it is a way of thinking about it without telling yourself you are thinking about it."
This is from the guy who directed the 9/11 Adam Sandler film.
producing and distributing cp?
are you sure?
Who even is Ali and Sara?
Like, a literal tank, treads and cannon?
I have to be able to discern where it's vital organs are, and it needs to be susceptible to dirty fighting.
So I probably can't sneak attack a tank.
Unless I know what it even is.
But sneak attack doesn't do much for me.
Since I need to be within 30ft for it to apply to anything I do.
Are you going to bed?
And do you actually think it's helping? I really believe it is, but I can't help but think in the back of the head that it might be extremely damaging in the long run. I'm conflicted
ive never understood the justification for having a different age for sex to porn, seems to me wed be better off with just picking 18 and adding romeo and juliet laws to mitigate making underage couples now illegal.
pretty sure youll end up in a ditch or working with the mafia if you pull that shit in russia
what the FUG
did you hear the full story of my visit to the psych ward?
ali is sara's gf
Yeah sure I'd like to see it I guess ^^
okay stop talking to me i'm going to bed
we can finish our stories tomorrow
just decency in general
also because actual adult hood is like early-mid 20's these days but even then
taking advantage of a teenager to make porn of them is pretty fucked
okie. nini. oyasuminasai!
goddamn I wanna suck on those tiddies
OH, DO ME!
Goodnight you memeing pieces of shit
Ali is my mommy !
Good night, Erin.
I love you,best girl in thread. It's all philia though.No not paraphilia
far as im concerned once youre 18 youre responsible for your own actions, be they good ones or colossal fuckups
I'm gonna try for a quick shower
literal tanks can be sneaked with grenades through the hatch.
damn, that'd surprise anyone.
I see, thanks dude
The Mercy titties?
Those sound like moments of stress you can deal with
Daily moments but you're right - they're not really me, it's just a snap feeling of fear.
I have been coping reasonably well, I think. Haven't taken anything I shouldn't or hurt myself on purpose. I like this particular kind of control.
Man I want to fuck that
Tfw I haven't seen my mommy in 2 weeks
I'm at mount Rushmore right now so I'm almost home :3
I'm a godly Mercy but god damn is it frustrating seeing team mates not hitting shit ;_;
She is being fucked, I just cropped it to tease.
nyc visit when
I'm so bored D:
I wish someone would buy me the game
Iknow I soundlike Luka rn but I honestly dont think its worth 40 whole bucks man
Thanks Sama :D
going to enjoy all these
My effective range is about 100ft.
If you are within 100ft of me, I probably know you're there, and I can manifest at you.
And manifesting is purely mental.
I don't really have a reason to be close enough to get my sneak attack dice, which IIRC do in fact apply to my powers.
You have the best gifs <3
Why is 18 the legal age constructed by modern day society when the Bible says marriage is for when they bleed. Also 18 isn't the most common age of consent and people are capable of making decisions like that at the latest 16. >inb4 scoots and grim
no thing man... plenty where that came from.
forgot to compress the folder b4 loading it. were you able to get the folder dl or should i load that again
Nah I know what you mean. I don't regret buying it, but until now I haven't spent as long on it as I thought I would have by now.
I reinstalled League too like a cunt
Just buy it.
I say this after spending about 80 bucks on league in the past 3 mo
fucking kill me
16 year olds tend to be retarded
I can get a round trip for 40$ by bus
You'd have to feed me tho
We found Shiro.
It's just universally accepted and that fact makes it impossible to change, both socially and otherwise.
I will feed you and house you
salivating at the thought of God tier homemade Indian food
Think you might have to load it again
It only gave me like 6 images
oh yeah, long time ago
I'm gold 3 now
When does your work/school start?
ok, couple mins
since last wednesday
Proud of you.
The more you practice, the easier it gets.
Maybe that's where you're at now?
That includes slipping up! Practice recovering from those days where things don't go as well.
Those ones that feel harder, where control seems too far away for relief? Getting out of those really build your strength, and recovery time.
And the more you do it, the more positive memories and emotions you'll have to draw from when you need them.
Scar wants to eat Grim's curry, confirmed.
Sweet, you're above me in rank :3
I wouldn't know what to do when you're gone
aren't you plat 2?
I probably wouldn't have you in my house if I was working s:
Gimmie a few, I'm like 10 minutes away
Scar wants to *toss Grim's curry, confirmed.
What would I do :O
That's ages ago
I just did my promos this season and was put in g4 I thinks
here ya go shiro...
either stay at a hotel or be locked in my basement
Fuck yeah thanks again man
How was DnD?
i miss being a 15 year old newfag sometimes
I won't have money for a hotel.........
I'll wait for a trip until you're on vacation then :x I don't wanna be left alone
listen 2 itaots
I had a forest giant clock me over the head for 51 subdual damage.
Everyone was surprised that I have enough health to not go under from that.
I played dead and we broke free before they arrested us or anything.
It was fun.
Tanky mental/stealth hybrids go.
am i the only one getting a cloudflare error on new bread?