/an/ hour

/an/ hour

youtube.com/watch?v=OkkkPAE9KvE

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en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alex_(parrot)
youtu.be/X4m42HOdsUc?t=5s
i.imgur.com/S8jK2c7.jpg
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3402034
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/17765230
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/7477289
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/10843193
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11826131
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18980961
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2754583
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19341803
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/20562024
dx.doi.org/10.1530/eje.1.02248
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/1887219
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11534967
dx.doi.org/10.1073/pnas.1402569111
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ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18056697
cercor.oxfordjournals.org/content/18/8/1900.full
hawaii.edu/PCSS/biblio/articles/2010to2014/2013-transsexuality.html
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/16140461
steamcommunity.com/id/godlovesyouanon/
8ch.net/bed/res/175.html#198
twitter.com/SFWRedditVideos

...

I prefer bed right away also
there's no tension inbetween for stuff after


theres a male and a female named buster and peanut
and the german shepherd is an akita mixed so her fur is really long
her name is maya
hold on ill get pics

insta looks all different now

and filters default on at 100% instead of 50%, so it's gotten all extreme and mindblowing

yeah i probably won't

but you're always sweet and nice when we chat

new insta

90% ditched the retro feel

the only mammal that was conscious and all of its descendants since was Homo Heidelbergenis

nothing else is conscious no matter how intelligent that they are

every single chimpanzee, ape, and other primate that have been taught sign language and even passed it down to their offspring, after all these years in captivity, no a single one of them have asked a question

not once.

they know the word, they can answer questions, but they do not ask questions


i still dont understand what instagram was
i used it once in 9th grade and it just added dumb filters to my photos

scarlet needs another chance to spam her intelligence

pls nobody reply to this bait

not true

a parrot posed the first existential question ever notes from an animal

it had learned colours, and was shown a mirror

it asked what colour the mirror was

...

FUCK
i missed it
was typing too fast

which was a glorious question to be fair

I don't even know

is it uncool to treat scarlet like a girl now?

I find debates fueled by intense bursts of 5-10minute google research very entertaining

it should be

mm that sounds really interesting
can you link me the study?

I can copy paste shit too does that make me smart

oh, carry on then.


I'm not even playing

was inspecting skins for trade purposes


idk that seems kinda rood

I've only read about him on Wikipedia, but I forget his name, I'm sorry

quick googling should turn it up

your iq is now 740

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Alex_(parrot)

oh shit this is PRETTY interesting

my iq just raised through the roof through my liberal arts courses
i am now a #hillaryartillery

TEAR DOWN THIS WALL

barely-researched arguments are more fun than thoroughly researched ones and made-up ones combined

that seems rude

there is a lot of debate over it cause hurr durr only dumb bird

but I think that quite clearly was a real, existential question, demonstrating a hunger for understanding of the world, with regards to how Alex should relate to it

yeah, it's interesting as fuck

next poster is a
fukken rudeboi
reply to him "fuck off rudeboi"

me

Cute posters in this thread:
everyone

it is of course babe
but all he does is talk about himself
i dont want to save myself from getting any laughs out of him
you know?

FFFFFFFFFFFFUCK OFF RUDEBOIIIII

Mold grows on cheese when it is placed in a badly ventilated or moist area. Mold spores are airborne all around us, invisible to the naked eye. And if one spore makes it onto a piece of cheese, it can begin to reproduce rapidly and feed off of the cheese.

The amount of mold that grows on cheese depends on the type of cheese as well. There are soft, semi soft, semi hard or hard cheeses produced, and the softer the cheese, the quicker the chances it can grow mold. Most soft cheeses are more watery, and are also the freshest cheeses, and will facilitate more growth if it comes into contact with mold.


god im so SMART

are u a soft cheese

or a semi soft cheese

A sleepy cheese

thanksd dad

GET IN THE GOD DAMN POKEBALL, REGICE

No problem, son.

i'm suggesting scarlet deserves dignity, not respect
respect is earned

You can do it Colbs

DANCE RUSKI DANCE

nice linking, boo

I had no idea. Of course I'd have no idea you were into this stuff.
I never asked, I suppose. Don't you find linguistics sorta boring?
It's all graphs, numbers, and hierarchies.

No, but they might say after several sessions, looking at your history with animals and school, and giving you a test, that you "score very highly with several facets commonly found in those with the psychopathic personality trait". Long term, consistent behaviours that indicate a tendency towards actions, like lawbreaking, deceiving, lack of realistic long term plans, and superficial affect.

I'm sure a trained psychiatrist would absolutely convey that to someone, unless they personally didn't believe in personality disorders. It depends on the psychologist, but there's nothing wrong about what I said.

I *almost* wasted a master ball on rayquaza before I remembered we had shit to do and he was actually asking to be put in a ball

I swear to god if this thing isn't Modest I will murder someone

Thanks

so fucking sore

it feels so good

scarlet does not deserve dignity
not from me anyway
can't you cover my dignity share to scarlet for me sweetie?
id be way too bored to do it


did you get my post still
im too high for this shit lmao

I think I might get into an nsa thing with someone pretty soon

I'm doing meh, actually.

I'll admit that.

Probably my drug additions.

I used a master ball on Moltres because I wanted a Timid one with HP Grass

bae last time everyone said coffee and you just chose weed
my opinion doesnt matter sweetie you do you

Another one.
Another one.
another one.
another one

ian tell me what you think of this
please

scarlet and i don't speak much

caffeine

LMAO

I used mine on deoxys cause I was just desperate to get that shit over and done with

mirage island legendaries deserve to wrangle you, they're like the only interest left after you complete the game

I know
its crazy
but like
I wanna try it

S
A
M
E

are you going to use the app for it?

hahahahaha

have you gotten eon ticket yet?

lol, don't even like deoxys, but we were in fucking space and I just wanted a break and a cup of tea

I DONT WANT TO SEE FRIENDS/CLASSMATES ON IT FUCK


ya
you want?

probably for the best
gossiping isnt THAT fun though
what are you doing anyway bae
you got big life plans like your boo?

there's not really any roamers

I think

so I was like

this ball was made for u
get inside

got some new stuff for my dog guys

na I already got it

I don't think you could share it anyway, I think street pass is the only way

also I left my 3DS when I moved and for all intents and purposes no longer own one

it does

but if it's the opposite of mine

I just feel worse when I do it.


dammit

A little much, but pretty cool

They determine stats so I mean

I just killed it tbh. I'm gonna go back and catch it eventually

And no, no Eon Ticket. How does one acquire one?

;~;

today was not fun lmao

my boss kept checking on me though because he heard I was sick and they already had an incident where they called an ambulance for me a long time ago :^)

you shouldnt even be asking then bae
all it does is possibly produce a negative outcome

lmao
enter at your own risk

arent you impressed he managed that out of an actual NES sound chip
is naise

I feel hella sick

it also increases the odds that eventually I'll do the right thing

so it does help

street pass with someone who already has it

stick your DS in your pocket, and wander around town, aim for schools and colleges, anywhere kids and you d adults will be, you should get it fairly quick

this bird was only alive for a short period relatively of 31 years, after being taught all of that near the end he asked a question, got an answer, and remembered the answer

this is fascinating stuff

it really begs the question why a primate has never asked a question, considering out shared lineage.

have they ever tried raising two parrots together and teaching them all this shit, then having them mate, and teaching their offspring and so on?

i never understood why they haven't done that with apes yet

boo is just being a cunt for no reason i dont think he actually believes anything he's saying.


Linguistics isnt this at all though. Linguistics is a LOT more. Sure I suppose you can look at it like that, maybe I just find it fascinating. Language is the evolution of man, and how they adapt. How languages change and form different lineages based on tiny differences, or a group of people being trapped behind a mountain, or people with two languages being forced to talk to eachother, and then being forced to naturally create a language from it without even thinking. The lack of thought into such a complex thing like languge, and how its morphed and taken so many twists and turns over the years and diverged so much is just fucking fascinating. Seeing why some languages have changed in certain ways because of societal differences, geological, etc. It's all really fascinating stuff man.


I've known a few clinical psychologists personally, use of the term Psychopath, at least in the United States in any official term is banned 100%. The tests they give you are for Anti-Social Personality Disorder. They are not allowed to suggest that their patients be a psycopath or anything like that. I don't know why. but I've had that fact corroborated.

Obviously you can talk about it and ask them but they'd say "You have Anti-Social Personality Disorder" or sociopath. Ethically telling someone they're a sociopath or a psychopath is not "offensive" but its the type of thing you avoid telling your patients just because of societal implications. It's like getting test results back from Autism Spectrum Disorder and saying "hey user you're an autist!" or "you're retarded!".

Get what I'm saying?

I'm not saying I agree with any of this, I'm just saying this is how mental health works in the united states.

young*

mayaka

I named him Mr. Freeze

Really? Nice

Will do, thanks

mayaka listen

mayaka

it's time to stop

chill

hahahahahAHAHAHA i still found it WHORE


weed and coffee then
you wont get sleepy

what killed the dinosaurs?

THE ICE AGE

minami just sent me a booby pic my dudes

ya dude it was the actual menu music for that game solstice
i played it as a child but it was too hard i had no idea what to do

well, if you're at that part, Alex had friends, but was exceptional, none of the others were on par with him, nor has any other lab parrot ever been

they couldn't get a breeding line, cause Alex was the only one ever to demonstrate the desired qualities, he was a mutant freak happening of genius chickens

...

What killed the Dragon types? THE ICE BEAM

i caught deoxys in a premier ball
i wasted the master ball on Kyogre because i was sick of resetting the game when i ran out of pokeballs
i've only used like less than a dozen balls that weren't pokeballs or premier balls

life is slow, i'm trying to find a job and i'm really bad at sleeping

why not just put effort into training them, or dgaf and yolo it?

boo is strange and willful

it's a clever joke but the KT Event is more likely to have finished them off

im not allowed to talk about philosophy and psychology?

sorry dude wait let me be normal

ANYONE WANNA PLAY LEAGUE?

das how u do it

...

lol

I have an advanced diploma in psychiatry and CPDs in counselling skills and behavioural psychology

Sara we should kiss

I've never heard of it tbh

You do put effort into training them

But you also get them with good natures, it's not hard if you use the Synchronize trick

heres peanut btw bard


yikes
id probably kill myself if i was living like that
you got courage bae


it all started when i said i needed something to fap too and she bombarded me with nudes
ill have you know i was able to finish to exclusively them

why does mina do this

minami is exclusively my waifu
so are her nudes
tough luck bitch boyu

What a cuute puppy dog

HA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I have actually already kissed you on fb messenger today so it's kinda out of your hands

He will be my Arnie

...

hm that's really interesting then. so we'd see him as an outlier

i do know that its very easy to teach chimps and great apes sign language, but so far I'm not sure any of them have passed it down to their offspring, nor have any of them asked questions

i want to see a chimp utopia experiment where 6 or so who know sign language are put into a chimp utopia and observed over an extremely long period of time

i wonder if they would teach their kids

it amazes me that the parrot asked an existential question though

...

what was this webm
sounds good

...

...

sounds fun

it's a little rough, i've been sick the past few days

i'm good at not cheating on partners

But Scarlet owns me

wat was this webm

sorry i dont know what those are

i just play league of legends and ERP

do u wanna ERP?

i love to ERP

i hope my math teacher doesnt give me a pop quiz tomorrow

god my life is fucking awful school sucks os much i wanna kill myself

u wanna play some league though? maybe dota?

u in dude? i love league

maybe we can csgo dude

ill frag u dude LOL

...

Have any of you been in an ambulance before?

It's part of the process

You're one of the few I might be able to beleive that from
I havent ever see you claim to have a bond that you could't break but then again
you are pretty slutty
i unno revy
you seem distant and hard to get a read on

FIRST I BANG THE DRUM-

shut up with the normie ree and kiss me

Perfect things like you can get sick?

That seems like a mix of evolutionary explanations for behavior, and archaeology. When I think of linguistics, I think of Chomsky and Pinker.
In fact, I toiled through a book sitting on my desk that is a collection of papers from Steven Pinker, and the most interesting essays were on evolutionary psychology, and not linguistics.
Sounds like what you're talking about is history, or archaeology. You can infer a lot from history, but there's a reason PSYCHOLOGISTS don't look at that stuff as telling us how language actually works.

The questions these days are what language looks like in the brain.

What it sounds like is another case of 'too little knowledge' Someone without an understanding of a disorder being called autistic, or a psychopath might instantly find it offensive, or recoil at the idea. They have such negative, antisocial connotations, and none of the knowledge that actually indicates the situations where those labels are appropriate. If Hanson grew up in a small town where he killed animals, got into fights with his teacher, dropped out of school and started dealing drugs, is disliked and feared by his peers, but appears outwardly charming and verbally facile, Hanson is a candidate for the personality disorder label known as ASPD. Yet not all sociopaths are created equal, but if you know this much, I assume you know the variety they come in.


ily

I had seizures when I was a kid and was in them alot

They had one at the science center in cedar rapids I went insaide when I was a child too to see everything

THEN
I
BANG
UR
MUM

kanras text wall was statistically larger than scarlets

so statistically kanra is smarter

i cant say im opposed to that

(not like that was a surprise)

Filibuster vigilantly

aww :(

what were the seizures from? do you know?

oh my god like there is nothing wrong with intelligent discussion, but kanra

pls

kanra

it is fucking physically painful to even glance at

EPIN I am so in

Wish people would wall text me. Guess I need to become an opinionated doucher

youtu.be/X4m42HOdsUc?t=5s

Can't say I know
I was born not breathing though
probably had a few effects on me
I had really high fevers that led to it alot

up until i was like 3 years oold then they stopped


You're not someone to be reasoned with
ur a memer

The problem with Kanra is that, as someone who is of slightly above average intelligence, I can confidently say that he uses a lot of filler words in his pseudo-intellectual rants and never actually says anything very impressive, but rather goes on and on with meaningless drivel instead of just saying whatever the fuck he wanted to say.

wanna see something else painful to look at

i.imgur.com/S8jK2c7.jpg

for all the informed content of the post

you look even more retarded because you posted it here

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
now i have to delete it

well I'm glad you're okay now ^^

i was born not breathing too :u

what the
FUCK
is that


nice melons

;_; words hurt bard

Wow that's great that you have opinions and all even tho nobody read it lol.

and he KNOWS it

erin's wrists

guess we were trying to get out before we got in
haha
god I want to die so much

HERE COME DDAT BOI

O SHIT

That's a little hurtful.

What the fuck is your problem?

Me? I don't care. I'll post whatever.

Ok

Thanks.

you know when you puke a little bit and some goes in your mouth but you stop it before it comes all the way up
thanks

@EVERYONE

I never asked for this.

it has no value for me now that you made it public
its worthless kbs :(


that's what thinking about erin does to me in general

let's do a double suicide together

no, the time i had to go to the hospital i was a short walk away so they just wheelchaired me

i see

i don't form relationships easily but i would never betray someone i love

i'm far from perfect, i'm barely functional

(You)

(Scoots)
a delicate strawberry cheese cake


good intentions charm

they are much better now

That's fucking terrifying lmao

(Me)

What the fuck is this from.

Explain yourself or shut up.

I'd rather you explain yourself.

some marines are brave...

but then theres TRUE BRAVERY...

Yay

be terse

otherwise, it just reads like you've typed "bla bla I'm dumb I can't be concise" a thousand times

Imagine them being portable.
Slowly rolling down the street at 3am.


I wanna touch them

It looks like the dye killed your hair erin

I've showed people most pics I've taken. I just take them for progress pics tbh.

(Grim)

...

well
the bleaching

Fuck me neiher my man
whwats up with you today


I could never kill myself


You look like the dog at the end of where the red fern grows

Ree~

ok nezi
no need to reply to me there


Your perfect enough to have me think youre perfect
isn't that enough?
i hope my opinion matters ~


to see how much your boobs are growing?
yuck that must be so weird

(Mi-na-mi)

there is none of my hair in that pic

there are like 2 dog hairs

*hugs*

oh that's nice

what happened?


It's straightforward logic from my brain that didn't involve me rehashing the same idea over and over, you baaaaaaka.


same

my aim sucks

o
disregard
im blind

YAY ANIME

hmmmn, I'm Luka!

Yay bard

Yay Luka

Yeah sorta. It's not that weird. I started out with tits anyway.

Still weird to be called Minami after all these years

No this is still the study of Linguistics. How and why languages evolves as well as how language is and why it is, that the study of linguistics.

One interesting thing I've been studying recently is how the "Chinese" Languages came to be aka Mandarin, Cantonese, Wu etc


yeah I'm aware. I'm just telling you what the clinical rules are in the united states. psychopath is not a real term, it is not clinical. therefore a clinical psychologist cannot tell you that you are a psychopath, they would tell you you have ASPD with psychopathic traits. and yeah he'd have ASPD.

psychopathy/sociopathy are huge spectrum, they come in all different shapes and sizes this is completely correct, but they all have ASPD, the clinical diagnosis.

Also again, I'm still not ENTIRELY sure what this post was about at all. Are you trying to argue with me? You're not getting your point across if you're trying to make one. I'm just having a discussion, do you think we're arguing?

who cares if we're having intelligent conversations and that makes walls of text
dont read them
scroll bars exist

why did you go into Psychology anyways?

i dont think its possible to be terse about the subjects you and i and him and i are discussing

"much better"

it hurts when people call me perfect

my spleen ruptured because i had mono and i was bleeding out into my abdomen

that is really weird
i wouldnt wanna take pictures watching my dick grow
it'd look so weird
like a mutant growing out of me

is scoots happy today?

YAY HASHBROWNS

I'M GOING TO TRY TO INSTILL PITY INTO EVERYONE BY PASSIVE-AGRESSIVELY HINTING AT HOW I CAN'T AFFORD A PROPER DIET BECAUSE I SPEND MY GOVERNMENT INCOME ON INANE BULLSHIT

I wasn't terse enough to acclimate to your attention span?

I think I used as many words as I needed to get my views and understanding across.
Scarlet was sharing her understanding, like regarding linguistics, and I replied with my experience regarding the field of linguistics.

In fact, I'm rather proud of my understanding. I worked hard at getting it.

seriously, Erin:

fuck you

[[I HAVE NO FRIENDS, PLEASE BE MY E-LESBIAN GIRLFRIEND]

It's really not. I don't know how to describe it tbh

Why's that?
Just because you dont feel it?

because I am a patient of those arts and I like to know what I'm getting myself into

t. scarlet

(You)

i can give you some money if you want
you can go to like
Subway or something I hear they arepretty healthy

like a weird mutant growing out of you?

You can tell I'm a girl because I like cute girl anime pictures!

I want all the folders!

Gimme!

Not really. It's slow to the point where you don't really notice.

(You)

K, I'm done


No, Luka.


Sorry.
Would you still like to be called minami?

well fuck you too then hon hon hon baguette baguette croissant eiffel tower sacre bleu

One of my biggest criticisms is that I don't listen to people.


All logic is straightforward when you put the pieces together correctly.

If you want the other person to understand, you try to make it at straightforward as possible.

Did you want me to more convoluted?

you jest but I have no friends and wish I did m8

jesus christ

All completely deserved, but what has motivated the sudden anger when just recently you've been like "give Luka pity qq"?

I have no idea. A lot of people have moved on to calling me by name but since I was away for so long, the name Mina seems alien to me.
I'll be your friend

...

when you throw up how do you s stop your sides from hurting really bad

my subconscious fucking instinct to protect the helpless made me do that shit.
It's pathetic, because I totally turned a blind eye that Luka isn't helpless

when I redpilled, I fucking lost it

Ah shit, I bumped the reply button.

Anyway.

Nezi fucking sucks.

since you're a tranny
and you're into clinical psychology
why do you think trannies are a thing?

i do not believe transexualism is something that you're born and i am 100% convinced that it is 100% nurture that creates it

it is also almost always co-morbid with a Cluster B personality disorder or Autism Spectrum Disorder

i would say it is 100% related to neglect/abused during infancy and whilst being a toddler

i dont prescribe entirely to Blanchards theory of transexualism, but I also don't completely throw it away like all modern politicised psychologists do

try and remain flaccid as you puke

hindsight sucks

Welcome back to reality.

...

Too many cuties here for that
thank you orin

dark swords ghost range is retarded

I will call you Mina unless/until I find a better name

I usually stick to old ones, though.
Like for ghostie, 4m, etc

I'm actually very good. Something perked my morning.
At work for another 7hours to go

Why did you even start calling Erio 4m anyways?
Was he posting with his trip?
I never knew him as 4m and I knew that dude for years
that was way before my time even

scarlet and luka are almost the same
scarlet still gets attention from retards though while retards are smart enough to not go for luka


dont be rude mate


i know right mate?
i love it
i thrive in this dense cutie environment

Sounds good. You can call me whatever you want I guess.

Calm down Grim

Oh

I'm late

influence of hormonal imbalance or sheer chance causing brain development post-neural tube closure to follow the blueprint defined by the incorrect allele at key points both pre and post birth

I mean no offence but that's actually known now, it's no longer up for debate

my fall was my mom quit smoking while pregnant. smoking is estro suppressant. no more fags = flood of estrogen = one more fag

jesus christ what the fuck is with your hate boner for me dude
i literally never complain about my life on here at all
and the only person who talks about me constantly is you
jesus christ you're a massive fucking faggot shut the fuck up

you grim and soto are the most easily detachable from this place and seen as regular people to me
everyone else here is hard to imagine as actual irl people sometimes

...

Naw, I'm just discussing, too. I've removed all stigma from the label of psychopathy, and see it more as those long-term-consistent-behaviours-and-metrics, that I accidentally forget that some people haven't.

So I end up using the term freely, and people end up misunderstanding me. The problem is that I know psychologists that use the terms psychopath and sociopathy/ASPD to describe different types.

Whether they can call someone that directly, I know at least in Canada (Robert Hare, the guy that made the checklist) and researchers across the country DO use the term psychopath, and even distinct from your average sociopath.

I guess, have you heard of the differences? Think having two labels helps?


wow okay
I guess you're a racist too

pip pip cheerio god save brexit

4m was his uber-old trip, yeah. I picked it up from kon or darwin


minaminamina
what is mina upto tonight

pretty much
people say all kinds of nice things about how i look or act but to me i'm just a bitchy mixed-up pile of secondary sexual characteristics
i'm sick like 50% of the time because i don't sleep very much and it's hard on my body to always be sleep deprived
i don't understand friendship or affection and it's caused me a lot of hurt in my life
and a bunch of other depressing ways to say i hate myself

i got better

what is your opinion on the approximately 0% success rate of conversion therapy then?

niceu

you didnt give him your nudes when he asked huh

boo is boopolar.

he'll like you in a week or so

then hate you again a few weeks later

r-really?

like we'll talk and share stories and emotions and stuff?


filler sentence


fluff that does not further the discussion
filtering you for now because I'd rather talk to a 10 year old

Wonder how old no face is
I ve got him on steam but
I always feel really awkward talking with him

haha
boopolar
I had to look at that one twice

I have talked to scarlet personally and they are a very unique and friend-worthy individual. Albeit troubled, I would definitely have a drink with them.

That's what they say. But I used to empathize with him. Then suddenly he just fucking attacked me.

The funny thing is I don't even blame him. I'm used to being misunderstood. I'm happier when I'm not.

gold

Thanks bard.

Everytime you post this i end up listening to it like 20 times

The dude filtered you because you used to suck his dick and you didn't suck hard enough.

You're a meme harry

MANNNGO PINAPPLE BUNAHNHA

I'm glad you did, that's scary rev ;w;

I just got done eating some noodle soup. Might watch a movie in a few. How about you?

Yes really! The stories you'll get for sure but the emotions probably not

I suffer. Wake me up inside

the docs didn't even do anything but drug me for a couple of days
the swelling went down and my blood grew back and i got a huge bill for going to the hospital outside of my insurance network

You have to use both hands with a Kanra

sorry if I don't make it easy

chatting with the squad on discord
had some sweets

lol
ok scarlet
u okay??


wow your self esteem is really bipolar isnt it


id never suck a dick


hehe
boopolar is really funny

What's your discord. I'll add you. Message me on steam if you don't want it here.

I complain about my life on here all the time and I'm still loved
well
I love me anyways

wh-why not ;w;

do you not trust me :(


oh jeez....

what's important is you're okay though

awwwh was gonna join mate but youre not on the discord

Trying to suck that trap duck there son

autism

It's hard for me to really feel any emotions but disgust anymore

STANDING

Mad

Well I mean my avatars was one of the only actual real life people in the threads so

Also I've always been fairly straightforward

Mature

yeah, emotional stability is not my forte

this was like
3 years ago

All he does is complain about how he used to be fat and have rich parents and when that gets old he just fucking cries about the most relevant thing he can find. Which I guess right now is you.

Honestly I can't bring myself to care anymore since he already filtered you and probably filtered me.

My head is fucking killling me

u really wanna argue lol


that sucks
can i tune you back to the cute flirty revy i love somehow?

Fun fact: Metal Gear Solid is my favorite game series ever

...

No, I don't.
But stop being mad.

who knows

k bruh
ur really annoying rn tho could you stop messaging me lol


buy me the new one to show me how much you love it
mgr:r is my favorite


the problem is that i dont have anything to talk to you privately with
and you have fuck all for media if i remember

is the irony that my statement isnt believable
or something

My problems are pretty first world, too.

Not enough to need meds, so I can't hang out with those SSRI cru.

Let's just try to be better than him. An asshole at times, but a tender one.

I'm poor m8.

i email

Ssri's are the devil

go do some porn for the money
id do it if i was a cute trap
cute trap porn PRINTS MONEY now a days

thats fucking crazy
who does that?

was literally begging me for nudes yesterday and calling me his waifu
i dont care if he's joking
he's just a fucking spastic
people who are inconsistant are just annoying as fuck
no matter whats genuine and whats nnot

nope

is it ACTUALLY known now? hm. im not doubting you, but i would like to see actual studies relating to this. being KF i never really cared about this, this is simply from my observations knowing LOTS of trannies.

mostly all of them have admitted they just transitioned for these reasons:

1. didnt want to be a failure of a man
2. wanted to be their own gf
3. fetish
4. thought it was their only way anyone would love them
5. thought their lives would be easier

i completely agree with you that there is REAL transsexuals who were probably born this way, but the % is so small when u compare it to like the 90% of trannies who say that they're TRUE TRANS but they're just lying. and the majority of them are like the 5 i just listed

ive removed the stigma as well, but i realise the stigma. so i don't tend to use it. ASPD is much better used, no misunderstanding.

and yeah i know the difference between psychopathy/sociopathy and how they're used. sociopaths are made, psychopaths are born. there's a lot of other differences too, but clinically you shouldn't be using them.

the differences between both are pretty interesting though, I've done a lot of research on them. personally I'd just call Dark Triad the only REAL psychopath and leave it at that

mm i used to like back in december when i was hearing voices every day and losing my mind and just went through crazy traumatic shit
but im okay now
im happy
my mind may be broken, but my life isnt, everything is happy and nice~
i just like being around my friends (you guys)

I don't want to do porn

Sounds comfy~

do you beleive in Karma

abloo abloo abloo bo made fun of me!
-u


what if we made a video then sold it?
ill make sure it has night vision capabilities
and buy a tripod


karma is a government tool used to stop people frm doing what they want because some unknown force is gonna 'punish them'
tbh

And you do the sensible thing and barely talk about them.


Beautiful. Just beautiful.

Are you near Ohio

lol, you said that RIGHT as I was about to drop my SSRIs

weird


ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3402034
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/17765230
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/7477289
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/10843193
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11826131
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18980961
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2754583
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/19341803
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/20562024
dx.doi.org/10.1530/eje.1.02248
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/1887219
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11534967
dx.doi.org/10.1073/pnas.1402569111
openurl.ingenta.com/content?genre=article&issn=1355-8250&volume=15&issue=1&spage=5&epage=16
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/18056697
cercor.oxfordjournals.org/content/18/8/1900.full
hawaii.edu/PCSS/biblio/articles/2010to2014/2013-transsexuality.html
ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/16140461

but yeah there are loads of desperate fake trannies too, I'm not sure they outnumber the real ones though, gatekeeping is pretty thorough

fukken i do

top-notch anecdotes uou've got there

dude its like 2 a.m
you're tired
I understand
but that was the most retarded shit I've heard this year

At first I thought those were tooth shards and had horrible flashbacks

...

They sound nice and numbing.


Do you think you're above or below average, in regards to the dark triad traits?

Moreover, do you value them, or practice~?

Maybe
I would hope the right ones are
in the few Ive been on they made em feel even worse than when i was prescribed uppers

Don't laugh at my PTSD ;~;

kill the lights
these children learn from cigarette burns
fast cars
fast women
and cheap tricks

it feels right
all these asphyxiated
self medicated
take the white pill
you'll feel alright

idk where ohio is tbh
geography is boring
im in cali


i dont mean the government ACTUALLY enforces it
i mean the concept was probably created for it
why else would some malevolent force to keep you from doing bad things exist
think about it mate


you need to get something else
just using email is kinda primitive isnt it

lolol

Boo, I don't want you or your edick please stop

abloo abloo abloo

You're over 2000 miles away

i get along

What are your Sunday plans?

own a lot of mirrors in your house?

it's a religious concept

...

make a steam or skype
shits easy as fuck hun
plus i dont want to use my e-mail to talk to you


same


thats a lot isnt it?
love will pull through
ill go on a road trip to plow your boypussy
...or whatevers down there
maybe a vagina?

Why would you want to drive that long just to fuck me.

i've got steam and skype

Holy moly, it's only Sunday? I thought it was Monday.

I just got home from out of state tonight. Presumably I'm going to sleep for a reasonable portion of the day. The rest is going to go towards nonsense.

I already have my heart set on a drug that I really, really want prescribed.

Time will tell if I will get it. They're also numbing.

What's are the key differences between being on and off them?

Sounds awesome.

It's philosophical
You wouldn't know anything about that though would you

...

DOES IT? It was meant to sound like the opposite. But at the very least it's relaxing.

brb

something like that babe


give me on then what the hell


i smoke bruh
im philosophical half of the time im awake
dont stereotype me because i shitpost

It was sarcastic.

But looks almost identical to mine.

give me one*

what's uour skype?

booboolaboosh
should come up as some dumb meme

I
can describe to you just about any drug you want to know about
I can go on stories for hours about how the specific drugs I've taken have made me feel and how they effected me
And I have also done a good bit of researching into others I haven't had a chance to try or would pass up trying

With all that being said
I can't tell you man
It feels
like normal
but everythin is different somehow ? it doesnt feel the same but you know its the same
And the longer you take it the more it just feels
different
not the same
But you still feel normal
i'd get sick a lot and eventually I started losiing all inspiration I had to really do anything
not that I had much before
but I didnt want to do anyting
iThey were trying to make me into a husk
and I talked to the doc and got off and the reccomended some therapy and I said I d look into it and never went back

bad drugs

Nobody threatens a messenger. This is blasphemy... this is madness

ty. read all of it. might not understand all of it. but ty.

one result found
CA?

that pic is making me feel worse lol


Madness....

What are you interested in and why are ya so dead set on it? i hope you can achieve what you're ttrying to get

uhuh

You don't know how lucky you are
back in my day
you couldn't contact revy

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This is spurdo

Thanks for a good night folks
im out

It might not be the right one. But I've been on other things. And they helped.

In a good way. Maybe. Maybe.

nini

Buh bye

nini :)

I know I already announced my leaving and I dont really do this alot but when I went to turn out my lights I stepped in the fucking garbage bucket and puke got on my foot and I wanted to blog about it
Thats so fucking gross right
hit that like button

dead thread

I could go to church, it doesn't start till 11. But I only ever went cause I was a fool in love.

For the briefest moment I tried to convince you to believe in God as a thought experiment but then you started humoring me and it smelled of fakeness and things got too meta and I got bored.


Later, Bard.

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[hides posts from this user]


I think I'm God. Not even kidding.
Figured it out while on shrooms. Not even kidding.
It's less egotistical than you think.

test

steam

I'm sure it's exactly as egotistical as it sounds.

No, it's deep, spiritual, and profound.

Is it any more egotistical than thinking Jesus is your personal savior?

im not upset you made fun of me
its just annoying how inconsistant you are
and how your insults dont seem light-hearted, not bantz

nope


perhaps in the UK, we have informed consent in the US


im not going to talk about Dark Triad traits in myself here, add me on steam or something

The 3 people I want to hang out with are
1. Grim
2. Scarlet
3. Test
Honorable mentions: Colby, Bard, Goggles

i didnt mean them to be light hearted

hue. definitely.

#1 on the list

yeah
which just makes u a cunt

steamcommunity.com/id/godlovesyouanon/

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All by myself... Don't wanna be... All by myself...

Calling anything you say deep or profound is a big red flag that you're sucking your own dick, man.


UGH

TOO COOL FOR ME

;~;

Birds are autism tier pets. If you have birds then you tip

It felt profound. I cried.

...

There, there.

Alphabetical order is cool guys

...

Skree~

...

Because you said you're God???????????

Scarlet does this too.

Is this a solipsism thing, or are we just completely ignoring what the word God is meant to imply?

parrots have the minds of toddlers and are beautiful and stimulating to own

they do take work though

Honorable mentions don't need it. They weren't on the actual list.

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Not me. My brain.

Which I don't control entirely, but it still creates and runs my universe.

For which all I know, is the only universe that exists.

It is all my good memories, my euphoria, my depression, my fear, and my love.

It is all I will ever know or experience, and it can even imagine things like God.

It works in strange and mysterious ways.

So yes, I hold a certain reverence for brains.

M I N E S W E E P E R

I think you could have worse choice.
I would just rather not have a searing ball of hate and feathers in my joint unless it was cat food

u dont even own her
stfu

XD

scoot i would hang out with you
i think id have a lot of fun too
im not even joking
we'd just verbally shitpost/argue about politics
and maybe you'd walk around with me in london
and we'd make fun of people on a park bench

why do people take me seriously when i say stuff like that

when i say "i am god" im just fucking around

im a fuckin goofball man

bad experiences?

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bless you


[[arabic text]]

ill have u know that when u say "bless you" you're reinforcing the idea of blessing someone, a CHRISTIAN practice, but as you should know god is NOT real, and christianity is responsible for the deaths of billions of people. dont say bless you say "get better" or something less problematic

thank you, and think next time before you press enter

shut the fuck and dont die when you sneeze

I am a irl memester. Me and friends live the memelife.
And yeah, shooting shit on park benches and talking them polis ticks is sound af.
Would_hang_like_saddam.png

No experience actually. Apart from someone I support at work who has a bird. Budgerigar. Cute as fuck. I'm just "Meh" about boids tbf.

dont be doin no swearing no more boy

yeah i can tell from the first time i saw u in tinychat that you'd be real fun to hang out with
^_^

Need to try before having such strong judgement

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I started a textwall and then realized that honestly I don't care. The existential dread will crush you without my help. Have fun being God.


So it's a joke?

But it's not funny.

am i the autistic one in this situation for having a shitty sense of humour or are you the autistic one for not understanding that sarcasm/goofyness/satire isnt always meant to be HAHA funny

probably both

Does it look like I'm having fun?

I'm glad we can be autistic together.

Mayaka if I legit upset you earlier, I'm sorry

it must be that time of the month

Wow, you must be terrible at being God. Blow up an orphanage or cure cancer or something, God.

Lol what. I want to know how that occurred.
I'd like to think that outside the thread context that I'm a pretty chill cunt.
But I'm always interested in others perspectives on "scootness"


Not to be dismissive or mean, but birds don't appeal, cages and flapping no thanks

the whole idea of keeping the animal of flight grounded?

God is only responsible for me, and while he drives guides my muscles, it is ultimately me that takes the steps.

* and

i dont even remember what i would've been upset about so i clearly didn't care
the only person that i legit have no respect for tonight and will continue to is boo

its pretty easy to tell what someone is like past their posting persona just by seeing them talk and be on camera for like at least 5 minutes

its not hard

what else do you want to know

What am I like past my posting persona

a wall

What a shitty god. Dare I say it? Almost sounds like a mortal. And not a god at all.

Pretty much grim. Atleast a cat or a dog gets to do its natural thing in the home, I'd feel bad for imprisoning a creature.
That's not yo say bird ownership is bad per se

Describe what you mean by that

Kanra are you going to add me on steam?

should i call the wambulance

God is a moment. He is also eternity.

He exists beyond our comprehension of scale.

But just like actual God, if there is nobody around to witness him, there is no way to prove he exists.

So in that, actual God is also mortal.

i should rename this webm to kanra_logic.webm

you come off as an incredibly shallow(i mean 1 dimensional by this) person with not much of a personality, and the most you're capable of doing is talking about yourself, and even when you do that you're terse and don't explain things very thoroughly, commonly keeping to simply 1-2 word answers unless explaining something about yourself

its clearly not all there is, it's much too constructed and self-hating to be like that. and i know its not like that from the few glimpses of wall-drawn honesty that i've seen from you

i assume most people don't pick up on that though

Not sure. But dankie for the compliment. Accidental or not it's always a boost to be given positive feedback

So what you're saying is "holy shit, I shouldn't take shrooms".

...

i have ur steam profile up

was gonna add before i signed off

i'm going to get steadily more intoxicated as the night/day goes on

so I wouldn't be appropriately attentive

...

Eric is a shitter

do me

Interesting.

You've never been on camera. You're missing the point here.

Or, "Kanra's personal philosophy on what God could be.png"


I'm saying that if everyone in the world perceives God differently, doesn't it make sense that he exists in the individual?

And if he is light, dark, hope, joy, order, love, and fear,
If he is found in song, books, movies, history, and war,
and all these things reside in our brains,

Isn't the case for God being inside, or the brain itself, make more sense than the other versions?

i'm honest with my posting

I want a mayaka analysis as well

there you go

No. Nothing you're saying is making sense and I'm not going to sugarcoat it for you.

mayaka analyzing me

Okay, there is 100% evidence for my version of God

and almost none for the literal one in the Bible

That's why I believe what I believe.

oh there IS a new thread

mate i hope you didnt just figure this one out now

no one told me

God is dead, and we killed him.

I mean like
I thought thread died 2 hours ago in last thread..

oh
wow ok

well you're the one asking me questions, not me
add me when you want

yw

theres literally nothing i could psychoanalyse about you

i know a secret about you that i think only 1 other person here knows

but i would never even guess it from your posting

you dont post enough about personal subjects for me to get a glimpse, and also yeah you've never been on cam which turns a weak hypothesis into a "yeah i almost certainly know at least SOME thing about this person"

how does it feel to have the average IQ of a sub-saharan african? not being rude, just genuinely curious on how it effects you in day to day activities

you're so brave

i dont think id do that publicly, also my gf just came home so we're going to watch anime

can i tell you tomorrow?


actually what he's explaining is probably one of the simplest concepts of Philosophy

if you don't understand what he's talking about read up on some beginners philosophy stuff or something.

he's not RIGHT because nobody on this subject is RIGHT but what he's saying is perfectly understandable and makes sense

basic philosophy folks


this

yes
I will remind you

your iq measurements are based on your period-induced hate for me

whaaat
i thought all my secrets finished getting aired weeks ago

will do

also kanra you have to remember that not many people know anything about philosophy or had anything close to an existential crisis or ego-death in their life

theres no point in having intelligent existential or philosophical conversations with people who the worst thing that could happen to them is a girl at school rejecting them or getting a C on a test

maybe you told everyone
i don't remember

from 'soto please fuck me' to 'here's what ui told me about philosophies and why im so smart'

I'm offended and astonished.

please you're far to generous
everyone just kind of believes a bunch of things that happen to be true

i was referring to boo mostly, and more just in general to how kanra speaks to people
i dont know about your life
dont take it personally

well do they know about the thing that i know that you told me months ago?

ui and i argue about philosophy all the time, we differ on a fuck ton of shit, and thats even how our friendship was initially based was i was making fun of one of his philosophical stances
get off my dick dude, you're obsessed. i get it

I've noticed a lot of people haven't. I'll assume Test has thought as much into what he believes.

It's good practice being able to explain things to people.

I guess I'm going with the trial and error method. Though I would like to improve.

...

uou're going to have to be a lot less vague
i ahven't slept properly in months

quit crying baby

yes but you're taking what i call the "mad man" approach to philisophical and political subjects

you rationalise your way into a belief or thought pattern in which fits with your morals, principles, way of life, and thinking, and it makes you happy and you only see good things come from it

this prompts you to reccomend these things to everyone, and be baffled when people are inable to see things from your perspective, to understand why they cant rationalise things the same way as you do, or why they dont care and ignore you altogether

your fatal flaw is misunderstanding that people are not equal, their experiences are not equal, their morals, principles, beliefs, and what they consider to be rational and irrational are not equal

discussion is one thing, but your posting style is generally in that of a convincing argument, to try and sway people towards your line of thinking, your fatal flaw is that you don't seem to understand how to put yourself in others shoes without them explicitly telling them every detail about their lives and such

its a waste of effort

Nietzsche will always be my boy

its about who you are

don't take this as an insult but when you say "nietzsche is my boy" that doesn't mean you're implying that you're a nihilist, right?

please dont be insulted

i am myself as ever i have been
whatever it is that you're referring to, i don't suspect many people care that much

ur a girl

@Minami

we were listening to weeb tunes and shit

I'm sure Nietzsche was anti-nihilist. I could be wrong.

oh
yeah
i didn't think that was news at all
i tell people i'm a girl

YES

thank you

so many fucking retarded high school/college kids will say "I LOVE NIHILISM NIETZCHE IS MY BRO XDDD" and it makes me fucking rage

yes nietzche could be credited as being one of the people who inspired or even started nihilism, however he spent his entire life after that spiraling himself into a fucking philosophical coma trying to undo the cancer that he saw nihilism as

like how Marx was anti-marxist

what do you think hes saying?

Karl Marx?
he was discussing his theory of social evolution with someone and they brought up marxists and he was like "what? people are doing these things and attributing it to me? nah. no way."

I get my confidence from knowing that what I talk about is true or verifiable.

Most of us have confidence in our own knowledge, but there are more times that I don't.
Surely it must be possible to walk through someone's line of reasoning, walk through your own, then compare.
It's idealistic, but while the average person might reason emotionally, there are people who 'think about their own thinking' that might stop and try to consider your points.

Socrateswise. Because it's fun playing with ideas, considering them, weighing them against others.

You're right, though. I don't always step into their shoes, and see it with their emotions. Or care.
But when I do, I do alter my tone and words. I often rely on the fact that in a pinch, I could explain exactly why I'm right.

Nihilism is dumb as fuck. Poor Freddie. It's been too long since I've read his stuff. Beyond good and evil is a joy. I've always felt the ubermensch concept to be more abstract "self" orientated personal philosophy rather than literal social usage as the bastard nazi twisted it to be.

...

i am a gommunist

i'm a humanist

no its not the same

marx still believed what was written in the communist manifest to his deathbed, but he just didn't consider himself a marxist and revolted the idea of a cult of personality

nietzsche actively spent his entire life after he accidentally was responsible for creating nihilism trying to undo it and wrote paper after book after everything trying to explain why life is good and worth living, and that nihilism is poison and will destroy humanity

your issue is that you're not smart enough to understand that you're an idiot

your issue is that you think your right

nobody is right

nothing is absolute

everything you think you know and believe and hold dear is just a drop in the bucket

right/wrong dichotomy is an abstraction

i dont like him, but i do respect him

the only philosophy i like is Absurdism

why are you guys still up? it's really late ._.

>>>/bed/

i know what that means
i want to hear more about you though

g2b

8ch.net/bed/res/175.html#198


don't wanna

Transhumanism is the present/futur

Is silly. It's probably even bad to keep in mind as something to strive for.
People aren't motivated by high minded concepts. It seems harmful to hold onto.
You're only human. You'll live a happier life with that in mind.


I understand in the grand scheme of things, I am probably an idiot.

I understand entire generations of geniuses and scientists were all around about things we consider obvious now. I know that all I know is limited by my emotions. But I don't have schizophrenia or Alzheimer's, so the pattern seeking I do do, I feel I can rely on and even speak about with confidence. Even elaborate, and admit my own limitations. This isn't my first rodeo with thinking about how I think, or how I know what I know.

It does make me significantly more confident in what I do know, though.

...

why nooooot

...

.

i just meant it was similar in that Nietzsche wanted to get rid of people who critically misunderstood what he said, and Marx was all upset about people taking what he said out of context and applying it to different situations

like?

transhumanism has it's points

feeling kinda needy tonight

nobody here to keep me company .-.

revy gib miku folder pls


if only you would use skype

...

That happens when you filter too much.

...

*its

no it's mine

;~; pleaseeeeee

...

I want to ask you people something.

Yesterday, I went to see my psychiatrist, and he's always surprise at my ability to constantly see myself as a monster, which, let's say, shatters my confidence utterly.

There are three reasons for that state of mind, and I have yet to tell them to him. Because they're very intimate, and because as a doctor he can deeply impact my life, I kind of want to tell them here first to know how "okay" they are, to know if that's something I can tell a therapist. I'd also like to know, from your knowledge, the legal power of such people, even though I'm sure it varries from one country to another.

Would that be okay ?

iunno how to upload it and i don't care to find out

....

he is an expert.
we are not.

go ahead.

It kind of ruins it when you save it under that filename.

Can't say I'm to in the know with absurdism.

. .

o.o

I want irl affection right now

like petting and stuff ._.


I've only filtered one person permanently

the other two that I did recently were temporary and already removed

I mean surely you can't say that Kroni is a fun person to talk to

..

I dunno
I wanna know personal things about you
will you tell me?

explain your reasoning

this is mine too
*picks up the blue*

headpats are nice

ahhhhh
lemme come over and steal it

i could do more than that

I'll be back later, works picking up.
Ciao for

no

kbye scoots

mmhm

only for a mere few seconds have I ever been subbed, she was my big spoon for a few moments and I felt so loved it was great

I like being big spoon and petting cuties but I want to experience both equally, not just the one side~


r-really?

Chow~

-squeaks- ^_^

...

like what~?

my best experience yet involved being pinned and groped and having my hair pulled while he whispered sweet things in my ear

*puts uou on my lap*

yes but you're not right about anything. nothing is right

the only smart people in this world are those intelligent enough to realise how dumb and insiginificant they are

great genius's of the past and present still believed dumb batshit crazy stuff that made absolutely no sense, some even EVERYTHING they said was batshit insane crazy except their 1 claim to fame that brought them to 'geniushood'

im not trying to be mean, but your entire attitude reeks of high school level pseudointellectualism, people at peace with their mind dont go on the internet and start random philosophical debates with high schoolers

yeah ur right about that
niet did believe what he said when he wrote it though
but he spent literally his entire life trying to undo what he said and explain to people why life WAS worth living

a clinical psychologist or psychiatrist can only break their oath if they feel that you are in immediate danger to yourself or others

just dont say you're GOING to kill yourself or you'r GOING to kill a bunch of people, and you will be fine

i believe if you've committed something like a murder they have an obligation to say something too

Absurdism is a philosophical perspective which holds that the efforts of humanity to find meaning or rational explanation in the universe ultimately fail and are absurd, because no such meaning exists. That one should live not by lying to oneself, but living in spite of the absurdity. Accepting that the only abstracts that exist in this world are in your head, and that you yourself are one of them. Absurdism states that while it is impossible for humans to find meaning in life, the pursuit of finding that meaning is itself meaningful.

AS:LFKJS:DLKFGJS:LDKGJ

SERIOUSLY WHY CAN'T THIS HAPPEN TO ME I'M SO JEALOUS

-yawns wide and tries not to go to sleep-

boo

wow can u fucking stop

Well, okay. First one, I have sometimes, about 6 times a year, a kind of "mental breakdown", pretty violent. Basically, what happens is that, when I am subject to too much stress, despair, or sadness, and my mind can't take it anymore, a kind of division occurs. One part of my mind just starts crushing the other, it's like a masochistic frenzy where I take great joy in telling myself how fucking despicable I am.
In short, directing all of my anger and frustration towards myself is the only stress-reliever I have in these moments. Physically, it's like mixed tears, crying and laughing. I always make sure no one is around in these moments. I had a friend who witnessed it just one time, and she was scared as fuck.
That is the first element.


I'm kinda afraid to be thrown in some mental institue if I'm not careful. I just want to test waters here, see if that might happen or not judging by your knowledge of medical stuff.


Sounds like an unreachable dream for me.


Luckily, I haven't kill anyone. But one of my points might trigger harm to others. And that's what worries me.

boo2

Kroni is a fun person to talk to

do you start slamming you head into things or self harm?

if you are not planning hurt someone or in immediate risk of hurting someone then they cant legally do anything

;-;


sure

pervert!

*pets*

what kinds of medical stuff
i spent a lot of time playing doctor as a kid

also that seems like a pretty normal breakdown

sorry it's a private collection

Adachi, imma head to bed but keep posting, so I can read it when I wake up

but so far it seems like natural reactions. You'll be ok. As long as you dont have legit murderous/suicidal thoughts, you'll be ok

night all

I'd say it's to avoid physical self-harm that it occurs. To be perfectly honest, what makes me start seeing a psychiatrist was when I couldn't be alone for 24 hours and I couldn't have a breakdown as usual, it would've been too visible. Instead, I wrote "Parasite" on my hand with a compass blade like the retard I am, my father saw it and ordered me to go find a psychologist.
But usually, no self-harm, it was a one-time thing. Though I usually roll my head around on walls without hitting it.


How "immediate" must this risk be ?


I'm not sure "breakdown" is normal in any way.

I remember my dad telling me in detail how he was gonna kill some guy with a rock but didn't because God would disapprove.

stress related situations like yours aren't unheard of

-squeaks happily and stretches-

things that provoke legal action

"im going to kill someone"
"im going to kill myself"
"i am planning on killing someone"
"i am planning on killing myself"

thing that dont provoke legal action

"i want to kill myself"
"i want to kill someone"
"i tried to kill myself
"i did kill someone"

the fire rises

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i can give you mine for yours ;3
ahhh fine

nini

sounds like ur life story

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There is nothing pseudointellectual about conversing, discussing, analyzing, and understanding things.

More people than ever know more things, so whereas people in the olden days could be content talking about their crops, more of us now have the chance to think, learn, and understand. Especially with the progress made over the last century in understanding human behaviour, the consciousness, and the brain that people can actually talk about human nature, not as high minded contradicting philosophical arguments, but as is backed by evidence and new understanding.

Instead of: I'm right, you're wrong! You can demonstrate it. All that's left after that are the subjective interpretations.
And aren't the subjective ways people look at the world the best part of any discussion or debate?
Isn't that the reason why we talk to others, read specific books, or want to be like certain people?

My arguments are who I am.

bye felisha

ninini

-rolls on you- nn...

ooh~
i like that one, saved ♥

bye felisha

you're missing the point

im calling it pseudo-intellectual because you argue/debate with people who literally don't know or care about the thing that you're talking about, and have no interest in it, and still reply with walls of text

i know a fuck ton about history, but it would be like me talking to random people here if they agreed with the fact that Westphalian Sovereignty is a failure and then sending a wall of text to them when they give their uninformed answer since they don't know or care, and why should they

thats why i said you're doing the "mad man" approach

soto pls collar me

-disarms you, pocketing your knife-

nn, yourself, pet~

goodnight

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Thanks Grim. But that's only the first point. The two others are way darker. Nice pic by the way.


At least, one advantage of religion.


Maybe. But the way I deal with them is definitely unhealthy.


Wow, even admitting a past murder is not enough to trigger legal action ? It's way more tolerant than I thought.


Well, off to the second point I guess. It may be a consequence of solitude, or my almost-certain autism, but...I have a sexual reaction to displays of affection. I mean, if someone is nice to me, smiles to me, I might get a boner or something. It seems fairly innocent like that, but the truth is the source doesn't matter: as long as it is "something that has a personnality", this reaction can occur, and it can be even stronger if the thing concerned is unable to lie about this display of affection, or is unable to conceal their true emotions. This can concern children and animals. Simply because, as I said, they can't conceal their true emotions, and their displays of affection are honest.
I don't think I have a native sexual attraction to them, but I'm afraid it might developp by mental association. As long as I have this distrust for grown-ups, this conviction that they hide their personnalities to deceive, things are probably going to get worse.

i miss you

I'm talking about related stuff.

Test did react when I brought up religion.
Erio and I had a long mutual dissection over Trump. Though he may have been high.
I've talked at length with many people about their personal morals, what they feel is good or bad.

I don't have one thing I'm limited to talking about. I haven't brought up complicated stuff out of nowhere. People were clearly interested enough to share.
There's a world of human experience to pull from, and I the 2016 elections seemed interesting. Obviously it wasn't a complete waste, since a few of you had strong, thought out opinions and justifications.

They are informed to the extent they are. That's all I care about.
I want to know. You honestly think that my approach is wrong?
Its purpose isn't to educate, it's to converse and convey.
If I wanted to educate I would. But the truth about life is often complicated and boring.