Watched a documentary with my dad for the first time, it was also the first time I saw images of war. I believe it was about the Gulf War. I remember asking him a lot of questions, and getting answers like "our boys are doing the right thing" and "don't worry, you don't live in one of the bad countries"
Mandatory pledge of allegiance every morning. Forced to almost worship the Founding Fathers of America. Federalist Papers, founding documents and the works of Thomas Jefferson were required reading, and I even had the Declaration, the Constitution, a picture of an eagle and a picture of the Statue of Liberty as my only posters.
My parents pitched a royal fit when I decided to read some other classic literature, such as The Origin of Species, The Prince, The Republic, Leviathan, the works of Descartes, Locke, Hume, Smith, Kant, Nietszche and Freud…all works they themselves had not read, but had heard bad things about. They feared I would be "corrupted" by all this "worldly knowledge", but I convinced them it was to give me a well rounded education, and that many on the list had influenced the Founding Fathers.
And yes, I really did read them. Unabridged. I didn't get to play video games or have friends like other kids, and the only music genre that was elective for me was Classical, so despite my age I was growing up as the Noble Savage - incredibly well cultured, incredibly bad at social interaction.
My parents joined the Tea Party, and coercively so did I. By this time I was beginning to see cracks and flaws in ultraconservatism, but I still listened to conservative talk radio and, of course, Fox News. We ended up getting purchased by the Republicans and turned into yet another republican asset.
I come to terms with my sexuality - something not easy to do in an enclosed and negative environment. I decide conservatism is not for me, as I would not be welcome among them. I remained in the closet, both sexually and politically. Plus, it was becoming more and more evident that I had been brainwashed as a child, and I had no desire to be any more
I gain internet access, and my research takes me further than I could have imagined. Much to my parents dismay and outrage, I became an open liberal. While I did not come out sexually, I came out politically due to my exasperation with my repression.
I see the same cracks in Liberalism as I did in Conservatism. Two sides, same coin, a coin in the pocket of the rich. I go from ideology to ideology, but in the end it is always the same.
Disenfranchised with finding no political group that was not just a way for the rich to manipulate the poor, I see the world nihilistically, and so delve into what I was sure would be the worst system: Communism.
And here, I found it. No rich, no kings, nobody controlling others for their own personal interest (Stalin and Best Korea not included), just a collective of people who don't want to be manipulated into profiting others any more.