How to not get spooked by petty shit?
Sometimes I really can't help my hatred of pajeets or spics or whatever. When you see Indians being ugly, spineless, losers and spics being stupid fat manlets your brain can't help but associate these traits with the societal subgroup that person is apart of. See, it is fundamentally irrational, and I'm aware it is irrational.
I mean, even if we consider current events, like the refugees, I don't give a shit that they're Muslim, but the more important part is they're brown. A clear marker or difference that can never be assimilated away.
My god, I don't want to be like this. And yes, I'm a former Holla ForumsTard. But even now if I see a nigger on the street my first completely unconscious thoughts are a recognition of the race of the guy. But when I see a white person this recognition is not there.
Honestly, I don't know if you cure racism by proving the equality of races (irrespective of whether that's true or not or even if race is a valid concept). Because they're racist first, and then find evidence to support that belief. "I hate niggers because of this crime chart" is simply a lie.
Well, it seems I've rambled. Sorry
I know, I'm fucking scum