What the fuck is wrong with me?

I think I’ve fallen in love with my cousin.

Ok so here goes.


What the fuck do I do, Holla Forums

fuck her in the pussy

are you seriously asking on Holla Forums and thinking that won't be the answer

I’m fucking drunk right now. I don’t know what I’m doing.

How old is she?

You know enough to find her cunt hole and jam it in. Do it now. I command you.

18

does she wanna fuck you to?

big if true

I don’t know for certain, but I feel like the feelings are one sided. She does always come to me to hang out, though.

Lolwut

Women don't have feelings. They do orgasm sometimes though.

Good.
Honestly try have a relationship with her. Try a platonic one first and see where that takes you. If she really is that beautiful why are you waiting for some nigger or other 'chad' to steal her?

Too old. Find someone younger.

Kek. If you guys saw her, you’d be commanding me to smash.

Tiny frame, big blue eyes, pretty long brown hair. She has a crude sense of humor and she’s airheaded to the point of being adorable. She always is self conscious because she believes she looks like a 12 year old (she kinda does, but you can tell she’s older).

is she hot?

Fuck yes. I constantly have to scare off niggers and even bouncers.

Uh you said she's 18 though. You're 8 years too late.

post a pic of her without face or something. these threads always suck because we have nothing to go on. sometimes i feel like people just make these threads as a LARP fetish.

Well there it is. Take her while you have the chance.

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disgusting spic

The thing I’m worried about is failing and destroying the relationship I have with her. This is beyond lust.

Not to mention, although looking like a chad now, I have no game.

She’s Asian/White mix. Like me.

>mongrelized Asian AND morgrelized huwhite
Disgusting. Absolutely disgusting. I hate Americans.

Kek

give us pic of rump pls

Can’t find any pictures

Just rape her, she doesn't look strong.

Naw. I love and respect her enough you treat her nice.

It might be a cliche but 'you can't succeed if you don't try' seems to ring true in your current situation.

*to

I mean you right.

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Just a heads up, I might fall asleep soon. It’s late where I’m at and I got work in the morning

Breddy gay, m8.

Why do you have gay porn saved on your computer schizo faggot?

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take one? where is she now?

Her house.

i thought you lived together wtf?

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Give her some definitive signals that make it very clear to her that you care and value the family bond but you'd also like to try something new with her. Just don't wait for someone to snatch her up because you'll truly be bitter and ahit like this can fuck people up for good.

We don’t. She comes to visit.

have you ever masturbated to her before? sniff her panties? in all of this time youve never snapped a pic to jack off to later?

I mean, I’m drunk right now, but I’ll probably seriously consider this in the morning.

degenerate fucking faggot

I have imagination.

I’ve smelled the pillow she uses when she stays the night.

I may be a sperg but I’m not a creep. I’m not going to take a picture of her while she sleeps.

Just take the picture. We're all creeps and spergs here. We don't judge at all and if we did why would you care?

Good. God speed.

just take a pic of her bum when she's walking. pls come back tomorrow and keep us updated OP

I’ve never been one to jerk it to pics I’ve saved. I usually just go to a porn site. My tastes are actually pretty tame. The “weirdest” I’d go is like anal or hentai.

If I remember. She only visits on weekends.

That's a fair point because I've had that feeling before, the feeling of not being able to jerk it pictures of close friends. It's a shitty feeling but it's a good way to confirm that you still have a concious.

I’m still in the process of fixing myself. I’m doing my best to avoid degeneracy, but when I’m with her, she just gives me a whole new feeling that I can’t avoid.

degenerate piece of shit

One thing I can’t wrap my head around is how to go about actually courting her. It’s nerve wracking.

I know. I’m becoming something I’ve made fun of my whole life.

For England, James.

Your the guy that posts about fucking cousins being ok on halfchan and this is a copypasta strawman for you.

No cletus its not ok.

kek

If she is into it don't fuck it up like I did when I was young and dumb.
Her pleasure comes first.

What

Cum all over that pillow before she arrives next time

Should’ve clarified that it was once. I thought it was weird.

We sometimes stay up watching Netflix and one of the shows we watched had something about that for a small subplot.

you're a normalfag. you have a discord, too. fuck you and kill yourself you sack of shit

The aestethics of the White race + the IQ of the Eastern Asian race. You two are blessed individuals. Don't allow the low IQ Negro to destroy the amazing gene pool in your family. That's all I have to say.

I find niggers repulsive. You don’t have to worry about that.

I think she isn’t attracted to them either.

K

Just jerk off in front of each other. No sex but it will relieve the tension.

Uh huh…..

Post pics.

I posted one. Not comfortable sharing more than that, really.

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Crusty jugglers

Leave her alone. It's not you, she's just being aggressive. The feelings of joy you have when you see her will be replaced with feelings of guilt when she grows up confused or unable to form healthy relationships with men.

Nothing, it's completely normal to fall in love with your cousin, the west is just weird about it, there isn't even a significant risk of birth defects like people often say

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lies

this bread is so dumb it's not even true

She's only 12.5% related to you by genetics, if you have a child you'll each be 56.25% related to that child, consider that, if you fucked any other woman the child would only be 49.8-50.2% yours depending on gender, so what's stopping you?

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Well, technically she's somewhere between 0% and 12.5% related. Certainly, at least one of her x chromosomes is not yours.

Cousins are fair game tbh fam.

I guarantee you, it is.

I legit find myself coming up with shitty lyrics and composing songs that I throw away later because if it’s shitty, it’s nothing more than a shallow insult in my mind.

If I write a song about her, I want that shit perfect.

It's like 2% over average people, that's like nothing

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be serious, fucking your cousin is degenerate, you'll have to pay a nigger to fuck her in the pussy while you watch.

tbh, my cousin is hot enough the niggers would pay me to fuck her, and it make my dick diamonds seeing her BLACKED

what are you waiting for then?, make some bucks !

as long as you put your cock inside of her, you're doing just fine, user

This is not OP. I am.

And no. No fucking ape is touching that girl.

Fuck that.

stop being inbred

Don't fall in love, OP.
I can already tell that this is a bad idea just by how emotionally invested you are in her.
If it was a fuck, you would treat it as that, just a fuck.

Honestly, I wouldn't bat an eye if you dated, fucked, married, or had kids with your cousin. A literal US president was a cousin fucker and the current social climate is just becoming more and more degenerative.
I'd rather you date your cousin than a tranny or some shit. Besides, you're already a hapa mongrel. It's not like you have some racially pure bloodline to preserve, so why not try to gainsome happiness and slip into some genetically similar poon?

Just say it user, say that you have feeling for her and want to fuck the living shit out of her, if she answers no, an hero.

you'll probably get kicked out of your parents house if you bang your cousin. quit trying to spend money on being a chad and spend money on moving out instead.

Probably. I’m working on that at the moment.

Good, so you aren't a complete idiot.

Honestly man life is too fucking short for this shit. If you love her and she loves you too then just fucking be together. You can never have children with her but you two could definitely adopt some little white kids and have a nice family. You'd have to move far away from the rest of your folks to a state that allows cousin marriage but yeah man frankly so many goddamn people in this world never find anyone to love that shit is too precious to throw out the window because muh societal norms. Hell, back in the day royalty all over Europe was marrying their cousins to keep the bloodline pure. Fuck it I say.

Still fucking stupid. I mean I fell in love with my cousin.

I was thinking the same thing.

My family is pretty accepting of most shit, but I figure if I went through with this that it’d cross a line. I’m more than certain they’d come to terms eventually. It’s her family that’s a different story.

The reason she comes over all the time is to get away from her family, primarily her dad. Ever since he retired, he’s been going psycho. He never lets my aunt go anywhere and if she absolutely has to leave, he calls my aunt and my cousin whores when they leave somewhere.

He also insults my oldest male cousin for being overweight and depressed. He fucking hacked into my aunts iPad and threatened to beat the shit out of the tattoo artist who worked on her most recent tattoo.

My mother, my aunt, my cousin, my brother-in-law, and I went to a bar to have fun and when my uncle caught wind, he showed up to keep an eye on my aunt. My cousin and I left shortly after.

I’m a terrible photographer, but here’s a snap of her from tonight before she and I go somewhere.

Her family situation sounds totally fucked up, honestly banging her and hooking up with her in a stable relationship might be the best thing for both of you, and the genetic collision between cousins is so minimal don't even sweat the having kids part, if you hit the retard lottery give it away to the state and try again, odds are in your favor it will be completely normal.

My biggest obstacle is my game at this point. Difficulty significantly increased with trying to get her considering we’re related.

Where did the hats come from?

DId you bone her yet user, it's like you're not even trying. Women love this incest shit too, if she even gets a hint that you're into it and wanting to try it with her, those juices are going start flowing and give you an automatic +2/10 to your current Chad score.

What's the problem?
Think about this: 2 parents, 4 grandparents, 8 great-grandparents, 16 great-great-grandparents, 32, 64, 128, infinite ancestors. But we don't have infinite ancestry, do we? Incest happens, and cousin incest is probably the least damaging genetically. So do it.

Here’s a picture I took today. Fuck, it feels creepy to sneak these.

I don't get why it's taboo honestly, the state of the family unit is the most broken it has ever been at any point in history. Why? Because we've stigmatized incest. Marrying a cousin used to be a common practice, and still is in many cultures. There's a certain level of genetic identity and "gene attraction" that's a scientifically accepted attraction theory. Marrying someone with a small, but identifiable common genetic code as yourself helps form a bond of unity, also the children produced between you is slightly more than half related to each you giving your family unit a stronger sense of identity and purity than traditional non-related families.

Example, marry a first cousin and say you share 12% genetic identity. Each of you is 88% genetically unique, a child will inherit 44% of the unique DNA from each of you, and the 12% common DNA, the resulting child will be 56% related you and your cousin spouse. 12% stronger bond than a normal waifu, 6% stronger bond than an average child. Strong bonds, stronger families.

You can stop whenever you want, I mean after all aren't you jealous of us wanting her too? Otherwise I don't suppose you have pics of her barefoot and in skirt?

No. I don’t .

When you go out together, did anybody ever ask you if you're a couple? Did she blush when this happened?

A little, but she corrected it. I think it was more of embarrassment.

Get better at handling money and move the fuck out. At least go to Uni or something

Also don't dick your cousin down. While /some/ states have 2nd and 3rd cousins legal, I'm pretty sure first cousins are always incest. Not to mention it's going to be awkward when you're both inevitably caught.

Working on the money thing. I was thinking more of taking a trade or going into the military over a Uni.

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Ill tell you this man, my half sister married our first cousin and they have a normal 15 year old girl (fat tbh). Our whole family knows but its never really been an issue and they are still close to us.

Would I ever fuck my first cousin? hah, I don't even know, who's to say there wont be a situation where the temptation is too much to handle and I lose control. In all honesty I guess Id try to avoid it but if it happens then it happens.

cousin fuckers OUT

You're telling me that you know for a fact that there isn't the possibility of your hot cousin seducing you into fucking her while you're both drunk?

Beats me, but I doubt she’s actually going after me. She’s actually not very aggressive towards me. I’m certain it’s one sided on my end.

Stop being a faggot, you dumbass.

Sex between cousins is a really common thing. Enjoy it. Just don´t be a creep and you´ll be fine.

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I try not to be a creep.

Is there any way I could smoothly hint my romantic interest to her without being caveman stupid obvious?

Also shameless self bump

Cousin-fucking is the most purest form of fucking there is, in the state of Mississippi.

What is it in any other state?

Update: I finally worked up the nerve to tell her my feelings.

I was rejected. Not very harshly, though. It hurt and she understood the way I felt like I did, but she said it couldn’t happen because we’re cousins.

The thing I’m worried about now is her telling someone in our families. I don’t think I could live in this house anymore after that.

I want to fucking die right now.

op?
whats the news man

Kek. U fucking beta you dont tell her. What you do is you slowly gain her liking with subtle flirting and such. Then you cop a feel whenever you can. Now ur fucking a screwed. She wont want to be near you cause shes creeped out.

My heart hurts. She’s sleeping in the other room right now. We’re planning a trip soon. I told her I wanted to wait til after the trip to tell her, but she got pissed that I wasn’t telling her, so I told her after we drove around a bit.

She told me she already knew, but she didn’t expect me to actually say it and was actually surprised/proud that I worked up the nerve.


The main reason I rushed it was because my sister is planning on taking her to Virginia soon, so I wanted to get it off my chest before then and regret it for the rest of my life.

Flirt during the trip

It's not over. She could have reacted much worse. Try to get her drunk or something

I don’t think that’s an option anymore, truly. I’ve laid out all my cards and now she’ll see through everything I would throw at her.


True, she could’ve reacted much worse, but I don’t think getting her drunk would be the way to go in this case. If anything, I feel like it’d hurt my situation much more.

Or maybe she wont. She might secretely want ur dick but too prideful or shy to tell u. I started commenting on pictures my cousin on fb couple years ago. Saying that she looked cute. Then i would casually send her love songs. She started telling me she always thought i was handsome and told me was sex addict. Too bad she lives in another country. We wouldve fucked for sure.

OP you're overlooking the most obvious part here. she didn't say it couldn't happen because there was no attraction. she said it couldn't happen because you're cousins. girls choose their words carefully as fuck.

I don’t know. My mind is running at a million miles a minute and I’m tired. All I can do at this point is sleep and wake up tomorrow (or today at this point) and take what comes at me. I really wanted to get that reciprocated love, though. I thought I was going to vomit I was so nervous.

she said it was wrong only because you were cousins maybe she likes you too. she didnt say she didnt like you did she? you might still have a chance.

in alabama 1st cousin marriage is legal. maybe OP is lucky enough to live in alabama

If i were you, I would try to find a way to discover her true feelings about you. It doesn't seem that uncommon for extended relatives to have some kind of attraction to eachother.

I don’t

Major update:

My sister just asked if I wanted to go to Virginia, too.

noice! how much you wanna bet it's because your cousin hinted that she wanted you to come?
cousin pussy best pussy

Neat. Take nudes of cousin and post here when it happens

I don’t think that’s what happened.

Do you really?

stop being so pessimistic and shove your dick in your cousin's pussy, damnit

incest is degenerate

I’ll keep going at it, but know I’m going more cautious.

Another reason I don’t think she’s into me is that today, my family and I went shopping and she was keeping her distance. I could tell because before, we used to walk side by side everywhere we went.

Damn.. I hope, at the very least, things to get or stay too weird between you two.

Don't get too weird**

she could be trying to make things look proper to outside observers by keeping her distance, but that's not a great sign, user. still, i hope you get to hook up with her

Go on this trip with her, go with sister and cousin to a bar and buy some girls drinks; find any female you might be willing to sleep with if drunk enough and offer to buy her a drink. Your cousin will start doubting how serious you were into her, or how you could so soon forget her, or that you're so willing to move on that you're chasing other gals; she'll start doubting herself and throw some on you just to reassure herself you did want her to begin with.

this, OP. make her jealous. she'll either try to get you back, or she'll fuck some chad from the bar to make you jealous out of spite

if this happens, bust in on them and kick Chad's ass while yelling "nobody fucks my cousin but me", this is guaranteed to make her wet x9000

this would actually work, but whew, it takes some balls of steel to pull it off. and im' not sure that OP has balls that big

A man crazed with sexual incest tension may surprise us all, yet..

big if true

You know what, it might just happen. Good luck OP.

I’d beat giga nigga 5000 for this girl

probably your best chance, user. good luck

but hopefully you don't have to beat giga nigga's ass and can just fugg her without the hassle

i know this feel op too bad i'm a loser, autistic virgin.
you might have a shot with her though, go for it op! while she is still young, i never had that much luck.

It’s not even the fucking I’d care about. I just want her. I love her.

you can't love a girl without also wanting to fugg her, user. anyway, good luck in virginia

… and that's why you'll lose every time, women see that shit as a sign of weakness, fuck her first then love her, it's the only way

I’d be lying if I said I didn’t want to. I just find having her herself takes priority. She makes me happy.

Maybe. I’ve started thinking to myself that I’ve been stepped on my entire life and has my shit stolen from me at every turn. Now, it’s my turn to get what I want and if I want one thing, it’s her.

Humility is something I’ve been living by all my life, but if I have to get rid of it for her, that shit’s out the fucking window.

keep us updated, user. i'm invested in this story now

Aight. I’m going in when the trip comes around.

post pics if you can

Ya know, I just had a wake up call. I went on my run and I thought “I never got what I wanted being humble and if being humble got my shit pushed in and my love denied, I’m gonna be the biggest asshole anyone has ever seen. I’ll not only fight giga nigga for her. I’ll make him my bitch before I make her my bitch. On this trip, I’m gonna get a new set of clothes because I get paid on the 1st. And you know what? I’m gonna tell HER to pick it for me.”

you don't even have to be an asshole, user. just be direct and don't put up with bullshit

Sounds like a better plan in the long run.

Uhhh your biggest obstacle is YOUR OWN FUCKING FAMILY, RETARD.

Do you think they're going to just say, "Lols guess we're going to have wincest in our house now. Oh well, true love x3"

Dude, you are both going to be completely fucking shunned and then guess what she's going to do when she sees that she's being lumped in with you and that she's going to lose the financial and emotional safety net that only a family can provide?

Guess what she's going to do when she has a choice between you and your poorly-employed ass, and her family?

She's going to choose her fucking family, and she's going to tell them that you pressured her into doing things, so that she will be welcomed back not only with open arms, but EXTRA support. You have to ask yourself if a cute 18 year old girl who KNOWS she gets hit on/checked out all the time is willing to THROW EVERYTHING SHE HAS GOING FOR HER AWAY just so she can be in an exclusive relationship with you. Are you REALLY that good of a fucking catch? Because I'm pretty sure literally nobody in your situation could possibly be.

The problem is (You)

OP sounds like a good guy and that's exactly what she needs, and frankly there's lots of guys with their lives "together" and stable income that are nothing more than PUAs chasing one piece of ass to the next, so why should OP continue to shy like a beta when he actually cares. OP just needs to step up and put on a little show and hold down a decent job, most women would be lucky if they could get that and not be a single mom at 30 these days.

worst case scenario, they can move to alabama

You are completely misunderstanding what I'm saying. I'm not saying that they are incompatible or that it isn't a good idea, or, "Muh morals!!!" I'm saying that in reality this is going to be very difficult to pull off, for the reasons mentioned previously. If she is avoiding him while shopping with others, she is clearly putting the opinions of others BEFORE her feelings for him (assuming she has them) so when EVERYONE else's opinion (the womens' opinions mostly, this 18 y/o chick is not going to listen to a grandpa she might have who says incest is fine) is that they should break up, what do you think she is going to do? NOT what is best for her, NOT that OP is a bad person, what do you think that this 18 y/o girl is going to do, when her whole family tells her that she's going to be cut off financially and socially from them for incest? Do you really think she is going to throw everything away, when she isn't even willing to stand next to him in the presence of other people?

or, you know, alabama

You've established yourself as a potential boyfriend, she's going to behave accordingly. She asked you on a trip to Virginia, which is all you need to know that she's giving you a chance.

I hope that’s true.

time will tell, user

preemptive bump
keep us informed, OP

Trip hasn’t happened yet.

trip when?

Tomorrow (the 1st)

godspeed, OP
fugg your cousin tbh

Don't just fug her - IMPREGNATE that cousin!

if possible, yes

Ok. I have a week to do this. I’m already on thin ice because I made her mad.

We’ve just arrived at the hotel. I sat next to her and she didn’t speak to me nearly the entire ride unless she was responding to things I asked her.

don't overthink it


might not be a good sign but for fucks sake, don't overthink it

We went to the gym here and we talked a little more. Nothing more than small talk and my mother was with us, so nothing pertaining to the love confession was discussed.

she probably needs space and time to process all of this. don't be too aggressive (unless you're battling giganigga5000)

the conversations are probably going to feel a little "forced" for a while until a new baseline is established. shit's gonna feel weird, until one day it doesn't

I think that’s why she’s mad at me. I tried to double down before the trip and she got upset. I felt like I really blew it. I’m hoping I can recover some ground.

I hope that’s soon before some other queer comes along and takes her. She’s got quite the selection of suitors.

yep. you'll have to back off for a bit. consider ignoring her and waiting for her to come to you. but don't take too long. tbh, this might take longer than your 1 week trip. focusing on other things is prolly the best trick you can use to not over-think things.
you haven't blown it yet, user. when she tells you to stay the fuck away from her, then you've blown it. and if you keep doubling down, that conversation WILL happen

She did say that “for now” we need to keep our distance. Sure we’re on the same trip, but I’m going to do my best not to bother her too much except for a little group small talk or asking her for small stuff.

"for now" isn't forever. also, don't overthink it. probably the last time i say that, so that it doesn't get annoying

Aight

Kill Yourself and Videotape it you disgusting fail normalfag

tip jej

That is a very clear sign that she wants you to be assertive. Tell her that you want her and tell her why. Don't accept no for an answer.

If you can't pull this off without coming across as a rapist you are going to have a very hard time.

Bro honestly ive been in a sexual relationship with my 2nd cousin since she was 14 on and off. I finally worked up the nerve to move to Wisconsin to be with her and even though it was kind of weird at first because i was living with her and my family and eventually i got caught in her bed and kicked out we still see each other. Nothing gives me more happiness in this world OP then fucking my cousin hard and deep while she shakes and moans my name. You should honestly just try making her jealous with some bitch. Worked for me. Pic related this was fb messages between my cousin and I

I got Tinder to try this, actually. Since we got here, there’s a shit ton more women to potentially get matched with. There’s a Japanese girl here and if I match and we meet, that’d be the perfect thing to get her jealous because my cousin’s heard how much I like Asian women.

Now that's what I call LARPing

She’s being a little nicer since yesterday. She’s having conversations with me. She’s still hanging out with my brother more than me, though.

What a fucking cuck.

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grab her by the pussy and yell MAGA at the top of your lungs

what the faaaaaack

She doesn’t wear skirts.

People gravitate to him. He hates people, but he has charisma out the orifice.

something wrong with love?

Well, no…

I don’t think that she’s warming up to me romantically, but she’s comfortable walking side by side again and she had me light her cigarette for her because she said it was too windy.

She asked me if I talked to my therapist about this situation. He told me I could bring her next time, but she doesn’t think she needs to.

good progress is good. sounds like she's using the brother as a buffer zone. she's headed back in your direction, user. probably slower than you'd like, but it's habbening.

this is even better. she's coming back quicker than I would've guessed. still way too soon to push for the sexy fun time tho

Yeah. I’m really not trying to be pushy, so I haven’t mentioned anything about the ordeal. She was the one who brought it up when she asked about the therapist. I told her I went and she said “I was just seeing if you were trying to move past this.”.

I replied, “I am, but it’s hard”.

She said, “No it’s not.”

I replied, “For me it is.”

Having sex with a cousin in all Latin America, is a fairly common thing and it's thoroughly enjoyed little "taboo".
I'd say go for her, she looks slim and cute, have some fun.

In my experience she wants to fuck you too , just try to touch her in private, then ask her if she would fuck with one of her other cousins ,that worked for me and I'm so glad it did

not good, in my opinion. for her to say that, the way it's worded it's open ended. she's asking you if you still want her while trying to make it sound like she doesn't want you. tough call, tbh. you saying that you were trying was a mistake if you ask me. should've told her point blank "no, i don't want to get past you"

girls can get over a guy easily. or I guess it's more accurate to say they can pretend to, whereas a guy can't. they'll never understand how bad that shit hurts, that the world just fucking stopped spinning.

I just got out of hot water from doubling down. I’m not trying to go from the fire straight to the frying pan.

I get the feeling that wouldn’t work because that’d be too out of character for me and she’d know that either they wouldn’t be my words or I’d be up to something.

I’ve never been good with words and have always spoken more with my actions.

Oh, she’s very cute. I don’t think mentioning that it’s common in Latin America would help my case as well as I’d like.

She loves buffalo wings and ice cream so I took her and my brother to a nearby Wing Stop earlier, then she and I went to a Cold Stone Creamery afterwards while my brother stayed in the room to play vidya.

You should have mentioned this pertinent piece of information before soliciting advice on how to proceed, we might have suggested other routes. Does she know what if any meds you take too?

Your best bet might just be to pull back, avoid the friend zone and don't talk about your shrink sessions with her, no talk period, don't even lie about what you what you talked about. You can share these feelings with her if you get in a relationship, but if you start sharing them without an intimate relationship in place, you're just going to build her up as a non-romantic trusted confidant.

I take anti-depressants. She does know. She asked because she wanted me to bring it up to him.

She’s in the same boat as me when it comes to the depression thing. That’s one of the things we had a connection over. We tried to get her to go to the same place I go for therapy, but my uncle has such an iron grip over the family (and my aunt really sucks up to him) that they convinced her not to join me there.

grab her ass pussy

Your aunt cheated on your uncle in the past. That is why he tries to control her. Common in military wives.
Your cousin smokes and takes anti-depressants, she is a mess. Btw, those drugs reduce genital sensation. You are also a mess and unappealing to females in this situation. You are projecting desperation to her which is unattractive. However, she likes the attention you give her. She will not fuck you because you have nothing to offer that females find appealing in a mate.
Fix yourself. Emotionally and financially. Then you will attract other girls and not fixate on damaged goods cousin.

On the process of fixing myself, my aunt never cheated on him, my uncle only very recently got his iron grip after retiring, and depression is something that runs in both families. I was only saying depression was a connection because it was something we talked about and we’re working on fixing ourselves.

I’m still in the process to getting her to go to the therapist, not because of me, but so she can get better. She grew up happy, but because of her dad suddenly going psycho, she’s sad.

I'd try to gradually roll back the dosage on your meds and find out if you can get completely off them or at least find the minimal daily dosage you need not to lose your shit. Depends on the medication, many are micro-beads so you simply open the capsule and guess at the dosage you're removing.

Anti-depressants also tend to work differently on the brain in young adults under 25 than those in late 20s and beyond, and most doctors prescribe beyond the dosage actually required to address the imbalance. People resort to drugs and therapists because they think there's something fundamentally wrong with themselves, when in reality, they have rational thoughts and beliefs that are rejected by an irrational larger society.

The prescription I have would put me into withdrawals if I quit cold turkey, so I’d have to ween myself off.

I went on it because while having a good home life, my social life was shit. I was a nerdy teacher’s pet kid and the other kids beat and insulted the shit out of me. Me as a spoiled sheltered kid couldn’t handle it and had a mental breakdown by 7th grade.

We moved somewhere else and I improved, but my elementary to middle school life affected my social abilities severely. After graduating, I started being a hermit and was a scraggly fucker. After she came around, she helped get me going to improving the way I was and helped me sort of “transform” and get out of my shell.

That might give you some insight to me.

Well a good start would be to minimize your med dosage to the minimum you need to cope with life, you'll probably find your thinking on a great many situations altered when not in therapist drug-induced hypno-state.

i'm still rooting for you, OP, but i don't like your options. sounds like she's backing you into a corner where it's her way or no way

It’s scary to me how many options she has compared to me. She’s more social to other people.

We all just made it to our second place.

The original hotel we only went to for my mother’s business. Right now, we’re in a suite.

is that her or your sister in 2nd pic?

pretty nice looking suite, m8. i never spend that much money for a hotel room

i just sleep in my car tbh

why do some pics rotate on expanding in page? anyone know? it's really annoying

It’s her

noice. a little too chunky for my tastes, but i'm picky as hell.

She’s bending over the counter and her shirt is very loose.

Quick question: What do at Universal Studios to get a girl on your good side?

no need to defend yourself user. i like my girls anorexic or borderline. like i said, very picky

What things can I do to get her interested in me here?

Please. Pertinent information.

so it's not just my browser then, good, it's been annoying me too

If you got the nerve, something that involves volunteers from the audience, go on stage, be confident and put on a good show for yourself, break yourself out of the beta persona shell.

Bad news: The entire night so far, I haven’t been able to get close. We were getting along well at the suite, but she’s keeping her distance here at the park. It’s like the car ride where she only responds during group small talk.

Currently we’re at a restaurant at the park and we’re sitting adjacent from each other. She seems to want to avoid looking at me and is focusing on her phone.

You got any shared interests or attractions nearby that may appeal to her that are not in the park, ask her to join you, take a taxi, get away from the mom and sister?

She's probably conscientious of being found out that you two have sexual tension, but your mom and sister are already beginning to suspect by the fact you're now ignoring each other.

I think you're fucked, user. Doesn't sound good to me.

It’s my mom and brother with us. My sister couldn’t come on this trip.


I really hope not.

I could possibly ask her to go swimming with me, but there’s a high chance she’ll decline.

I confessed to my sister that I loved her, got rejected, now she's getting fucked by a stoner. Its a tough thing to do OP, incest is mostly a 1 way street of attraction and she'll just think you are a disgusting pervert.

I think she's going to avoid you no matter what. RIP in pieces OP

Encourage her to breed with Chad early, and start grooming your first cousin once removed, it's the best shot you have at getting a little piece of her.

this tbh

Please don’t tell me that.

I'm not gonna blow smoke up your ass, user. This isn't looking good for you. Might be time to pretend she doesn't exist for a few weeks or months, then see if she approaches you

It probably would be best to try and be patient, but I just don’t want her to find someone else in the time between, because I know women don’t like waiting and if she finds someone else, it’s game over for me.

Well, your odds weren't great to begin with, seeing as you're trying for a Wincest relationship here

True. I don’t like it, but that is very true.

were you trying to hit on her in front of your family?

OP, I don't know your family dynamics, and this play is based on a lot of unknown variables. What kind of persona does your brother have? Are the two of you close? Is he slightly older than you, ideally a year or two older? Is he good at bullshitting or delivering a joke?

Confide to him you had a crush on her and hope he's not going to yell it at the top of his lungs, ask him to do you a brotherly favor and work in a casual and very serious reveal of his own crush to her. Hopefully she might be like "Are you just fucking with me? He told you?"

You might be able to at least salvage the situation from a awkward secret between the two of you to an in-joke between the three of you. This isn't a play to gain you any significant other points, at best you might reset things back to their pre-crush-reveal normalcy you had.

If you can't leave well enough alone, I'd at least recommend you stick this on the back burner for a while and work yourself off meds or to a minimal dosage because you might not even have this crush after you do. If you absolutely have to start chaser again, then lay it on thin and slow with casual flirt jokes and test the waters slowly.

I’ve been noticing that after dinner at the restaurant and maybe even before, I realized she was keeping her distance because I kept finding her walking next to me, and after walking a while, she would leave and walk either next to my mother or brother. She also occasionally glances at me like I’ve been doing to her.

No

He’s younger by 5 years and literally one of the most popular kids in his school. Despite his popularity, he hangs out with nerds who while being nerds, are funny as fuck in their own right.

I think he knows, but I don’t think he told her. He’s got a knack at picking up on people and I wear my emotions on my sleeve.

It’s like she can’t decide if she wants to stay away or stay close.

ffs try to get her alone somehow instead of overanalyzing every tiny little thing she said or did

...

Get him to drag mom to some shit only 13 years old want to do, get some alone time with cousin like other user suggests, you two go to an attraction that fits your interests and can get you engergized and interact.

This is potentially good. Maybe but maybe not. It could be that she's got feelings for you too but is conflicted about it

No, he’s 5 years younger than me.

Oh right, I was thinking you were 18, but your cousin is 18, you're "early 20's" and if he's 5 years younger, he's closer to her age than you?

Yes

You need to avoid her for a couple days at least. Tons of space. Your goal is to get back to a semi-normal relationship. From there, let her get secure and feel something for you. Eventually she might push boundaries.

Never push. Don't panic. This is no different than pursuing a girl who has other barriers, such as a boyfriend, a friend's ex-girlfriend, etc. You need to make them feel comfortable above all else.

Don't sperg out and don't share too much. Just go have fun for a couple of days and take your mind off of things. Girls can tell when something is bothering you. And you justify it because it's them but they don't care. They don't know any better, even if you tell them (and you SHOULDN'T). So don't worry about it. It makes you look non-confident.

Just enjoy your vacation (as much as one can in Virginia) and don't worry about it. The less you worry the more things will work out in your favor. Go watch a movie or hang out at the pool on your own. Let everyone know you're going out and having fun daily. Look like you're really enjoying life. It's important you don't focus on anything besides enjoying yourself.

We’re not in Virginia yet. We’re at Universal. My sister invited my cousin to come live with her to help take care of her daughter-in-law and she invited me because she had a spare room.

So, yeah. Universal now, living in Virginia later.

Immaterial to my point. You're on a trip and on the move. Just go enjoy yourself and make it known that you are.

My older cousin (her older sister) is now with us.

Was this expected or a did she play a wild card and call for backup?

We expected this. I was just giving an update.

This, tbh. Your sexy cousin could be moving chess pieces rn

nevermind

I just came up with the perfect plan to make her jealous.

There’s an Italian girl who used to talk to me all the time while I was still a scraggly troglodyte who recently hit me up again. I could open talk to her to make her jealous. She was also curious on who or what I’ve been doing when I’ve been giving you updates.

I told her I was on a message board, but I made it sound bullshit. I could later “reveal” I was talking to the Italian girl.

Day 2 of Universal. Didn’t have a lot of opportunity to be alpha other than taking charge of direction yesterday. Here’s to another day.

My mother (middle) my cousins (the ends) and my brother (behind them)

Short red-hair is mom? Pretty young? Where is sister? Your wincest love the pretty lady in blue with no visible ink?

Looks like (((they))) bump locked your thread, time to find a slow board and migrate part #2 and post a link her before this one poofs.

Yes she’s in her 40s, sister not here, yes my cousin in blue. Very bad photographer with poor timing. It’s almost a talent how bad my pictures are.

Looks pretty decent for public atmosphere and moving subjects you don't necessarily want to know you're photographing. Not bad for an iPhone6.