This is a bully free zone.
Please no bully in this zone.
I don't care.
I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK TSUCHI
I'M GONNA JERK OFF TO FAT GOTH BITCHES AND YOU CAN SIT AND STEW IN YOUR SHITTY TASTE
my momma always said I was a cynical boy
You sure are, I'm an optimist by comparison.
S'not like I'm not happy though.
I accept the world and people are garbage but also know that there's plenty of fun to have.
so why waste my lifetime being bothered by it?
Just remember that someday, your grandma will probably visit your place.
i want it
Ah, the classic philosophy of "It's a sick world and I'm a happy guy".
World of Final Fantasy
looks like stoicism.
but hey, it works so why change it?
PS4 and PSVita exclusive.
the classic philosophy of not being able to reach the peanut butter
ah the classical philosophy of girldick
kinda reminds me of this
people like this get to be real girls but you're stuck being a pseudo girl
life is unfair
That you wouldn't smother yourself in peanut butter is why you can't be a real girl.
my gam gams is too old to travel so this is a non issue
I don't even remember making this thread
my mood's fucking dead
my life is dead
life is nothing
To be fair.
It was made last week.
I needed a bunch of model pictures.
We really are great recyclers.
I'll recycle you.
Onto my bed.
google sum moar
who is the top and who is the bottom between you two
I took that pic to the hairdresser.
but I wouldn't make for a great blonde
You can use me time and time again, whenever you want?
but I don't need a haircut now.
but she has a more dominant personality.
Are you a good drinker?
I've been told I last pretty good for a first year college student.
how often do you guys e-switch it up?
woof woof ♥
Switchlife is the good life.
she is cute
not like that
it's always there, just depends on wether I wanna go.
you know it
any cute girls there?
I just joke with the lads.
you ever just want to drop everything and become a wandering troubadour
She has a more dominant personality.
You know what they say about strong willed people.
The voice acting in this is so bad.
And not, like, over the top ham bad.
i dont actually
What do they say about strong-willed people?
hows you at this hour?
They all really want to be dominated.
Or something, I don't fucking know.
I was hoping someone else had something to fill in the blank.
kinda feel like dropping everything and taking a lot of lives
French Forces or English Forces?
That makes sense to me, and I'll gladly provide it.
grim i know times are tough but radicalisation is not the answer
this isn't about religion or anything
I'm just really on edge right now
Pretty good. Been going to bed earlier lately, but I ain't tired right now.
Das lewd yo.
Didn't know what to expect though. Guess you didn't either, really.
Should I not come to school tomorrow?
I should go for french forces because they used the fleur de lis to represent them, and we all know that lily is yuri in Japanese and YURI~ IS~ PURE~
QED French Forces are pure.
I've got holiday so I'm slacking back time.
English of course, frenchies are evil.
I keep forgetting it's holiday.
...I just realized I'm a NEET... That's new.
youll be fine
if I do ever go total I'll probably go to times sq or something
grade a image luuks
just touhou fanart
thought that would come pretty fast
lol tokes* my bad I am a little off today I'm sorry
Touhou-version of an original. Saw it posted yesterday somewhere, with the original in the comics.
Artist is (according to Gelbooru) "tis (shan0x0shan)"
thought that would come pretty fast
the realization pervo
Oi. Just wanted clarification.
Misread it, too. My bad.
I didn't plan on not being in education. I planned on having started by now, but it won't be this year....
hows it hanging?
so just a tussenjaar as they call it huh
drinking a little, music and all.
I'll (probably) start early 2017 though.
Holy shit. Working like this blows. At least I'm on break for a bit.
and what if it doesn't?
well yeah it's night.
I did crossfit once but it wasn't any of this retarded shit.
just become a neet fam
I'm bored in the day too. I got nothing to do all day... Can't work. No school. Barely any hobbies. No inspiration.
What if it doesn't.
I'll be bored for longer.
Unlike you I prefer not to be a worthless leach on the people around me.
You know. Because I actually like to work and be worth more than dirt.
Actually dirt is pretty good.
Dirt is too good for you.
I enjoy doing nothing and inconveniencing those around me.
what music y'got going?
yeah I was about to say "dirt gives plant nutrients" and that's some p good shit man like that's almost all of our food bro
And you're good at it too.
Can't exactly give you anything to do all day.
make sure to think of something though.
Oh, yeah I was throwing up blood over the weekend and it has me fucked up.
3 and a half more hours and I'll be home for the night.
The word you want is "leech." A "leach" is a different thing.
Please note how little I care any more.
I'll remove you.
i wasnt able to get my xanax
so im gonna work up to it from zoloft
they are also gonna hook me up with a counselor
make sure to think of something though.
Words so easily spoken.
I have to entertain myself for MONTHS.
I dislike summer vacations as I get bored 2 weeks in.
This? This kills the Fort.
remove deez nuts
Want to hunt some grim before you /bed/index.html loverly?
This is good news. Hopefully it helps, man.
"working like this" I thought maybe you were doing something different than normal, like way too many hours or something sorry if it came off confusing squash am a little uh gone today
never heard of them, what kind of music do they do?
oh shit I don't know if you should be working, though I know it's unavoidable in most cases.... hope you're okay dude
i shouldnt have eaten so much pizza though
i feel like death
Forgive me, master.
I'm actually sorry for saying that.
that's stuff's not easy at all.
I wish you luck to get something though, cause it's all I can do.
that sounds pretty sweet right about now.
toronto jizz jazz
I just drank too much.
I'm doing bitch work today anyhow. Not like I can complain too much. Bless Test for making sure I didn't die in the hotel.
Welcome to the club, butter cup.
Grovel like a bitch.
I just randomly started dying over this image that you posted hours ago.
That's all I can do.
That image is golden.
I've got it somewhere too.
Does it harder.
i dont feel welcome
If you want to grovel harder, I mean, okay?
It's not a fun club honestly.
Tell me what kinds of deserts you want to eat off my dick.
Or did you want, "Do it harder"?
There is next to nothing that I love more than dad jokes.
If I did not know you better, I would think you are doing this deliberately.
Dad jokes are great.
Dunno why. Just know that they are.
You have known me for like, 4 years now.
I would be sad if you didn't know me well enough to tell by now.
what's up sebs?
yeah really good on him, sucks that it had to be a thing at all
im gonna play game
I kinda knew when I saved it
but I sleepy
My memory is abysmal.
glad to be home
Everyone has to learn the hard lessons.
It shows in your old age.
Gonna play game.
I'm too sleepy to entertain.
Off to work.
Have a blast
Fret not. I will always have your blunders in my memory palace.
send me bleach and I might drink it
They sell bleach at the dollar store.
that requires me to leave the house
Don't be a bigot.
You can't even begin to fathom the suffering he goes through for you to be so facetious about it.
Grimm, sorry, I mistyped.
What the heck did you mean though? I've stared at it for quite a while before I gave up.
Who's the guy in the blue suit with blonde hair again?
A gypsy, I think.
aw well anything that will make you feel better or just time at this point?
take care man
I wrote a love letter to Alice, but it keeps coming back in the mail...
Don't mix Alice and the Real World.
What is this annoying face?
Shitty webcomic someone capped as an avatar folder.
Is this the source of all the really bad yellow-black pictures?
Makes sense now.
I'm rank 4 now! :D
...That's an actual webcomic? Not just stray pictures?
hopefully sooner rather than later
It doesn't take itself serious, so I guess it's all good.
just woke up, work ruined my sleep schedule
that is a shame
keep posting these
I have almost no new ones, but sure
yes it is, my life is suffering
porn and suffering
i love it
I am happy to oblige
Spoiler that disgusting shit, please.
Moogs, I mean. The rest is fine.
lick it faggot
ban this dick
i came so you can chill now
i just furiously masturbate to boys getting anally annihilated i cant help myself
what a fag lmao
i want to get anally annihilated and humiliated for being a little sissy whore
what can we do about it?
by a pack of niggers
just obliterate my boy pussy
by a pack of niggers
ur dead to me moogs
its the same thing
Could have went with ruined.
take happy pills
start feeling better
goddam it I hate relying on pills not to be a dead inside
Better to be weak and happy than weak and unhappy.
dogs are much better, you CUCK
they are both wild uncontrollable rapists
those niggers have big fat cocks though
White people smh
they're like big black baseball bats built to beat onelittle white bois faces
white bois like me
i guess i'll go out and eat a sub...
You could buy a loaf of bread, a jar of mayo, and some lunch meat and just make your own sandwiches.
I am so hungry after watching this
that just sounds sad.
Making your own sandwiches sounds sad
In what way
because subway lonely sad face freinds :3 pets
i dont have my trip code but i lived bitches uwu
... i guess you wouldn't understand.
Jesus fucking Christ, don't tell Wal-Mart about this, they keep stocking lunch meat and bread like fucking LOSERS.
I would wanna live in a place like that
But with good internet
That's probably impossible right?
How do I get cuddles? We're in bed right now after watching crazy botfly extraction videos lol
No I don't
just go hug her
Fuck SD don't do this, it's 2am and I'm considering having a 2nd dinner now
god damn it
my one chance to be free of these shackles
damn you medical science
test please disengage
for your own sanity
quelle? poster coq.
You have to find an inbetween...
Like over here in the north like i am!
very little Substance.
Master come over and have dinner with me
The one from BC
Your brain has very little substance.
Yeah, I'm not clicking that.
i always picture that as skitty from the pony threads.
Isn't that Scanner?
Ok fine, you got me, I'm subscribed to him now
Good night ^^
Don't you basically live in a city though?
If you don't call me that..
forgot where i saved it from
Why do you let him call you that but not me?
Fine, what do I call you?
I can't stop him doing it
Anything else :3
You can stop me? ; ;
Call him a smelly NEET
Hi, smelly NEET.
Test is a smelly neet.
Technically no, but you might be more receptive
This is a loop-hole I'm willing to go with
Test is a handsome dwarf
Of course, I'd do anything my goshuujin-sama asks :3
i'd throw him tbh ;))))
not really, no.
its a small town right at the base of a mountain bordered by lakes and a flowing river...
all in a valley, engulfed in forest and northern trees similar to what you saw in that cabonara vid.
i feel real good
Hm, even something like enjoying practicum tomorrow?
Oh that sounds almost idyllic
Do you know if you can you hike up the mountain or do you need climbing gear?
this too shall pass
tempted to get this and waste $$$$
Heavens no, that's just impossible.
What is this nonsense?
a cute floof???
are manly men not allowed to like cute things
You can just walk right up!
they've built up a nice pathing over the decades.
so with very minimal gear you could walk/hike up to the peak above those clouds. and take a sip from the waterfall sprinign from the mountain. or ever swim in the frigid glacier water too.
No, you are NOT allowed
less than $30?
you should get one! to always be near you so that you could hug it.
lol I imagined so :c
What're you enjoying most in the animu season so far?
I want an user to abduct me and keep me as a pet.
He would force me to wear cute girly clothes, a collar, and feed me hormones every morning.
He'd treat me like I was stupid and incapable of doing anything on my own. He'd act incredibly condescending, patronizing and treat me like I was too dumb to make even the most basic decisions and too weak to do anything but cuddle with or please him until I really did become dependent on him and helpless on my own.
Any arguing, resistance, or disobedience would be met with slapping, being put in a cage, or worse depending on the offense, while following orders would earn me praise or affection from my new owner until I eventually learn it's better to just do as I'm told.
He'd also keep me in a cage or tied/chained up when he wasn't around or was sleeping until he knew my will had been broken and that I've accepted my new life and given up any hope of escape.
thanks for letting us know
I'm always hyped for more Ajin or WIXOSS, but as far as new things go I'm really enjoying ping pong and Stella no Mahou.
How about you?
You're so freaking pathetic.
i said i was tempted not that I was gonna do it
Don't be so proud of that.
Damn I haven't even started the new Ajin
Maybe.. Eupho 2
But lots of things are enjoyable
If only Doublelift senpai would stop streaming I could go watch some
Wtf is he playing now
Is that ranked or a "Love" map? o.o
Love 8.4 map
I'm jealous of his 99.00% acc
Been trying to get mine up by going through and fixing all my terrible acc scores ;~;
To watch and get jealous of the people you'll never be better then, I suppose.
I think I'm getting pretty close at least.
I can only see the appeal of this game to go so far but like.. why aspire to be great at it?
What is this person even wearing?
It just looks like a stripper outfit.
Not being fantastic at osu!
Okay this guy is actually really fast.
Looks like your top scores definitely help
I swear I'll just watch a few more maps then sleep..
Magical Girl / Ninja outfit
I should have known that you're posting Kasumis. Keep going you blessed bastard with good taste.
At what point is that even considered clothes?
HE IS PRESSING THEM AFTER THEY'VE DISAPPEARED W.T.H
I have a lot of fun playing the songs that are really hard for me.
I can't imagine how fun some of the even harder songs are.
Yeah, he's insane. Rank 3rd overall
Just play free SS DT maps like me :D
Haha, there's a lot more Kasumi art than Akebono art.
That's the "hidden" mod
Turns out Blake's semblance is to travel the galaxy.
It's a chinese cartoon, idk, ask the character designer..
Stealing from jackson.
"goodbye cruel world"
Get lost I don't want to watch this guy. He reminds me how bad I am at it.
:3 That's actually me irl btw way
I forgot how tense Dead Space is.
I guess, I shamefully admit that my Kasumi folder didn't get the proper attention it deserves yet.
You're too old for osu!.
Eh, I just quickly scraped 500 images from danbooru.
It's nothing great.
The only thing I can remember about it is just shooting things legs off to watch them crawl.
I see. I still prefer being spoonfed half-decent quality pictures than having to get them myself.
I wish I could
Think I will go watch cookeasy in bed and try and wind down
Also you're never too old, don't give up!
Do you wish you were young again?
That's true, let someone else find the good ones, eh?
Mm'kay, sweet dreams.
You have some fat fingers.
the fucks wrong with you
the canadian one
not watching the Sun and Moon demo
What did I do?
There's too many characters I want folders of and too little time, I need to find means to economize it or at least make it less monotone than scrolling through pages and clicking thumbnails that look good.
Do you wish you were young again?
Can't see why not.
There's three of them, but I know there's only one you care about so I guess that answers the question.
Can't give you the answer you were expecting.
but its just a shitty demo
I find it easier to do a booru scrape and delete based on the thumbnails in the file explorer, it seems faster to me.
That's not even me though ;;
Things can still be found out, though
also datamining soon
he gives up regardless
Emma.. were you lying to me!?
YOU KNOW MY NAME ON OSU
I can't stop you from having alter-egos.
I'm way done with that nonsense.
It's probably much much faster, I just never bothered to try that since I'm comfy doing it this way.
I think if I tried to be a new person, people would figure out it's me at no time at all.
I have considered changing my name a few times however.
What the fuck is this thing?
As long as you're comfy then there's no problem :3
Yeah, I'd say you're pretty recognizable.
Plus your flag sorta ruins it.
for a second I thought you called me a fag
I can always proxy. I don't know. Maybe I should give it a try some time.
Yeah, you sorta are a fag.
You're supposed to just admit that you're someone else I talk to then just leave me wondering.
cesser d'afficher les filles mignonnes d'anime
so this is the owner of serebii huh
I didn't expect much different
exactly what did you expect of the owner of serebii though?
lol sup fags
I expected a married man tbh
on other notes idk how the fuck this got on my yt recco feed
but it did
and I regret clicking it
Why would I tell you that I'm someone else? That would ruin the fun.
Also I would have failed in the first 3 seconds.
I don't see how this is worse than any other weeb shit
But it's all I have.
I felt like killing myself after that choke.
You may be good at clicking dots but atleast I'm proficient at surviving large scale tank battles ;_;
I played world of tanks once and got one shot from across the map, fun stuff.
Daddy, I'm cumming!
War thunder. It's like the senpai of world of tanks.
Ash Greninja is broken
I guess I never really expected anything else tbh
I'd probably be even worse!
flood succ it
I don't see it being very good at all.
It has to KO something to battle bond.
Not really. I do not want to do things all over again.
s u c c
Fuck homework, tbh.
it's difficult to KO things with Greninja
Greninja wasn't already great
Nice reply time, did you fall asleep at your desk?
If your name were homework, I'd be doing you on my desk every night.
I was in game.
>>>>>>>>>>>>GRENINJA IS SO GOOD
Then why is it literally nowhere good in literally any tourneys that matter?
Fuck studying and having a future.
Yeah, take that. My skills are more real world transferrable.
It happens as you get older.
You were that focused on osu!?
But he's not so good that OH MY GOD BATTLE BOND IS SO BROKEN.
because it's horrible ecchi
Not unless battle bond is, like, a ~100+ stat boost that doesn't occupy a mega slot anyway.
In 1940's Germany maybe.
What the heck? I'm 23 and it happens to me!
That one's a little old, come on now.
What time is it over there?
Shush, you. I'm doing it.
I was playing Tetris.
I should /bed/index.html but I wanna finish eating and stuff.
Quick critical thinking.
Strategy and psychology
the list goes on.
What about you?
Maybe just reaction time and the ability to flick beans faster.
You're probably shit at that too.
Again with the doubles
Even then it is viable, it was used in 2014's VGC
So like most weeb shit
It is, it boosts his stats quite a bit. I don't know the exact number, but his SpA goes up and Water Shuriken becomes special.
That second part is very critical.
Besides, I have the worlds worst reaction time, osu! doesn't help for shit.
Good good, maybe I can reward you when you're done with it.
Blame the Japs.
The T tetromino camped my lane. Not my fault.
Doubles is the current official format, so of course I'd hold it to that standard.
And 2 years meta ago doesn't really... constitute viable...
If I had to guess, Battle Bond might just get b& from VGC for being event.
Unless they don't make it event, in which case why go out of your way for it.
Whenever I play I always just get only straight pieces.
Fuck off, he's mine.
Just a friendly reminder.
Gen7 Pokemon's version shortening would be said S&M
Got something tomorrow?
If I get off thread and get done with it.
caring about official formats
As far as I'm aware, Battle Bond will be banned in VGC
pokemon s&m huh
I just try not to make a habit of being a brat to futureMe.
They make a habit of banning event exclusive mons.
So if the only way to get it is from demo, then it probably will.
not caring about the official competitive standard.
Is that an Alolan Meowth?
It is the only way, and it's banned
not playing when there was no "competitive standard"
Interesting how your boyfriends never are that.
There's no fun in winning if I don't get a great big piece of metal, and a large pay check to shove in everyone's face.
The considerate of you, past me is kind of a dick. Making me wake up at 5 AM to work on a project.
I'll leave this to future me to figure out an excuse for not doing it.
this is your future
Drop your steam
i got the second nini
what an embarrassing profile
he didnt ask for u did he
I'd thank you to keep your idiocy out of matters relating to my pet and I thank you.
Besides, you're fucked if you think you can't get to Tokai's steam off of mine.
i never said that
desu senpai i cant hate
rin is such a good sport
All good now.
There we go.
I want to pretend I'm a comfy sidelean.
I'm a Kate. I believed in you..
To be fair that second one is really comfy.
You should let me mod your board.
are you confusing cato with badfox
who would want to mod that shithole
what ghoulperson said
THEY'RE DIFFERENT PEOPLE?
it's 05:00 in the morning
I can be your comfy sidelean
i am ghoul person
I'll fuckin' clint you m8
Oh, I always thought he had better taste than that, ghoul person.
He just wants to ban Sci over there and then give up the mod, I'm sure.
I am bad with names
i have no idea what happens over there
please don't do that I'm delicate
i wonder if scis board is still a thing
How's it goin'?
Fuck, deli Kate is the worst.
fairly well. how about you
my deepest excuses
It can't be helped that you both decided that avataring as generic fox girl things was your game plan.
HOLO'S A WOLF
Ommadon copypasta goes here
7/10, ok day
Prefer it non-delicate?
Holy shit, those are so deep
Fox doesn't even post a fox!
at least I dont think
I wish I never fell in love with him
i got my zoloft back
I like it rough
He does, and then he just goes back to his bucket of Tewhoos.
know what else is deep?
my wine bottle
Probably to the same extent that Luka's is.
are they at least cute tewhoos?
None of the Tewhoos are cute.
no bully luka
I'm sorry but wine is the worse alcohol.
who wants to buy me civ 6
ill suck your dick
Well, it was like the kind of bucket you take a shit in when they lock you in a third world prison cell, but I suppose a dumpster works too.
jk what's up
Ask Desu, he's the resident expert on licking Touhou feet.
I regret checking.
Delicate would be too boring anyway.
And you are a furry!
but I barely know Desu!
That may be smart.
Man, I lost my shit when he said it's sad to make your own sandwiches.
Yeah, that's true.
I dont' see how that matters.
Suck my dick.
Nothing new, just wallowing, for like a year now.
I should start watching more anime next year.
Man, I lost my shit when he said it's sad to make your own sandwiches.
I think having the self respect to buy your own goddamn food instead of panhandling just to go to Subway would be the complete antithesis to sad in his case.
but whiskey hurts my tummy and beer makes me fat in 10 years!
Just for Tsuchi I'm going to announce my departure.
Give me ninis.
And death threats.
and attention in general.
Next year? Why not?
Who is the Yume Nikki poster?
Does it harder.
I can't imagine caring for such an extended period of time.
You new round here or are you one of them name changers?
ninis *pets* I'm going to kill you with a wet noodle there all of them
Have fun you crazy kids.
I think it's that one ponyfag.
Too busy. Hasn't been a good year.
I don't recognize them.
I think if you have a job and the money to blow then it's fine. But people need to learn some kind of self sufficiency. Learning to cook is a fundamental to being an adult.
I mean, I can kind of cook some shit, but making your own food is respectable.
Things will get better, I'm sure of it.
I'm sure they will.
Now I'm curious.
I figured being employed and self sufficient at goddamn 30 wouldn't be "respectable" but a given.
Actually, I guarantee it.
Yeah it only gets more pathetic the more you know about it. I guess, never really posted here before but I'm not "new". I know someone or maybe two people might recognize me if I used my actual handle but i'm just pissing in the wind. Also I know someone from here in rl.
I think all of these situations should be taken on an individual basis.
barely knowing him?
You think weird things are cute!
You know, aside from every generic anime slut.
Sometimes you just got to cut the umbilical cord.
what am i supposed to say
I'm not a ponyfag though. Never even sat through a full episode of that show.
Or strangle what is attached to it.
That you love me.
Everything I think is cute is objectively correct
If I say you're cute then you're cute
i love you
Do it over.
I want it to feel like you mean it.
I love you with all my heart daddy
You're a weeb and watch too much anime.
So yeah, one of them namechangers, for whatever reason.
I am not notoriously good at providing either advice or sympathy, but I guess I can try. They say time heals all wounds but there's other ingredients to the balm, you know. Have you been trying to get past it this past year, or just wallowed? Gone out with friends at all?
I ain't blowing $60 on you for a while.
I still have 4 episodes of stuff I'm behind on!
There was no blood in my shit so I think the bleeding is done.
you shouldnt have led me on
Most people would say that about me, probably
You said you would suck my dick for it. Physically suck my dong and it's yours.
It's a chore to watch anime.
stop messing with me
I think that is just Chijo.
Me saying I'm not dying is too far, but you'll mop up my vomit?
I don't understand you.
It's honestly 0 effort.
Few people here know you, but I don't think that's because you're unlikable.
This name rings absolutely zero bells.
Good, gotta keep people guessing.
Are you still playing?
But if a series gets boring halfway though?
Someday I'll figure you out.
Then you'll be mine.
I'd probably finish it anyways. I don't drop a lot of series
That image is the best thing ever.
I really need to sort my meme folder.
I never will.
This is why you need to be everywhere.
Oh, here's that thing I mentioned.
How long are you going to be?
I've never dropped a series but I just get bored through some of them and just keep grinding through.
What is wrong with people?
Who the fuck keeps a katana next to their desk?
You've seen like 2 anime though.
I guess so, I try to stick to one name most of the time.
Its okay thanks for indulging me. I do but my efforts feel pointless because it just kind of goes in a circle. I'll feel better then it'll creep back and i'll feel even more depressed than I did before. I do hang out with friends wish I wasn't so broke and bad at getting a job so I could do more beyond smoke pot and play vidya all day. Going out does help, but I just end up wanting to do drugs and if i'm not doing drugs i'm bored and if i'm bored i'm thinking of what's his face. Distracting myself turns into dissociating so I end up going days without doing anything. I can't even enjoy art anymore my therapist is unsure what to even do with me. I kind of just want to go on another acid binge and see where I land after that.
People that need to defend themselves against ninjas occasionally while they're playing games
I don't have time to compile a list.
That sounds like it would require multitasking threads and a longer attention span.
A man of honor.
That image is sick.
uh no actually it's CURSED
Probably just leave it for tomorrow, then. I need to start doing things.
Don't hate anything pls
I would really hope not
Who the fuck does this?
If you had more money don't you think it's likely you'd just spend it on more pot and games?
Have you been prescribed anything? I have no experience with depression but that sounds like a vicious circle.
I have a raging clue