tfw Theseius saves your picture and uses it to call you lewd
"to think god is only good requires sufficient mental retardation, no matter god’s nature, he does not deserve any of us to die for him, maybe god cannot do anything at all, but what if god died for man, philosopher’s god is the same as no god, if god is not so unreachable, why is he such a bitch, god is reality, god is all, god is nothing"
Hail lord Satan
Shiro's is bigger
It sucks because tattoos aren't considered bad in Japan and the only people who get them are gangsters :/
W-what? I'm not a whore ._.
I want to fight her now... and kill her
Wow try not get fat
Fuck this timing.
aren't considered bad
She's not really a skilled fighter.
The only combat skill she really has is the firearms training she picked up in GGO.
Who else is super ultra close to summer vacation?
summer vacation all year baybe
I can help you with part of that, bae
kek she's such a nerd, I don't even want to watch it anymore
Why do you ask~?
I don't know... it's sad... Japan is such a stupid country
already 3 weeks into summer
Because I am!
I should be done today actually but I forgot to turn back a thing.
So I gotta go to school tomorrow ;_;
Is she really that cute?
S-sorry to hear that... school is the worst. Any plans for summer?
She's only 16.
She deserves a chance to come into her own.
Actually no. Aside from a few thing I have to do, not really.
Y-you're too into this v.v
I'm just responding at this point.
TFW a thread gets too homo for even the faggiest of homos
That thread happened a couple days ago.
I'm there already you froob
Okay I'll bite, why not? Plan a trip or something :/
Uh, last-minute sorting out where to live and financial stuff.
Time to stay inside and get an LCD tan
For forced conversation
Chu me too ;-;
Come live in America
It isn't forced.
I could have left at any time.
Like I will do now, for reasons.
See you, Au-US.
Murka's far tho and I didn't opt for an internship abroad. Maybe next year, though I kinda aim for AMD as company.
v////v I love you... bye... v.v
Not anywhere near america yet though
Leaving you sore, though I guess I could pay but it'd be demeaning to you and my wallet :c
Y-you're getting a job at AMD? Why not Intel?
Oh, you can't take it back
Oh no, I'm going for internship for another company.
So you do want it!
What will you be doing there if I may ask....
You're making me jealous.......
but why ?
I officially own a car now. Neat.
What's crackin', threaders~? <3
-steals your car-
What kinda car? And not a lotta!
solder new cpus
You wouldn't want it. It's kinda rough atm
You must tell me why though
is it an ae86?
A 98 civic with a handful of little things to fix.
No. I don't know what that is.
[muffled eurobeat playing in the distance]
nice car tho
is it one of those hatchback type r's tho
those are like ultra neat too
Well everyone has gotta start somewhere! My car is still just a bike lol
lol true that. I miss my first car :(
This will be my 4th
Just gotta save up^~^
are you going to drop the suspension and put a massive spoiler on it?
only option only tbh
dad what is this?
f you had an airship, where would you go, and what would you do
300 dollars of LSD family
dad, send me some
paint it reflective silver and paint the nazi flag on its tail fins
fly it over london
Yup! The near never ending game of saving up money for things, both rewarding and sometimes annoying
If I did anything crazy to it I'd prefer to keep it as a sleeper because I'm not Latina.
I'm probably just gonna fix it up and trade it in for the car I want though.
distribution is like super illegal my dude
i would float to himalayas
and survey the mountains for hidden landmarks
the survey the desolate antartic for secret land marks
then float over the lost sands of deserts near egyt
then settlle near a shrine in japan
before heading home to float of the forests of north west canada
i don't think you'd achieve much.
maybe break some windows, then squash a couple of people on the ground provided your airship had some rigidity, but hydrogen isn't used any more, so no explosions.
VERY good answer, i like it
you can send it in a gift card with almost 0% chance of getting caught
Iunno, Dags sent me some acid once. Good times.
I set bars for myself (when I'm not buying things, obviously) Like 500, 1000, 1750, then 2500.
Rent and bills get in the way though on top of like slowly getting a whole new wardrobe and aesthetic stuff :/
i would see the hidden world people don't see too often~
i think its pretty easy though
top notch airship ambitions, would proudly accompany.
What car do you want?
I'm just using it as an excuse so I don't have to send some random person on the internet my drugs.
I know this horrible feel :c this is why I'd be the chump to ask for money as my first wish from a genie
i think its pretty easy though
ok what's your address/ P.O. box
i would like write "HINDENBURG REENACTMENT PROJECT" on the side and fly it over major cities
um um Well I test drove a Mazda 3 6-speed a while back which seemed ballin'. I'm probably gonna have to fix my credit a bit before trying to get a financed deal, but a trade-in is a good start to that situation I feel~
Gotta work hard for what you want, baka!
But like an older bmw 328xi would be nice.
Should have bought that Porsche when I had the chance.
hydrogen does not just explode
imagine the wonders you could study and document if your were able to just 'float' over all that harsh terrain safely.
throw a ladder down and walk right up to things most others never knew existed in those areas.
then walk back up into a homely studio pad in your airship to jot down sketches on all you've found. Almost like a real adventurer would!
oh my word why can't you think bigger than that
Give me a ride. <3
I can't x_x This is the last night I can drive it somewhat legally haha
write HINDENBURG REENACTMENT PROJECT on the side then crash it into major cities?
what more do you want from me
I love that episode of Archer with the air-ship lol
i would take it into space
and see what happens
it does hen provided with a source of ignition, likely to be caused in some way or another if you were crashing a hydrogen filled airship into the twin towers.
nowadays they use helium, and smaller blimp/balloon type airships use hot air.
i love you right now
I used to be an adventurer like you, but then I took an arrow to the blimp :(
Have you ever seen that movie "UP" ?
remember that cool remote place that the two dreamed of visiting together?
hearing "airship" and being able to think of nothing more captivating than "hindenburg" is probably a tell of some grade of creative retardation
even twin towers was somewhat outside the box
but luka, glorious motherfucker, actually named several places very worthy of being seen and explored via airship
You should watch it~
it's good, cute fun, has doggys~
and good story.
it's in a similar vein to you desires right now around blimps.
I would fill it full of money and THEN do hindenburg. Fuck I would fill it with bloated corpses and do hindenburg. fill the corpses with money and do hindenburg.
Fill the corpses with babies full of money and do hindenburg.
can I make the airship look like a baby.
i have yearned for a blimp in the back of my mind for as long as i can remember
occasionally, like today, it flares up, and i can't think about much outside how bad i want a blimp.
not even a big airship like a zeppelin, just a small blimp for me to cruise around in would be lovely.
hydrogen is pretty safe nowadays
ever wondered what it would be like to take a long month journey and float over that giant unexplored expanse in russia that barely seems to be populated?
now you can! take an airship and float over one of the most unexplored unpopulated large landmasses.
all the major russian cities seem to just be around europe anyway. but very few actually think about the rest of russia?
i think the movie Up would suit you perfectly.
Luka, did you do your placement matches yet
You guys ever tried water splitting? That shit is exploding with fun ;3
It's a cool science experiment!!!
You just have to watch out cause you get a little chlorine out of it too :/
this is a skyacht hot air personal blimp.
this is maybe a little small for my tastes, i would like something capable of lifting an enclosed cabin, but otherwise, this is fine
such exploration sounds wonderful. i have always wanted to see some aztec structures reclaimed by jungle, maybe i could fly to mexico and moor at some ruins and just live there for a while.
No pun intended?
I remember filling a balloon with hydrogen and oxygen in grade 10 once.
Then we poked it with a fire stick.
We almost knocked the clock off the wall.
Do them, I wonder what rank will you get
And GOLDEN WEAPONS
look at this erin...
a whole huge desolate continent... and yet we barely know of any major citys of settlements here...
it's mysteriously 'empty'
It was :p
Yeah, I ended up filling like a water bottle and it took off like a rocket when I tested it out.
mfw none of this is relevant to my interests
what ranks are there?
what rank did you get?
butyou would not just put all of it in one compartment and then go put sparks on it
VERY inhospitable environment
mostly used for prison camps to increase the amount you suffer in them :c
What are you interested in?
I didn't get to squish you yesterday.
Dunno the max rank, I got placed 48 now I'm 45
System is too fresh both good and bad players are around that
Dammit, you knew the whole time!
I got trixed!
Explosives are fun, I remember blowing up a Jos Louis.
That doesn't change the pun, though.
Siberia is russia?
maybe they only 'tell us' it's inhospitable...
who knows what could really be out there...
like it's literally almost the size of North America.
There should be something out there in Siberia we haven't found yet.
No, it's actually inhospitable.
Yeah, that's what it's all about!
'Sup, home slice?
so max rank is 1 ?????
how can multiple people be a rank 1
should only one person be in rank one?
Siberia is inhabited by ice miners, sent there by Russia to strengthen the motherlands economical advancament.
'tis a fact
yiss, siberia is all that horribly cold part
All that lush green and flowing rivers and lakes seem to show me otherwise....
It's like NWT, and how we don't have a lot of people there because who the fuck lives in NWT?
The climate of Siberia varies dramatically, but all of it basically has short summers and long winters of very cold climate. On the north coast, north of the Arctic Circle, there is a very short (about one-month-long) summer.
If you've had this photo of me this whole time, WHY do you keep asking me to post it? I don't get you, man!
I guess Nunavut is more apt than NWT.
tfw you'll never live in Siberia with Erin, keeping each other warm through the harsh 11 month winters.
Do you kiddos even know what the trans siberian railway is
No, I think the max level is 100, and if you lose you go down an entire level, you win, you go up HALF level, unfair as fuck.
Do you even know what the Trans-Siberian Orchestra is? :^)
Hasn't stopped humans in the europe part from living good that far up north like sweden finland being soo high up on the map close to north pole?
oh... so like youre almost halfway to max?
Theseius, go take a vacation in Nunavut.
Like, spend half a year as far north as you can find a city.
Sabs come to AX
I'll pay for all your expenses
Who what when where?
: ^ DDDDD
Or halfway to the bottom. Fucking hell the system is shit, coin flip is an RNG fuck-over
But yeah, golden weapons. You get a whoppin 1 point for a victory, need 300 for one weapon
i got a haircut and now i look uglier but feel more confident
I'mma pee on you.
Go as far north in Nunavut as you can and spend half a year there.
It's the largest territory in Canada,
as well as our least populated.
Drip it onto my sundae.
we should populate it!
(once the impending encroachment of global warming heat makes southern regions such as vancouver too inhospitable.)
with the dick in your butt, you shouldn't be talking.
global warming heat
All that's under that Siberian ice is mud. You gon' have lots of mosquitoes on your hands, Luka!
Saturday, 18 hours point farm, do your placement and get your amphetamines ready, we gonna get 50 of that shit for ourselves lad
I put my dick up my butt to keep it warm and to stop it swinging around in my boxers. Doesn't everyone do that?
Does it pay well? You must be really smart to get a job like that
I would kill for a car... kill...
because i get jealous when you look at other women
most guys keep it tucked inside
She's my lover though
D I E
D I E
D I E
You think I'm weird? MMF doesn't tuck his penis into his butt to keep it from swinging like us normal guys. I mean, c'mon, right?
Yeah, just pop the end in there, right? That's why they're so close.
no I mean like
inside their abdomen
And then it comes out when you need it.
hes compensating... i mean who doesnt do that?
Oh shit fam
what kind of car?
Get a job.
Locker room 101, dude. Locker. Room. 101.
I wish I could. I'm sorry. :(
Take lots of photos again?
I know right...
brb making some grub
Maybe he wears briefs. That's the ONLY explanation.
not making some chub
Sabs, what colour are your boxers right now?
Looking at google street view of remote siberian city's has surprised me at how hospitable they look ^_^
lol that skin, i'm no lad!
point farm? wat
Hot pink and lime green camo.
Yeah? Post a screencap!
dat pine tree
I'm just mentally drawing a picture of you and Sama in the middle of your high-school locker room bromance.
I offer you something from the bottom of my heart and you won't take it
what a bully
Oh you already know we will
Oh shit it aint half bad
pinetree air freshner
Oh you too fam?
I have one that is "leather" scented
It doesnt smell like leather but it smells good reguardless
What does she have that I don't?
Even with a job I can't afford the $500 NYC car insurance every month ;~;
I can't wait or Trump to be president
Ooooh the freshener lol
It's a wunderbaum guys.
Yeah, not bad for 800.
yea i was already doing that anyway, so...
I can't move because I have no money and it's impossible to land a job here...
hi SD, my RNG husband
not wearing pantsu
Your tummy is as nice as hers though....
That was cute.
Pls draw for real and post.
I'm the worst. ;__;
We gotta win 50 of it
do guys really tuck their dicks into their butts?
i wouldn't know
not enjoying the freedom of going commando
haha yes! you are correct sir...
Please, Sabs, that is lewd and I'm bad at art.
wanting your balls to flop around freely
guys are weird
Oh apparently it's little-tree in USA, the air-freshener in cars.
50 wins? why?
You're all class. I feel kind of ashamed for bringing it up now.
Our male bonding took a strange turn.
Shoot. Ah well.
You know what this is, right? Some sort of hidden utopia they don't want us peons getting wind of!
my balls go where they please, as an american, I want my balls to be as free as I am
fucking commies and their tight undies, I swear to god
To get 50 points
ya know, 1 win, 1 point
We need those golden weapons
Look at this shit right here, can't get any more gypsy than this
i mean looks at these secret landscape people hardly
...ill be honest i liked it better when fishy viewed me as a sex object intended for one time use then discarded.
i liked the johnny carson reference tho... and i thought we were sharing. this isnt sharing time?
imagine how scared you would be if you saw a golden hanzo bow
you've let the secret out, sabs. now I know all about your wily butttricks you gendertraitor
Specially if it would pimp forward a golden dragon with a purple shawl, everyone would get on all four
bam... breakfast soft tacos
one glint of the golden weapon in the distance and you die instantly
I say we find out who's responsible and throw batteries at them. Big ones. Like, C's, D's, and 9V's.
You know what? I made it weird, 'cause I didn't expect us to bro-out so hard. I was taken aback. But this is nice. I'm glad we had this.
I've been elaborately rused. Such a lonely day...and it's mine...
Gives you the hitbox of mount fuckin' everest
good bro time was good... *bromance brofistbump
Shouldn't have let her have that one time use, then. :^)
yea... i never even got the one time use
I just moved into my own place.
get a cat... or a jar of pickles
hmmm... i'm only interested in golden staff
and golden freeze gun
so i guess golden staff is my goal!
...you needed a reply. so here is one
They locked us out of paradise, Luka. They got it comin'!
i don't get your song lyrics
If I ever use a fake identity to commit fraud, I'm going to use the name Cotton Beej.
Someday we'll explore the rest of earth~
sandy beej would be a good one. And it would make some sense. like if it were a beach beej.
Do you me?
The shit that goes down there tho
People picking new shit every minute
You gotta experience the tryhardt world of overwatch ranked
finding random shit on drive and posting it n 8ch
i'll just pick mercy every time
and just heal people until i win.
hey mff look wat i found!
I'll put Sandy down as a dependent.
Its like Grim but stronger.
mff is way stronk
that makes me smile and happy~
What'cu up to today dear?
last year at this time
Boring stuff, mostly. Right now, trying to sync XDS satellite relays with syndicated show clocks.
It's not as interesting as it sounds. Zzzz
good morning folks
how are you all today
is Kon driving?
I see Hei and Grim andd Sotto and Colbs but idk the middle fellow
im not sure who all these hoomans are tbh
Right up your ally though, right?
makes each paycheck feel rewarding to be able to pay for things just for adjusting satellite radio settings? :P
FUCK AX IS TOMORROW
MY LIVER IS NOT READY
Nah my friend is driving and ricardo is the one in the middle
soto last year at this time
I guess. If I don't get the raise they say they're "working on", I may start looking for another job. I'm getting a little fed up with this song and dance.
tfw not going to AX with all the other faggots on this coard
that image is lol/10
I live like 40 minutes away and i'm not going.
i live like... 14 hours away and I wanted to go...
what's been getting expensive for you these days?
Food? Healthcare? Bills? Gas?
have you beard this song and dance from them countless times before?
let's go together Ban san
you should go
i can't think of any other beej members. you'd think making bj jokes would be easier.
oh my FUCKING GOD
Isn't Ban the one with the emo hair cut?
Yoooooo I took that first pic
It'd be fun to go and make a documentary about Soto.
Yeah, I've got my mom's medical bills, my medical bills, student loans, blah blah. And every time I ask for a raise, they tell me I'm doing a great job but "everything is frozen this quarter". But my new boss is pushing for it, so we'll see.
This is why we'll never make it to the pros.
Is this a date?
i kno sotokun...i kno
it feels like only yesterday I went to bed last
[hopes and dreams: crushed]
I'm fucking emo
(Another) new boss?
maybe be patient with this one~ you've been around a long time, right? they must recognize this!
you are important experienced...
You'll get there... i believe in you.
I wanna lick your hair >////<
to meet cool freinds irl
and have fun together about anime and stuff and party and meet people and do good things
dude is always sleepan...
nyooh my GOD
Hey that looks like my couch.
was that GARee on the left?
that apparently is colbykuns couch....
Ariel looks like michael jackson lmao
Lmao it looked like him not gonna lie
Also I had this weird spic moustache going on
Oh cool, I can see my shaft
why wont you text me back fam
LOOK LIKE FUCKING GAREE
what a clown fiesta
I'm probably gonna be drunk at the beach this weekend instead.
Someone linked me this video.
Why can't you play it with us again? ;;
dat nimf tho... poor little feller, eh was just a boi
RIP relic shield caddy stack
i think they buffed the relic shield execute dmg in this patch or PBE though?
invite colby and friends....
imagine this but the guy is dead.
he looks a lot better with short hair
mad respect for this bird...
Full of Lebanese cuisine
nuuu dont cut me bro
ima cut yew lelele
Fuck all these old caps are making me reminisce
What were the odds of having a bird just sit on my head while I tc'd
Easy now you slut
Subtle wanna do a game of League?
I love eating pussy
I wouldn't want to mix the thread with my real life friends.
Just gonna leave this here and fuck off
Cry yourselves to sleep
I was never really into trap boobs.
But I guess I'm not super into boobs in general.
Butts are best.
why a double life?
When you die give me your HDD full of lewd anime tiddies
DAWN OF THE FINAL DAY
24 HOURS REMAIN
lol heyyyy i posted your cock earlier...
so theres that
Yeah sure let me just finish this game of overwatch
What's your summoner again?
I don't even talk to these people in the thread so meeting up with them would be strange.
Thanks for that
Are you counting down for the anime groping festival?
traps boobs are weird
Booty > Boobs
FUCK I WORK TONIGHT
THEN LEAVE TO DANIELS STRAIGHT AFTER WORK AT 4:30AM
Man I uploaded all my shit a few months back
I'm apparently doing a game of dota first, so just play a bit more Overwatch.
You playing with Desu?
Me and Brandon are doing last minute preps and shit, then we gotta pick Grim and crew up at the airport tomorrow morning
not really... :\
I think it's okay for traps to just be kind of boyish. :3
How many animes are you planning on groping?
My summoner is 'archon ii'
I don't grope animes
Subtle never invites me to play leeg
My goal is to be drunk before I even get my badge
How many people from the internet have you met in real life?
I've met a lot
I'll join you on that
wanna recitfy that
agreed, that is the trap charm
Boyish cuteness with the sex appeal of a guilish vixen
i met one person from the internet
From tyhe threads?
Who would even do that?
Kinda wanna meet Lexi irl though and break their arse.
Added you, my name's barcode :p
I don't really play on NA
I met 3
4 soon !
you ever just
drink till 3am and go to the gym to play ping pong then drive everyone back home
oh and pizza in the canyon
people dying at smith rock
i felt kinda sad about them dying so i went there.
gtg... workshit... lates
I met one person from the internet
Remember that time Hakkou and I shared a room for Otakon?
And then Ghost showed up?
Would any of you remember that?
That was in 2011.
speaking of that when we gonna meet up again? :p
I'm going to england in december !
It's never too late to start, though!
I'm in another phase where I pretty much just like grils, though.
She does deserve punishment.
Did Hakkou pump you full of baby batter?
'I like girls'
Time for le gay cybersex
take me to tim hortons?
You want me to open a can of drama?
I'll try to grope a Tenshi if I see some
Ghost is such a cool dude
I love that nigga with all my heart
Not particularly. You can keep that to yourself.
Ian already picked up a Tenshi tho
What's been happening is lots of cybersex with grils, though. I haven't cybered someone who didn't at least claim to be a gril for a while.
Hug many Luka
But did he grope?
Gimme - Luka
But I didn't GROPE her. Maybe if I tell her it's for a guy on the internet she'll be okay with it
Would you take me on a date and show me around and show me your new double bed
i'll take you
I fucking hate babies so god damned much
I hate hearing them cry and the annoying fucking noises they make
I fucking hate those commerciasls where they are waddling around and hopping liike retards
why can't we be like puppies or something until we turn like 10
oook I finished tootbhrush is bedtim yet agiana nana
Outlook not so great
we never met up
that sounds nice
i wish there were more people here, but it's in the middle of nowhere...
and then after cummies
Lol, gotta gib luka timmies and subway before cummies
Does Soto grope a lot?
You asked; I figured I should be prepared to back up my assertion if needed. :3
I don't think so, you'd have to ask him
you aren't even in minnesota dude
B-b-b-bardy and the jetsssss
Did you even know Hakkou?
Because I'm not talking about Angel.
I remember Ghost being chill as fuck.
Did that dude ever get mad at anyone?
Ian is too white to be groping people
why wouldnt you
I am in Iowa :3
I am just not really in the mood for dramas right now.
Too full and got tuckered out at my political meeting.
FUCK I DON'T KNOW
he didnt like me at first but he warms up fast
Ghost is probably like one of the colest people I have seen in my entire time across all my internet communities tbh
aw whoa really?
too bad I can't drive real far away, that'd be cool to meet someone
Okay, lost it.
Well as he said he could do it and justify as doing it for a guy in the internet, if given the permission.
But we already met don't you remember : )
you want your tim hortons you have to give me something too luka
i don't understand what you're doing...
I have a pretty good future
n-nhnn... will you watch anime amd play video games with me tonight
Well you are a pretty decent trap
If you keep at it you might be the only good trap from the threads
Pretty promising future tbh
Yeah, he's quite the passable qt
He kind of seems like he'd be one of those people. :3
She'd be so easy to tear into; she gets internet hurt over the dumbest things. I can taste her soft and delicate flesh already.
Subtle show me ♥
he does not
baka won't even pretend to have met with yotu irl
Well only when he wears wigs tbh
His hair is too short and makes his ears stand out in a bad way
Subtle trap sare the best kind
what does trap subtle look like?
iowa blows i wouldn't pretend to have been there even for a joke
thats just a low blow
EVEN LUKA WANTS IN ON THAT BOIPUSSY
fuck thats hot
what's a cheap state to live in that is very cold?
asking for a friend
Scarlet why did you beat your gf?
I recommend apologizing for your transgressions. Fair warning.
Do you grope?
Once upon a time my family nearly moved to Iowa.
Really I need to stop procrastinating and do some stuff I've been telling myself to do for a week
Doesn't seem like trapping works for anyone in the long run
I don't, sorry :c
scarlet won't alternate beating you with her weak punches and stepping on your dick
scarlet won't beat you with a cat 'o' nine tails for cumming without permission
FATE ORDAINS THAT SCOOTS AND bARD WILL NEVER MEET IRL AND GET TRASHED AF ON A BAR HOPPING BIMGE THAT LASTS FOR 3 DAYS AND COVERS THE ENTIRE STATE
Really why even live
michigan upper peninsula
alaska is the opposite of cheap
well can you try because like
i'm sort of expecting a trappy subtle here now
You look like you'd be good at it.
Do you think this girls cute?
Or you could do the more enjoyable things with me instead !
I don't want to live anymore
that's not a girl.
none on the coast
Hes like 87% girl/boy though.
What do you rate her out of ten?
Do it for Loco
If youre not doing it cause it's "gay" don't even bother since we already agreed yesterday that you are indeed gay, just really insecure about it
Might aswell go all out
sorry i didn't know what you were doing
North Dakota. Minot, specifically. Always bitter cold whenever I'm up there.
those are all SUPER fucking expensive
washington/oregon are extremely expensive
the east coast in new england is incredibly expensive and it doesn't even get that cold
you're going to have to live in the midwest if you want cheap and cold
trailer parks with people living off disability
shit internet, shit infrastructure, shit chains
id smack you really hard
CHEAP AND COLD
THATS THE MIDWEST FOOR YA
COME ON SWEDISH FISH COME TO IOWA
tfw you want to go buy meat but hate rush hour traffic
Is the fact that Slipknot is from Iowa why they're so fucked up and edgy?
NO COME TO MINNESOTA
IT'S FUCKING BETTER FUCK IOWA
Kinda wanna see scarlet dominate someone's boipussy
All Scarlet really wants deep down is to get pinned down and fucked hard.